Xavier FINAL(89)

     “I love how you think of me in my time of need.”

     “Well that’s just the kind of guy I am Taelyn, I’m a giver.”

     She smiled as she sunk further in the seat. “I do need to stop at the store though. I need tampons and pads.”

     I cringed, “Both?”

     “Yeah and could you hurry it hurts. I need Motrin too.”

     Irish was bleeding from her vag and in pain. “I’m gonna kiss it better when we get back.”

     She tried to laugh but she held her stomach tighter.

     As instructed James pulled in the convenient store and she sat up and whimpered.

     “That bad?”

     “Uh huh.” She bent to grab her wallet out of her pretty pink bag and the pain in her face killed me.

     “What do you need?”

     “Just Motrin, regular sized Tampax and maxi pads with wings.”

     “Sit still.” I got out of the vehicle and walked in the store on a mission to make the pussy I was obsessed with feel better.

     I walked right up to the feminine hygiene section and grabbed what she said to. Regular Tampax looked ghetto compared to those pearl ones. Irish liked pretty things. I was getting her the pretty ones.

     I marched up to the counter owning this shit. Sort of. Fuck this was embarrassing. I was buying menstrual supplies. But I was doing it for her, and her pussy. My pussy. My pussy needed caring for and I was gonna be the only one caring for it. Suck it up man, I told myself.

     The teenage clerk looked at me and I swear he was trying not to laugh.

     “Do you think this shit’s for me?” I snapped at his smug little ass.

     “I certainly hope not,” he laughed.

     “Laugh it up dip-shit. Someday you’ll be done beating off in the shower and know what a pussy feels like. Of course that’ll happen after your balls drop and you’ve figured out that pleasing someone else is as good a feeling as getting off.”

     “My balls dropped a few years ago. I don’t have to beat off and I get plenty of pussy.”

     Smug little fuck, “I’m sure that blue and red smock gets them all hot and bothered.”

     “No probably not but my brothers in a band. I get his cast offs and for an eighteen year old, that’s not all that bad. Here’s your change man have fun with your old lady.”

     I wanted to climb over the counter and wipe that smug look off his face. Son of a bitch.

     “She’s not old.”

     I walked out with my dick between my legs and a bag full of rags. I guess I showed him. Fucker.

     I looked at the vehicle and she was on the phone. She looked upset. I opened the door and she was yelling at someone. I looked at her and she looked away and continued her conversation with I assumed her brothers or her mom.





Chapter 22



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     “Mom, Xavier is back.” I needed this conversation to end. “I know and I appreciate it but I’m not going to concern myself with how they feel about it.” Dear God this was embarrassing. “It’s my life, my choices. Why is him hugging a girl in a vehicle worse than me kissing that Nickie guy? I’m just as much at fault. I did it because he made me mad. Please I don’t want to go into it.” I listened to her and felt his eyes burning a hole in my head. “I don’t know why he hugged her. Why are we discussing a timeline here I--.”

     “She was crying. Said her family was losing everything and that she was in love with Dr. Dickless and that he didn’t feel the same. Two weeks ago that shit would have meant nothing. I was drunk. She tried to kiss me--.”

     “She what!”

     “I told her that shit wasn’t gonna happen ever again, don’t get mad.”

     “Mom, I’ll call you back.-- I love you too.”

     I ended the call and looked at him.

     “Say something Taelyn.”

     “I wanna go to sleep. I’m tired.”

     “I got your girl stuff.” He held up the bag and smiled.