Without You(46)

     


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"Oh, Lex, I love you so much," he whispered against my lips.

I was so overcome with emotion that I wanted to cry out.

"I love you, Will. I love you so much."

He began moving his lips down my neck. "I can't wait to make you my wife someday."

I let out a moan as I felt the wetness between my legs. I needed him to touch me.

"I want to make love to you every morning and every night."

"Will, please touch me." The need in my voice surprised me.

The way he could make my body come to attention with just his words was  unreal to me. He placed his hand on my thigh, and I gasped.

"Yes. Please … " I said.

He moved his fingertips gently across my leg, and then he finally  brushed his fingers across my lips. He slipped his fingers inside me and  let out a long, deep moan. "Lex, you're so damn wet. Baby, do you want  me?"

I nodded my head frantically. I wanted to go slow, to enjoy him inside me. "I always want you, Will. Always."

He began kissing my nipple as he slowly worked his fingers in and out of  me. He was building me up, and I loved every second of it.

"Feels … so … good. Will, I'm so close," I whispered as I tugged gently on his hair.

The next thing I knew, Will's lips were taking me to heaven and back,  and I softly called out his name. He moved his lips up my body and to my  neck.

"Lex … " Will quickly pulled back and looked at me. "Oh God. Lex, baby, I  don't have a condom. They are in my other bag in the tent. We can't do  this."

I placed my hand on the side of his face. "Will, I'm on birth control.  Please, please make love to me. I want to feel you inside me. I want it  to just be you and me."

He closed his eyes and then opened them. "I never want-"

"Will, it's okay."

He leaned down and gently kissed me. He moved over me and slowly began  to push himself inside me. We continued to kiss, and after he pushed all  the way in, he pulled back and moaned.

"You feel amazing, Lex. You mean so much to me, and I'll always love you."

Feeling how our bodies were one caused tears to build in my eyes.

"Will … " My voice cracked.

He stopped moving.

I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him closer to me. "I love you so much. I need you."

I had never felt so wanted in my entire life. The way he was making love  to me was beyond anything I could ever describe. It was more than  magical. The love between us felt as if it had grown even more. Will  made love to me slowly, lovingly, and passionately. It was one of the  most amazing moments of my life.

Will whispered in my ear, "Lex, I never want tonight to end."

I ran my fingertips up and down his back. "Neither do I."

I began to feel the familiar buildup my body craved so much. "Will, oh God … I'm going to come." I looked into his eyes.

"Lex … " He pushed in deeper.

I let my release go as I grabbed his arms and quietly called out his  name. Our eyes never faltered as he continued to work my orgasm.

He briefly closed his eyes and then opened them. "Baby, I'm going to come. Lex … my God … "

I moaned when I felt his warm liquid spilling into my body. I knew that I  would never be able to breathe without Will in my life.

He slowed down and hovered over my body. The moment was so intense for  both of us that I thought we just needed to … be … just for a few seconds.

Will slowly pulled out of me as he looked into my eyes. "Alexandra Eryn,  my life would be nothing without you. You are my entire world, the  reason I breathe."

A small sob escaped my mouth as we wrapped our bodies together. We held  each other for a while as we whispered back and forth how much we loved  each other. I didn't want to break our connection.

"Lex, we should get back. It's getting late."

I pulled back to look into his eyes. "Thank you. That was another amazing moment in my life."

He smiled, and my heart melted all over again.

Will he always have such an effect on me?

"It was for me, too, Lex. I can't even put it into words right now.  Being able to give myself into you like that … it was beyond words."

I smiled back and started to stand up. Will pulled me into his arms and  kissed me again. The love poured between our bodies and mixed together  as the sounds of the waves crashed on the shore.

I'll never forget this night for as long as I live.





I heard the front door open and then slam shut. I was studying for my  last final exam. I also had to get the house ready to close up for a few  months since we'd be heading home in a week. I headed downstairs and  saw Luke pacing back and forth with his hands in his hair.         

     


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"Fuck. Son of a bitch. Fucker. Fucking bastard!"

I stopped at the bottom of the stairs. "Luke, what the hell is wrong?"

He snapped his head over and looked at me. "She slept with him. She … she gave herself to him."

"What? Who?"

He looked like he was about to be sick. I had been worried about him  ever since we had come back from spring break. He never went out. He  stayed home almost every weekend, only leaving to go study or go to the  gym.

"Oh my God. Oh God, what have I done?" Luke dropped his hands to his  knees and leaned over. He was sucking in one deep breath after another.  "That was why she didn't move in here. That was why. She knew she was  gonna sleep with him."

Libby? Is he talking about Libby? My fists balled up.

I walked over to him and grabbed him. "Luke, look at me and calm the hell down. Are you talking about Libby? What's going on?"

He dropped his head back and let out a long, drawn-out breath before  looking back at me. "I went to Libby's dorm room. I needed to talk to  her because seeing her with him was too much. I couldn't take it  anymore. It turned out that she wasn't alone. Zack was there, and … and … "

"And what?" I asked him even though I knew the answer.

"She was in a robe and kept telling me that now wasn't a good time to  talk. She said if I wanted to talk, we should have talked months ago. I  pushed my way into her room and saw … "

I closed my eyes. Dear God, no.

"I saw Zack in her bed. I took one look at him, and I just turned and left."

I needed to calm myself down before I attempted to calm Luke down. I  knew my sister was a grown woman, but all I wanted to do was beat the  shit out of Zack.

"Ah shit. Damn, Luke. You had to know she was going to move on. I mean,  they've been dating for a few months, and I'm sure that wasn't the first  time-"

"Stop! I don't even want to think about any of this." He started to head up the stairs.

"Where are you going?"

"Out."

I closed my eyes and pulled out my phone. I quickly sent Libby a text message.

Me: Libby, you're a grown woman, so I won't tell you what you can and  can't do, but I sure hope you know what you're doing … with Zack, I mean.

Libby: I need to get out of here. Please come get me.

My heart started pounding. What if that fucker forced her to have sex with him?

Me: Libby … did Zack hurt you? I'll fucking kill him.

Libby: No.

Me: What's wrong then?

Libby: I just made the biggest mistake of my life, Will. I slept with  Zack. I thought it would help me forget Luke. I need you, Will.

Me: I'm on my way.

Luke came down the stairs with a duffel bag.

I grabbed his arm to stop him. "Don't go to Abigail."

He looked at me, shocked. He slowly shook his head. "I haven't seen  Abigail in weeks. I took my last final today. I'm going home."

He pulled his arm from mine and headed out the door. I let out a deep breath and hit Lex's number.

"Hey, handsome. I'm about to take my last final, and then I'll be packing up the rest of my stuff and saying good-bye to UT!"

I smiled, and if I wasn't so worried about Libby and Luke, I would be  turned-on. Just the sound of her voice had my body craving her.

"Awesome. Baby, I've got a problem."

"What? Are you okay? Is everything okay?"

"I'm fine. It's Libby and Luke."

She sighed. "Grace just showed me a text from Luke. He said he is on his  way home and that he ruined everything with Libby. Is he okay?"

"No, he stopped by Libby's dorm room to talk to her. About Libby and  Zack. The only problem is, he walked in on Libby and Zack together. I  texted Libby, and she is really upset and asked me to come get her."

"Oh God. She slept with Zack? He didn't force her, did he?"

"No. I asked her, and she said she just made the biggest mistake of her  life. Lex, can you call her? I'm on my way, but talking to you and Grace  might help."

"Of course. Yes. Grace will call her right now, and we'll talk to her."

"Thank you, baby. I'll call you in a little bit."

"Will?"

I grabbed my truck keys and started heading out of the house. "Yeah?"

"I love you so much."

My stomach did that funny little flip thing, and my heart felt like it skipped a beat. I realized how damn lucky Lex and I were.