Beyond Broken(68)

Maddie felt a full body flush consume her when she saw his cock for the first time. The first she'd ever seen. At least, in person. She'd always been curious about sex and she'd never shied away from pictures or porn videos. But Caleb's cock was perfect.

Thick and long with a generous curve. The head was swollen pink, the veins on the shaft protruding, and a small drop of precum pushed its way from the tip. Maddie's mouth watered. She wanted to taste him, wanted to lick up the sides of his cock until she made him moan with pleasure. Would he ever allow her to do that? Or was that against his rules? 

She wiggled in her restraints as he reached into his back pocket and pulled a condom from his wallet. He gave her a dark, knowing look that made her bite her lip as he tore open the packet and rolled it down.

Maddie couldn't believe that this was happening. It only seemed like a few moments ago, they were arguing. And now she was tied to a desk with a belt and Caleb was running his fist down his mouth-watering cock, readying it for her.

Caleb lifted her thighs, leaning down to capture her lips as he lined up their bodies. "Ready?" he murmured.

Maddie nodded against him, not trusting her voice. She was doing this. She couldn't believe that she was doing this. He was kissing her when she felt him press into her body, slowly, and then with a little more force. It felt wicked in some way that she was completely naked and he was still completely clothed. His jeans rubbed against her inner thighs, creating delicious friction.

Then she felt a pinch deep inside and she tensed. Caleb groaned against her lips, "Jesus, Maddie. You feel so good."

Tears pooled as pain erupted, but she kept her eyes closed, hoping that he wouldn't notice as he tore through her hymen. Caleb continued to thrust between her thighs, oblivious. She opened her mouth to say something, but then bit her lip at the last moment. She hoped that the pain wouldn't last long.

When he drew her nipples into his mouth, tiny stabs of pleasure helped a little, but Maddie was a long way off from feeling the aching desire that she'd felt moments before. Every thrust reminded her of the belt wrapped around her wrists. She wanted to feel him, to explore the lines of muscles in his back and the cords of his strong arms. A part of her resented being tied up like this.

Caleb's cheeks were flushed and his dark eyes were pitch black as he hovered over her. His fingers delved between her curls again, finding her clit, but Maddie was too tense to relax completely.

"I'm about to come, Maddie," he grated, his jaw locked tight. "Are you-"

She shook her head, cutting him off. Beyond embarrassed, she murmured, "I don't think I can, Caleb. It's okay, just … "

She trailed off and he frowned, lips parting. She was mortified. Completely mortified. She felt like a freak.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," he chanted and then his eyes squeezed tight, his entire body going tense above her. His hips jerked as he orgasmed, settling himself deeper into her body and Maddie grimaced, feeling another remnant of shooting pain.

Caleb went still over her, chest heaving, and when his eyes snapped open, he looked almost remorseful. His hands cupped her head and he whispered, "Shit, I'm sorry, Maddie. I lost control."

"It's okay," she whispered, feeling her throat burn. "Will you untie me?"

His fingers made quick work of the belt buckle and he massaged her wrists once they were free. He was watching her. She could feel his gaze but she couldn't quite bring herself to meet his eyes and she didn't know why. She'd wanted this. So why did she feel like she'd just made one of the biggest mistakes of her life?

It hadn't been awful, at least before he'd tied her up. But the bitter burn of disappointment made her want to cry. She'd always imagined sex to be a beautiful, natural thing, but now that she'd done it, it made her feel … empty.

Caleb pulled out of her body, looking down to peel off the condom when he froze. Maddie felt his body stiffen and then his eyes swung to her.

Dread pooled in the pit of her stomach. "What?" she whispered.

She looked at the condom and then saw the blood. She swallowed thickly, her face paling, when she met his eyes again.



       
         
       
        

"Please fucking tell me that you just started your period or something and this isn't what I think it is," he said, his voice low and controlled.

Panic and embarrassment flooded her veins and her eyes darted away. "I … I don't … "

You should've told him, you idiot! her mind screamed.

"Maddie," he barked. Maddie could understand if he was a little pissed that she hadn't told him, but what she hadn't expected was the rage pouring off him. "Please tell me you weren't a fucking virgin just now."