The First Last Boy(20)

No matter how badly I wanted to push inside her and feel her muscles  milk my dick for every last drop, I wanted to rock Tana in ways that  she'd never forget. I knew I couldn't be her forever guy, but I wanted  to be permanently inked on her soul. I danced my fingers across her  boobs and she buried her head in the side of my neck, pressing kisses  and whispering

my name over and over like a mantra. Her thighs quivered when I moved my  palms upward across the silkiness of her skin until I reached the  bottom of her skirt. She wiggled around on me, grinding against my  erection.

Gritting my teeth together, I begged, "Could you try to sit still?"

"Why?" She moved her lips to mine and deliberately rocked herself back and forth.

"Tana," I said sharply against her mouth, needing her to stop. "If you don't quit moving, it's going to drive me over the edge."

"You don't like it?"

"I do. Too damn much, but I want to take it slow with you." I pushed at  her skirt until I exposed the edge of her panties. Like her bra, they  were pink and trimmed in lace. I trailed a finger along the center of  her vagina and upward, pushing with just enough pressure to make her  feel it right against her sensitive spot. Her thigh muscles contracted  and tightened against mine. I slipped my fingers inside the edge of her  panties and stroked her heated, ready-for-me flesh. She gasped and  clutched my shoulders. . Her pupils darkened and her breathing  quickened.

"You enjoy that?" I slipped my index finger into her moistness and moved  my thumb faster back and forth across her clit at the same time.

"Ryan..." she gasped and squirmed, making a moaning sound. She pressed into my hand, her eyes darkening.

I stilled and raised my eyebrows. "Yes?"

She moved her hips, seeking what she didn't know but I did and I planned  to draw it out until she screamed her throat raw calling my name. I  wanted her to be so fucking satisfied that every time she thought about  this time, she'd get wet.

I started moving my thumb again, carefully watching her face. When she  bit her lip and I knew she was getting close to an orgasm, I stopped  again and she groaned in frustration. "It's just now getting good,  honey." I lifted her up off me, moved out of the way and nudged her down  into the chair. She looked up at me as I knelt in front of her.

"What are you doing?"

I lifted her foot, trailed my fingers up her long legs, and eased her  panties down on one side. Then I lifted the other and slid her panties  to her knees, taking my time and letting the material whisper against  her skin before I pulled them completely off. I put my hands on the  inside her knees. Pushing them wider, I moved closer to her, settling my  head between her legs and she immediately put her hand out.

"Ryan...it's...I feel embarrassed."

I kissed the inside of her leg, inching closer up her thigh. "You have  no reason to. Let your legs fall open and let me taste you."

For a second, I didn't think she was going to but then she moaned in surrender and spread her legs wider.





Chapter Ten

TANA



When Ryan's tongue first touched me, I shoved back with my feet so hard I  nearly tipped the chair over but he didn't miss a beat. He reached up  with one hand and held the chair in place. He sucked on the aching,  needy flesh as I cupped my hands on his head, then his shoulders. I slid  down in the chair, offering myself up to him. Working his tongue, he  explored every inch of me and I'd never felt more exposed or worshipped.

The intense burning in my veins built into a powerful force and then  exploded into release, shattering me into a million fragments, with each  piece dragged out of me until it felt as if I was collapsing in on  myself. My bones and muscles were liquid as I slowly came back to earth.  Now I knew why everyone talked about an orgasm like it was the greatest  thing in the world. It was the highest high I'd ever had.         

     



 

All I could do was whimper as Ryan continued to devour me with his  tongue. When he sucked on my clit, I screamed his name as I dug my  fingernails into his shoulders and exploded again. I didn't even have  the energy to pull my skirt down to cover myself when Ryan finally  stood. I couldn't look away from him. That he had the power to  completely unhinge me shocked me.

"I'm going to take your skirt off now. Are you okay?"

I swallowed and managed to nod.

He found the zipper at the back of my skirt and in seconds I was naked  before him. He looked at me, his eyes roaming my entire body. "You're  perfect."

With hands that still had trouble cooperating, I took the hem of his  shirt and he wordlessly raised his arms, helping me take it off. I  flattened my hands over his tattoos. Like him, they were complex,  hinting at the darkness within him. Slowly, I trailed my fingers over  his pecs to his rigid six pack before I touched his belt buckle and  tugged at it. As soon as I opened it, I reached for the zipper of his  jeans and worked it downward, having to press a little to get the zipper  past the bulging erection.

He stepped free of his jeans and I hesitated. This was it. The final  line we'd cross and there would be no going back. The thought of losing  my virginity didn't make me hesitate. Becoming Ryan's did. Because I  knew once his body was part of mine, it would be impossible to separate  either one without ripping out our souls.

"If you want to stop now, we can," he said.

I blinked and the mental image dissipated. "No...I want this." I took the side of his underwear and pulled.

When I caught the first sight of his nakedness, it was hard not to feel a  little afraid. Ryan definitely had bragging rights there. I wrapped my  fingers around the thick flesh, carefully squeezing. Ryan groaned and  pulled me closer, pressing his naked skin against mine. I walked  backward to the bed and climbed on.

He followed, then raised himself above me, his arm muscles tense with  keeping his body aloft. His gorgeous eyes filled with want and concern.  "Last chance, Tana. Once it's done, you can't take it back."

I pushed up high enough for my nipples to brush his chest. "You talk too much."

He bowed his head and kissed me and I knew he was holding back trying to  be careful but I wanted him inside of me. I wanted to drive him as  crazy as he had me and set the wildness in him free. "Ryan...just do  it," I urged, reaching down between our bodies in an attempt to grasp  his penis.

He stopped my hand. "We have to take it slow. I don't want to hurt you."

"I already know you won't be able to help hurting me. The first time is always rough. So just let yourself go."

"No. I'll rip you apart, Tana."

He touched the edge of himself to my entrance just enough for the tip to  go in but wouldn't go further and my body tightened around him. His  penis felt thick and hot inside of me. I clenched at the invasion.

"Don't do that. Relax your muscles or it'll hurt worse."

I took a breath and relaxed and he eased in a little more. It was uncomfortable, but not painful. I braced and closed my eyes.

"Open your eyes, Tana. I want you to look into my eyes the moment I'm all the way in because for that moment, you're mine."

I opened my eyes and he pushed slowly inside all the way, his body  filling mine with his hardness. It hurt and I couldn't help but cry out  but then it was done. I was officially not a virgin. I thought that was  it, that it couldn't get better than this one on one connection with  him, but then Ryan started to move and my blood began its heated boil  all over again. I thrilled in the weight of him pressing me down into  the mattress, in the strength of his body unyielding over mine.

I ran my hands down the smooth muscles of his back. I couldn't get close  enough to him. He eased in and out, stroking my begging flesh with his  rigid erection. "Ryan...Ryan...please."

"What do you want, baby?"

"You. Please." He was still holding back, still not letting the beast in  him free. I lifted my legs, wrapping them around the back of his  thighs. He kissed me, swallowing my begging. With each thrust, my  nipples slid up and down against his rock solid chest. The same peak  toward an orgasm built again and when it finally dragged me over the  top, Ryan drove his body into mine in a frenzy, then his orgasm spilled  hot and fast into me. He groaned then caught my lips under his, taking  and giving before he lifted his head and looked down at me.

His beautiful eyes were wide with an emotion I couldn't understand. I  would have been content to stay with our bodies locked, but Ryan rolled  off onto his back beside me. He gave a long exhale as if he'd been  holding his breath.         

     



 

I choked off the words, "I love you" because I wasn't sure if I was  caught up in the moment or if it was really my heart speaking.

Besides, I knew it would be the worst thing I could possibly say to him.  So I settled for moving closer to his side and throwing my arm across  his chest. After a second, his arm came down around my shoulders and he  pulled me into him.