Xavier FINAL(87)
I thought about what to say cause I knew what I wanted to and there was no fucking way I was gonna let that happen. Not until we were both ready.
“Do me a favor?”
“Sure Xavier.”
“Understand that intimacy is built by exposing our wounds, making them vulnerable. And remember you’re not the only one who feels like they drank the Kool Aid. This is all new to me. I’ve never felt this way either. You aren’t the only one who feels exposed.”
“You’re sure?”
“One hundred percent sure.”
“Okay. Promise me something too?”
“Anything.”
“That when you get sick of me you’ll just tell me. Just don’t; I don’t even know if I could call it cheating. I don’t even know what we’re doing.”
“We’re doing us Taelyn. I promise you as long as you promise the same.” I squeezed her hand. “You trust me?”
“Oddly I do. And how stupid is that. Aren’t I supposed to be bitter and out whoring around or something?”
“You can be my whore any day of the week. Every day of the week.”
She smiled and held my hand to her chest and kissed my hand.
“Can you take me home?”
“One stop.”
“Okay.”
My phone rang and I hit answer. “Xavier Steel.”
“We doing a roll call?”
“Cyrus, what’s up man?”
“I know you’ve been planning this thing for Tara but I need to take over.”
“Okay. Why? What’s up?”
“I want it to be about her. She’s not hotels and fancy dinners. She’s not roses and bullshit Xavier. She’s just-- love.”
“What does that mean?”
“Xavier, please tell me that shit wasn’t on speaker.”
“Sorry man when you’re gonna channel your inner vagina maybe you should warn me.”
“Be nice,” Taelyn smacked me.
“Ouch damn it.” I laughed.
“Hi Cyrus, I’m Taelyn.”
“I’m not a pussy.”
She laughed. “Tara is a lucky girl.”
“I have a huge dick.”
“Wow, okay that’s great.” She gave a nervous chuckle.
“It’s genetic, she knows that very well don’t ya Irish?”
“Are all of you all pierced up too?” She asked Cyrus.
“Fuck X, she’s dick talking to another dude.” Cyrus chuckled.
“I did that because you were worried about me hearing you acting like you had a vagina. Just trying to make you comfortable.” She was quick as hell with the come backs. Hot! I think.
We pulled up in front of the store. “Cyrus talk to Taelyn, I gotta grab something.”
“What would make it the perfect day for her Cyrus? If she could have anything, what would she want?”
“Kiss?” I leaned over and gave her a loud kiss on the cheek. “Blow job?”
“Speaker phone X. Come on man I don’t need to hear that shit.”
I laughed, “She’s amazing.”
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I ran into the store and looked around.
“Can I help you?”
“Yeah, I need a purse or bag, the kind that’s strap crosses between tits and shits on the hip.”
She smirked, “Xavier Steel?”
“Yeah. Can we make this quick?”
“Sure thing,” she smiled, “Right this way.”
I followed her well aware that the sway in her ass was exaggerated for my pleasure. But that shit did nothing for me. I saw them and walked around her. I grabbed a black one that was kind of like the one she had and a brown one. Then I saw pink, which reminded me of her blushing. I grabbed it too. I was gonna make her walk around it in naked.