Forever Light(16)

Will catches my eye and I smirk and nod in his direction letting him know I caught him. He quickly diverts his eyes and doesn’t look over at her again.

The rest of lunch I go from acting like I’m paying attention to Macy to watching to see if Will looks over here again.

He doesn’t.

After we’ve eaten we drive back to the dorms. I park the truck then meet Macy around the front and we walk hand-in-hand up to our dorm building. The rain has let up a little bit and now it’s just a fine mist.

“Is Heather in there?” I ask with a nod towards her wing of the dorm rooms. Even though Macy and Heather don’t share a room it never fails that Heather walks in on us so Macy refuses to have sex if she’s there.

Macy nods, “Yeah, she doesn’t leave for another hour or so.”

Colton is probably in our room jerking off again but I’m kicking that pussy out. I open the doors and allow Macy to walk into the building first. She adjusts her purse on her shoulder. She doesn’t want our time to be over yet, I can tell by the look in her eyes. And I’m not gonna lie, I don’t want it to end either. For once, the voices are quiet today and I’m having one of my better days.

I pull her into my arms and she snuggles into my chest. “Come on.”

She looks up, “Where?”

We don’t spend time with other people when we’re together. It’s always just her and me. “To my room.”

“Colton’s there, isn’t he?” She knows Colton’s schedule. We’re used to sneaking around to find a place to hang out together.

I start walking backwards towards my room pulling her along, “Yeah, but not for long.” Now I just pray that pussy really isn’t jerking off.

Surprisingly, when we get to my room it’s quiet. I don’t know where he’s at and I don’t really give a shit right this second. I only care about being inside Macy and losing myself for a little while.

I shut and lock the door behind us. I throw my keys on my desk. Our room fucking smells and it’s a mess with clothes thrown all around. We really need to clean this place up.

I stalk over to Macy. She’s nervous, afraid that any minute I’ll shut her out. She puts herself in a shell to protect her heart from me but today, right now, I’m cracking it open. These feelings are few and far between with me but when they are here I’m taking every single second of it. I don’t deserve her, I never had, never will, but for some reason she thinks otherwise.

“You’re scared.” I state rather then ask.

She blinks a few times, her cheeks turning pink. “A little.”

I slip her purse off her shoulder, it hits the floor with a thud. I step back slightly and reach behind me with one hand pulling my shirt over my head. I have to lead this show. I have to put myself out there first. Macy’s eyes roam from the floor up to my bare stomach. Her fingers tap on her legs like she has to do something with them in order to keep from touching me. I flick the button of my jeans, then unzip them and they fall to the floor. Macy gasps and a smile tugs at my lips. I toe each shoe off and kick my jeans to the side.

Finally, as if Macy couldn’t hold back anymore her fingers graze over my stomach. As soon as I feel the contact my stomach muscles tighten. She doesn’t move her hand but doesn’t pull it away either. Lifting her chin up I kiss her and she melts into me, slowly at first but then it’s like that shell cracks wide open with only my touch. I reach for the hem of her shirt and pull it off, her bra, pants and panties follow.

Reaching for Macy’s hand I pull her to my bed with me. I kiss low on Macy’s shoulder while my fingers skate over her bare chest all the way down to her pussy. We’re watching our every move in the mirror that is fixed directly across from my bed. When we’re both watching each other it makes everything more intense. There is nothing in this moment but the two of us, everything and everyone is blocked out. Our hearts beat as one.

I slide one finger between her legs and massage her clit. She’s already wet for me. Her eyes start to flutter closed but I bite down on her shoulder and her eyes fly back open. “Do you know how beautiful you are?”

Macy’s breathing catches and she stares intently into my eyes through the mirror. She wants to believe me and she should but she won’t. That night took more from us than any of us are ready to face. I know she has self-image issues now after the accident. Her nose is slightly crooked but I think it makes her look more beautiful. I wish she’d see it.

I continue placing small kisses down her collarbone. Then slowly I slide my body out from behind her but make sure that she can still see me. “Keep watching.” I tell her in between kisses I place on her chest.