Giving In(61)
“I also told him that you’d landed the S&G contract for us and that we needed to allow you to work more closely with us, and that in the future you’d make an excellent partner in the business.”
Her brow furrowed even as delight shone in her eyes.
“And how did he take that?” she asked hesitantly.
“He took it well. He agreed to start looking for another office manager now. I told him that you needed to be able to focus more fully on other aspects of the business and wouldn’t have time to juggle everything else we throw at you. You’ll need someone yourself to help out, so in essence the new office manager will work for the three of us. Not just me and Dash.”
“Your confidence in me means the world to me, Jensen,” she said sincerely. “In time I hope to be able to see myself as you see me. I’m working on it, but as you said, Rome wasn’t built in a day.”
He chuckled at having his words thrown back at him. “Very true, baby.”
She hedged a bit, obviously struggling with what she asked next.
“And does he know . . . about us?”
Jensen nodded. “I told him the truth. I told him you were mine.”
She blinked as if weighing such a blunt declaration. Then a soft smile spread over her beautiful face, her eyes shining.
“I like that,” she said quietly. “I like the way it sounds when you say it. I’ve never truly belonged to anyone. If anyone had told me that I’d be happy with another man being so . . . possessive, I would have flatly denied it. I would have never believed that I’d like it or allow it.”
“You are mine,” he said just as quietly. “Never doubt that. And I protect what’s mine. I’m going to warn you now. I gave you control in the area of our lovemaking and I was happy to do so. But my . . . dominance, for lack of a better word, will assert itself in other ways. Some of which you may not like or that may frighten or overwhelm you. I don’t say that to scare you. I’m just being honest because I don’t want it to catch you off guard or freak you out.”
She bit her bottom lip and studied him a long moment in silence.
“I know how huge it was, you giving up control to me. I know it goes against everything that makes you who and what you are. I don’t want you to ever think I don’t know the magnitude of that. I do. Nor do I want you to ever think I don’t cherish what you’re giving me. And as you said, we’ll get there. I have no doubt that we’ll be able to work out any kinks in our relationship as long as you understand that there will most certainly be times we butt heads. I can be stubborn and I’m used to doing things my own way. You know that. But I want this to work and I find I don’t quite mind the idea of your dominance. At least in theory.”
He cupped her cheek in his palm and stroked his fingers over her jaw, pushing away silky strands of her hair. She leaned farther into him so their noses were only inches apart. Her eyes were earnest, burning with sincerity.
“I don’t want you to ever change who and what you are for me. I never understood what Joss was talking about when she said she loved Carson too much to ever demand of him something he couldn’t give her. But I understand now. Because I don’t want you to change who you are for me. I love you just the way you are.”
His heart melted into a puddle right there on the bed. He kissed her again, deep, until they were both breathless and their pulses racing.
“The same goes for you, Kylie. I don’t want you to ever change who or what you are for me because I love you just the way you are.”
“Then I guess we’ll have to find a way to coexist together, warts and all,” she said cheekily.
“Bet your ass,” he growled.
She yawned broadly, her eyes looking sleepy and contented.
He pulled her into his arms, nestling her head against his shoulder.
“Sleep now, baby. I’ll go into work late in the morning so we can have breakfast together.”
“That sounds wonderful,” she murmured. “And I’ll cook dinner for us tomorrow when you get home from work.”
He kissed her forehead, contentment spreading rapidly through his veins to the very heart and soul of him.
He knew they likely had a rough road ahead of them, but optimism was bright in his heart. Kylie was his and he wasn’t letting her go. They’d get through whatever issues they had together.
NINETEEN
KYLIE hummed to herself as she brushed out her hair and applied her makeup. The week had flown by and strangely, she wasn’t looking forward to going into work on Monday. She’d enjoyed her time with Jensen too much. It had been just the two of them the entire week, settling into a comfortable routine.