Never Been Loved(119)

I gentle my mouth on her, ’cause maybe I was too rough the first time. Maybe she needed me to be a whole lot sweeter.

Shouldn’t have let her touch you, you dick.

I take my time with her mouth, the way she feels, the way I’m inside her, finally, and it’s fucking awesome. We kiss slow, no rush this time, until she’s pulls me closer to her and gives me everything.

I do my best to return the favour.

The day Sera saved my ass was the day that changed my life. With my girl in my arms, with me inside her, I’m not just a diabetic. I’m her man, too.



“Still think I’m amazing, baby? Even if ten years, twenty, thirty years down the road they could cut off my leg from not controlling my sugars and the nerves have died?”

Sera’s on top of me, so it’s a bit easier to tell her about our future with me in the mix.

“Well, we could get you a badass prosthetic leg, those cool aluminum ones and we can pretend you’re like Robocop or something. No, no, you’d be like the Terminator! And that’s fraking hot.”

I laugh, hard. “How can you make me laugh when I don’t even feel like it?”

“I’m awesome like that. They should even write a comic book about me, I’m so awesome.” She leans down and kisses my back. “I think it’s beautiful, but it hurts to look at. And I don’t care if they cut off your leg, or whatever. I… I love you, Hunter, not your body parts.”

I can’t move. “Do you mean it?”

You can rest now. Sera’s got your back, man. And you got hers. You won’t have to go it alone anymore.

“Frak yeah, I mean it. I love you, Hunter MacLaine.” When she licks my ear and orders, “Now get up and give me what I want.” I move and do exactly what my girl wants me to do.

The next morning, Sera still won’t walk around naked in my place, so I let her keep my shirt. I’m trying to decide which one’s sexier and having a hard time of it. I feed her and before we make our way to my mom’s so we can pick up my boy.

“Baby, you have to stop looking at me like that.”

“You gonna do something about it?” she challenges, making my dick throb even if I had her three times last night.

“No. You’re probably sore. I don’t want to be a fucking Neanderthal.”

She kisses my cheek. “I took some Tylenol. I’m good.”

“No, you’re sore and that’s my fault. I couldn’t control myself and I behaved like a fucking fifteen-year-old kid. I’m sorry, baby.” I kiss her palm and watch her cheeks get red.

“Uh… I asked for it. I mean, I guess you could’ve stopped if you wanted to, or gone and taken a shower or something...”

“Sera, you have no idea about your appeal and that does things to me. The fact is, I should’ve known better. I’m the one who knows how this shit goes. When we come back, I’m going to make you sit in the tub for a hot soak. Like I could’ve stopped once I had you in my bed, naked for me, and I got the chance at watching you come. Especially with your hot little tongue licking me.”

“Shut up, just shut up.” She covers my mouth with her hands.

When she lets go, I say, “I get that you’re embarrassed. But there’s nothing here that you need to be afraid of, yeah? It’s just me.”

“Yeah, it’s you. Hunter SexGod. Look, when you say things like that, I feel like I want a black hole to open up in your kitchen and allow myself to get sucked into it.

I smile. “I’m not gonna stop saying I like watching you come, or the sounds you make. Everything you do is sexy to me. Everything.”

“Even this face? This face is sexy?” I don’t know what she’s trying to do, but all she does is look crazy surprised.

I lean in close, smiling even fucking wider. “I love you. That includes the funny faces. I love every part of you. Whatever you don’t think you like about yourself – I love them because it’s you. And you make my life better.”

“Those are the sweetest words anyone has ever said to me. Ever. In my whole life. In this whole side of time and space. In the galaxy-”

Fuck, I love this. I love all of it. I kiss her quiet. When I’ve gotten my fill, and we’re both breathing hard, I tell her to get ready so we can pick up the kid.

She fidgets in her seat, leaning on the table. “I want you to be nicer to your son. Can you do that for me?”

“I’m going to do my best.” I’m going to better than that.

“That’s all anybody can ask for.”

I motion her closer with a finger and kiss her sweet. “I love you, Sera Delos.”