The Boy Who Knew Me When(24)

Chapter Six





We made it to my room where I heard Brea ask Axel if he could please sit with me for about half an hour while she baked some cookies. Axel didn’t question her strange request; we had all known each other since grade school which made him privy to all of the oddities of our group, including Brea’s bizarre idea of magical cookies and the fact that I might be slightly insane.

Axel crouched in front of me taking both of my hands into his then placing them into my lap.

“You need anything sweet pea? A drink of water maybe?”

Axel was a nice guy though I never understood his ridiculous nick name. All through high school Axel was known as the jokester, he made fun of everybody but it was always in good fun and never to the point of being mean. To see him so caring and attentive, even in the state I was in brought comforting warmth to my heart.

Axel bent down and removed the boots from my feet. “There now, is that better?” he asked staring up at me proudly.

Without a single thought going through my head I moved my face to Axels and kissed him. He immediately pushed me away and jumped up. He looked at me as if he had just stepped in horse shit.

“Whoa, sweet pea. I don’t think so!”

But I knew that he wanted me, he always had. I never told anyone but this wasn’t the first time I had felt Axel’s lips on mine. During the summer of my freshman year when Brandon had gone off to Europe with his mom Axel and I went to see a movie. We were just friends and it was strictly plutonic but by the time the movie was over Axel had not only kissed me but put his hands up my shirt. It taken him all of two seconds and even though, for reasons I could never comprehend, I allowed it. We both agreed it was a mistake and decided to never speak of the incident again, not to anyone.

I forced myself onto my feet finding myself face to face with a much panicked Axel. I have no idea what was happening but I needed something to take my mind off the nothingness sweeping over me. I was so numb I could barely see straight and kissing him had briefly brought heat back into my flesh, I had to feel more.

“Don’t say no Ax, I know you don’t want to say no, please, please kiss me?” I begged.

I leaned in capturing his lips again, this time he reciprocated. Deepening the kiss I moved my hands down to his crotch. When he didn’t fight me I unbuttoned his jeans and moved my hands inside, taking hold of his hardening cock. It wasn’t as perfect as Ford’s or as long as Brandon’s but it was thicker than both, much thicker. My clit began to throb and I knew that I needed this to ease the ache that was taking over my body. I pulled away from him for a brief moment to lock my bedroom door.

When I returned to him his arms shot up once again. “I don’t know about this sweet pea. You’re not right; I just don’t feel too good about this.”

But I could not allow him to stop this from happening, instead I took charge. I knew he was just like every other man and could never say no when all of the cards were laid out in front of him. I knew what kind of cards I had to play and I was going to use every last one of them.

I pulled my shirt over my head taking my bra off with it and walked my breast straight into the palms face up in front of me.

“Jesus H Christ!” he sighed in defeat as he squeezed my full hardened breasts in his big hands. I moved closer to him taking his mouth into mine again and whispered in his ear.

“Please, Axel. I feel so numb, I want to feel you. I want you to touch every single last inch of me and then I want you to fuck me...hard. It can be just like it was in high school, nobody needs to know.”

He pulled away from my words and I allowed him to see the desperation in my eyes. At this moment I did not care about anyone. Not Brandon, not Brea, not Ford, not even Axel. All I wanted was to have my needs taken care of; I wanted to feel something besides numbness and heartache.

Axel, giving into my demands pulled the shirt off of his back and stripped down while I took off the rest of my clothes.

“Not in the bed...” I said. I didn’t feel right about having him in my bed. Beds were for lovers, this was nothing but sex. Not even sex… this was fucking.

“..right here in the floor”

Axel nodded and laid me down on top of the shaggy green carpet at the foot of my bed.

“You sure about this, sweet pea?” I reached down and squeezed his erect cock giving him all the answer he needed. He kissed me a few more times before moving his mouth to my breasts.

“Bite them,” I ordered. Not quite knowing why I wanted him to put his teeth on me but as instructed he bit down. I cried out and he bit my nipples again this time causing the fire between my legs to burn even hotter.