Midnight Sun(8)

Where was Alice, I suddenly wondered? Hadn't she seen me killing the Swan girl in a multitude of ways?
Why hadn't she come to help-to stop me or help me clean up the evidence, whichever? Was she so
absorbed with watching for trouble with Jasper that she'd missed this much more horrific possibility?
Was I stronger than I thought?
Would I really not have done anything to the girl?
No. I knew that wasn't true. Alice must be concentrating on Jasper very hard.
I searched in the direction I knew she would be, in the small building used for English classes. It did not
take me long to locate her familiar 'voice.' And I was right.
Her every thought was turned to Jasper, watching his small choices with minute scrutiny.
I wished I could ask her advice, but at the same time, I was glad she didn't know what I was capable of.
That she was unaware of the massacre I had considered in the last hour.
I felt a new burn through my body-the burn of shame. I didn't want any of them to know.
If I could avoid Bella Swan, if I could manage not to kill her-even as I thought that, the monster writhed
and gnashed his teeth in frustration-then no one would have to know. If I could keep away from her
scent...
There was no reason why I shouldn't try, at least. Make a good choice. Try to be what Carlisle thought I
was.
The last hour of school was almost over. I decided to put my new plan into action at once. Better than
sitting here in the parking lot where she might pass me and ruin my attempt. Again, I felt the unjust
hatred for the girl. I hated that she had this unconscious power over me. That she could make me be
something I reviled.
I walked swiftly-a little too swiftly, but there were no witnesses-across the tiny campus to the office.
There was no reason for Bella Swan to cross paths with me. She would be avoided like the plague she
was.
The office was empty except for the secretary, the one I wanted to see.
She didn't notice my silent entrance.
"Mrs. Cope?"
The woman with the unnaturally red hair looked up and her eyes widened. It always caught them off
guard, the little markers they didn't understand, no matter how many times they'd seen one of us
before.
"Oh," she gasped, a little flustered. She smoothed her shirt. Silly, she thought to herself. He's almost
young enough to be my son. Too young to think of that way...
"Hello, Edward. What can I do for you?" Her eyelashes fluttered behind her thick glasses.
Uncomfortable. But I knew how to be charming when I wanted to be. It was easy, since I was able to#p#分页标题#e#
know instantly how any tone or gesture was taken.
I leaned forward, meeting her gaze as if I were staring deeply into her depthless, small brown eyes. Her
thoughts were already in a flutter. This should be simple.
"I was wondering if you could help me with my schedule," I said in the soft voice I reserved for not
scaring humans. I heard the tempo of her heart increase.
"Of course, Edward. How can I help?" Too young, too young, she chanted to herself. Wrong, of course. I
was older than her grandfather. But according to my driver's license, she was right.
"I was wondering if I could move from my biology class to a senior level science? Physics, perhaps?"
"It there a problem with Mr. Banner, Edward?"
"Not at all, it's just that I've already studied this material..."
"In that accelerated school you all went to in Alaska, right." Her thin lips pursed as she considered this.
They should all be in college. I've heard the teachers complain. Perfect four point ohs, never a hesitation
with a response, never a wrong answer on a test-like they've found some way to cheat in every subject.
Mr. Varner would rather believe that anyone was cheating than think a student was smarter than him...
I'll bet their mother tutors them... "Actually, Edward, physics is pretty much full right now. Mr. Banner
hates to have more than twenty-five students in a class-"
"I wouldn't be any trouble."
Of course not. Not a perfect Cullen. "I know that, Edward. But there just aren't enough seats as it is..."
"Could I drop the class, then? I could use the period for independent study."
"Drop biology?" He mouth fell open. That's crazy. How hard is it to sit through a subject you already
know? There must be a problem with Mr. Banner. I wonder if I should talk to Bob about it? "You won't
have enough credits to graduate."
"I'll catch up next year."
"Maybe you should talk to your parents about that."
The door opened behind me, but who ever it was did not think of me, so I ignored the arrival and
concentrated on Mrs. Cope. I leaned slightly closer, and held my eyes a little wider. This would work
better if they were gold instead of black. The blackness frightened people, as it should.
"Please, Mrs. Cope?" I made my voice as smooth and compelling as it could be-and it could be