Obsession, Loving An Alpha Male(21)

Joy’s eyes grew wide. “No shit, not you.”

I nodded. “Yes, believe it or not. You know how we grew up together and were really close as kids. I also told you before that my father was Lucifer and made my childhood a living hell. Well, Wayne’s father was no better to him. So, you know, we had a bond growing up to be there for each other.”

“Yeah, I remember you told me about him, so what happened?” Joy asked.

“Well, during our last year in college together Wayne and I got closer,” I began. “It was the last few days before the end of the year, and we just found out that we aced all of our finals and were celebrating by taking shots and listening to music in his dorm room…”

“Ugh, I’m so glad we are finally graduating. I can’t wait to get out from under my father.” Wayne told me.

Wayne was on his third shot, and I could see the drinks were getting to him. I’m not sure how I knew that since I barely could see him through my now slanting eyes.

“Yeah, me too. Do you know I’ve gotten like ten job offers from that last article I wrote?” I told him.

He nodded. “I told you, baby, if you just believe in yourself, who gives a fuck what anyone else thinks?”

I secretly loved when Wayne called me baby. I was screaming for his attention this last year of school. I seemed to have grown completely into my body, and cravings were starting to take over. Wayne had definitely grown into his height with bulk and muscle. Gone were the braces and the glasses from his awkward childhood. He was a deep chocolate Adonis with a great body and a great mind to boot.

I sighed deeply and closed my eyes. It seems that no matter what I do or how I dress I can’t get him to even look at me. For a while I thought he was gay, but he’s had his fair share of women throughout our four years of college. All of course hated me and would try and split us apart. Wayne never let them though. He would always tell them that he and our friendship was a package deal.

“Hey, you okay over there?” I heard his deep baritone voice call out to me.

I didn’t answer. I’ve been holding this V card for years, and I wanted to give it to him so badly. I wanted to give him my heart and body, and it was that moment I felt bold enough to do it. I sat up slowly and stood to my feet.

Wayne’s eyes followed me as I stood. “You okay there, baby?”

I widened my stance to ground myself, then smiled.

“Yup, I’m good.”

I looked down at my clothes, trying to figure out what to do first. I wore a simple sundress so I started to slowly bunch up the bottom of my dress. Wayne’s eyes went to my hands and watched as my dress traveled slowly up my legs.

“Um… what are you doing?” he asked, trying to hide the growing apprehension inside him.

I ignored his question and asked, “Do you think I’m attractive, Wayne?”

I concentrated on his face and the widening of his eyes as my panties were revealed. His Adam’s apple bobbed slowly as he licked his lips.

“Come on, stop playing around,” he said as he shifted himself in his pants.

My eyes went straight to his lap, and I saw the bulge he was so desperately trying to hide. I pulled my dress over my head and dropped it to the floor.

“You didn’t answer my question, Wayne. Do you think I’m attractive?”

“You know you are,” he said in a whisper.

“Then why haven’t you tried anything with me? You never tried to touch me or to kiss me.”

Wayne seemed to be struggling with himself as his eyes darted from my body to my face back down to my body.

I moved my arms to my back to unlatch my strapless bra when Wayne jumped to his feet. He made it to me quick and stopped my arms. I dropped my arms and went for the now prominent hard on.

“What the fuck are you doing?” he asked panic now stricken in his voice.

I put my arms around his neck and looked up at him. I got on my tippy toes and kissed his lips.

I said softly, “I’m taking our relationship to the next level. I want you, Wayne.”

Now I have to stress how this is so not my personality. But the alcohol that I consumed is taking over my common sense. Apparently it took over his as well because he was kissing me back. His arms went around my waist, and he pulled me to him. His hands went into my long hair as he directed me through my first kiss.

He walked me backwards to his bed and laid me down.

When he pulled back he looked at me and asked, “Are you sure, baby?”

I nodded. “I’m more than sure, Wayne.”

I guess after I gave him the okay he started to take over. His hands roamed my body as he kissed my lips, my chin and jaw, traveling down my neck. I moaned as a wrapped my legs around his waist and started to gyrate my hips against him.

We were getting hot and heavy. Wayne had his fingers in my panties, and he was stroking me to something that I could only guess was a climax.

“Yess… please… finally…” I panted.

“I can’t believe this… Damn, you feel so good, baby… so tight.”

“Yes, Wayne, I’ve been waiting for you… waiting to give myself to you… Oh God!”

It was that moment that Wayne suddenly stopped. The hooded look in his eyes was replaced with panic.

“Whoa, what do you mean?” he asked.

Confused I looked at him panting, “What?”

Wayne didn’t say anything at first. He just stared at me. Finally, as if something went off in his head, he jumped off me.

“No, no, no, Kenya… please, tell me you are not still a virgin?”

The way he was looking at me made me feel like I was laying in front of Curtis, my brother. I quickly took the blanket from his bed and covered myself.

I tried to sound nonchalant as I spoke. “What’s the big deal, Wayne?”

Wayne rubbed his head and closed his eyes.

“Sweetheart…” he started but didn’t continue.

I took this time to jump up and grabbed my dress off the floor. I quickly got dressed feeling completely humiliated. I felt the tears start to gather in my eyes as I searched around for my bag and laptop.

“Wait, baby…” he started, but there was nothing he could say to get me to stay.

“No, it’s okay, Wayne. I get it,” I told him, trying my best to get out of there as quick as I could.

Wayne grabbed my arm to stop me, but I snatched out of his grip.

“No seriously, Wayne, no big deal.”

I risked a look in his eyes and saw the pity etched in them. I shook my head, failing to stop the tears from falling. Wayne hugged me from behind and stopped me from moving. I closed my eyes as I felt him put his lips against my temple.

“I’m sorry, okay? I just… I don’t want your first time to be because you’re drunk and shit? Your first time should be special because you’re special. And I’m so honored that you want me to be your first.”

He turned me around in his arms and wrapped me in one of his hugs he would give me when I was having a crappy day. I buried my face in his chest, inhaling his scent grabbing all the strength I could from him.

“Don’t cry, baby, okay? I’m not saying I don’t want to. You have no idea how much I do. Let’s just take our time, okay? I want the day I make you mine to be special.”

I looked at Joy as she stared at nothing. Finally she said, “Wow, Summer, that’s um… wow.”

I shrugged. “Yeah well, at the time I didn’t think it was wow. I wondered if something was wrong with me.”

“Okay, but what about that asshole of an ex? You two were together for how long?”

“Six months…” I reminded her, knowing where she was going, but I really didn’t want to open that subject; I just wasn’t ready.

“Okay, so for six months you held out?”

I shrugged again just said, “Yeah, I held out, and maybe it was more because of the rejection from Wayne. Tell me how would you feel if you threw yourself at someone you’ve had feelings for, and he rejects you? So yeah, I held out from Noah, and well, when I left, I had my V card intact. But, Joy, I’m so glad I didn’t do it with either of them because, to be honest, that night, with Wayne, I just wanted to get laid. People around me, like my roommate in school for instance, talked about nothing else and I was so curious. So I figured what better way than to give it to my friend, you know. And with Noah, it was just not the right time.” I closed my eyes. “Josh is different, Joy.”

“You’re falling in love with him.”

I nodded. “I think I am…No, I know I am, and I know I’m crazy for feeling this way, but I can’t help it. I want nothing more than to give myself to him but he won’t let me, and it’s fucking frustrating.” I sighed and pushed my glass to her.

She took it, poured me some tequila, my soothing juice, and pushed the glass back to me.

I took it, and as I closed my eyes to the burn it produced, she said, “Okay, so what we have to do is find a way for you to seduce him.”

I nodded. “Yeah well, you better come up with something quick. He’s going out of town in a few days, and he’s trying to say goodbye to me tomorrow night.” I updated her on our last conversation we had. I added, “So first, I was hoping you would cover for me tomorrow, and second, I need your help to convince Josh we belong together.”