Ballad:Rockstar 05(8)

"There it is. Let go and come for me."

I do. There's no stopping it. If he hadn't slammed his mouth down on  mine, I'd have let out a scream and woke up the entire bus. I can't  contain my ecstasy. It's overwhelming and crazy and so amazing. My hips  moving in tandem with his hand, slowing as the orgasm begins to fade.  I'm breathing like I just ran a marathon and I feel like I just did.

"Holy Hannah," I whisper into Lucian's neck.

"That was so fucking sexy. I nearly came from watching you."

I blush, a little embarrassed at my lack of inhibition.

"Don't. Never feel you can't just let go with me. Don't be afraid to or  be ashamed after you do. It's sexy as hell. You're sexy as hell. The way  you moaned out my name when you came. Christ," he mutters. "But we're  not done."

I look at him now. "We're not?"

"Oh no. Not even close. Now I'm going to taste you," he tells me,  lifting his fingers that were inside me to his mouth. Then he sucks on  them. Holy shit. That's hot.         

     



 

"I want to touch you, Lucian. Let me touch you now."

He smirks. "Touch me then. Wherever you want. However you want."

I bite my lower lip.

"What is it?" he asks, so in tune to how I'm feeling. How can he see me  so clearly in this darkened room when I'm struggling to see him?

"Show me how. I want to know what you like," I confess.



Lucian



I blow out a breath, a shiver of pleasure spearing up my spine. I could  come with just a few strokes of my cock. This girl has me so wound up,  wound up so tight, tighter than I've ever been.

"Christ. You're going to kill me. Your honesty is a huge turn on." I  stand and remove my boxer briefs. Nicole stares at my cock, so fucking  hard right now and leaking precum. She gulps. Brave girl.

"Yeah, I'm kinda glad we're not going to fuck. That would hurt," she  blurts out, then closes her eyes, trying to hide from what she just  said.

I just sit down next to her and caress her cheek with the knuckles of my  hand. Such soft, smooth skin. She's so damn beautiful. "It'll hurt a  little because you're a virgin, but once you adjust to my size, I'd make  it so good for you."

"I know you would, but for now, show me how to touch you."

This is going to test my resolve. I should have jacked off and came when  she did the first time, then this time I'd last longer. Fuck it.

I grab her hand and press her palm to my cock. The heat of her hand has  my cock twitching and I grit my teeth. "Now, wrap your hand around.  Yeah, like that. A little tighter. There, yeah, oh, fuck yeah." It feels  so damn good. Too damn good. I guide her hand up and down my dick,  showing her the rhythm I like, pausing at the tip to coat her palm with  precum for a little lube. When she's ready to take over on her own, I  fall to my back. I lick my fingers then touch her drenched pussy.

"You're so damn wet," I tell her and she bites her lip again. I've  figured out she does that when she's unsure, so I tell her, "It's a good  thing."

"Oh," is all she says.

"Do you want to suck my cock, baby?" I ask as her face gets closer and  closer. She swipes her tongue over the head and I groan. "Fuck."

"Yes, I want to."

I nod. "Come here, baby." I motion for her to get on her hands and  knees. When I lift one of her legs so she's straddling my face, she  blushes.

"I'm not sure-"

"You will be in a minute. Just keep stroking my cock. Put it in your  mouth when you're ready. Suck on it like you do a popsicle," I instruct,  then pull her hips down so her pussy's resting on my mouth. I don't  waste any time. I open my mouth and cover her pussy, licking up her  juices. "You taste so good. Spicy and a bit of peach. Peach?"

"I don't know. I eat a lot of fruit. Peaches are my favorite. Maybe that's it?"

"I don't know and I don't care. You taste like fucking heaven." I dive  back in, my tongue running along her clit then back down. She moans and  then her mouth is on my dick. Fuck me. Her sweet little mouth. I can  just see her tongue licking at the precum. She leans in and I can't see  anything-only feel. When her lips close over the head of my cock I have a  hard time remembering to lick her pussy.

I swirl my tongue around her clit and she does the same to the tip of my  dick. I slip a finger into her pussy, working it in before adding a  second. She's seriously tight and would definitely need to be stretched a  little before we'd fuck.

She takes me deeper into her mouth, sucking, moving up and down. She's  having a hard time setting a rhythm, but I know she'll find it. I suck  on her clit and she moans. The buck of my hips is involuntary. That  sound. She's incredible.

I lower my hips back to the bed and then she finds it. The rhythm that's  going to blow my mind. She had to have watched some porn to know to  keep pumping my cock while she sucks and damn if that doesn't make it  hotter. Her fingers touch my balls and I groan, a shot of precum  slipping out. I'm going to come soon, but I sure as hell am not going  without her.

I curve my fingers inside her, thrusting slowly, to find the right spot.  Her back arches and her breath comes out in a rush. There we go. I  swipe my tongue across her clit hard, then soft. I flick it softly, then  hard and fast. She likes the flicks. It's not long before she's sucking  me faster, her hips moving against my face, pumping her pussy around my  fingers. I lay my tongue flat as she rides my face, letting it slide  against her clit. Her legs begin to shake.         

     



 

She tugs on my balls and holy fuck.

"Baby, I'm going to come," I warn. She doesn't let up and I can't stop. I  suck on her clit, then flick it hard and fast and just like that she's  coming. I keep licking her as I lift my hips, thrusting into her mouth,  going deeper and deeper, prickles of pleasure spreading from my balls  and up my cock, and then I'm shooting my cum into her mouth. I groan  against her pussy, fucking her mouth, coming like I haven't in a long  damn time. Shit. That's a lot of cum for her to handle her first time  sucking dick.

She falls over to her side, her leg resting against my face. I kiss the calf, trying to catch my breath.

"You sure you never did that before?" I ask, struggling to catch my breath.

"Nuh-uh. I watched some porn with my roommate in the hospital so I had an idea of how to do it."

"You watched porn in the hospital?" I ask, biting back a laugh.

"Yeah. We were bored. There's only so much you can do when you're stuck  in a hospital for weeks at a time," she tells me, her tone flat.

"I'm sorry, Nicole." I really, really am. She shouldn't have to go  through this. Why can't the bad things just happen to bad people? Hell,  I'm one of those bad people. I hit rock bottom five, six years ago and  it took two years for me to climb back out of that hell. I nearly  dragged Ben down with me, giving him coke. Jesse pounded my face pretty  fucking good when he found out. Kennedy and Ethan showed up too late and  I could tell they were disappointed they didn't get a chance to bust up  my face. I get it. Band members, brothers. We protect our own. I was an  asshole. I owe him-all of them, an apology.

"Don't feel sorry for me, Lucian. So far you're the only one I've met  that didn't have pity in their eyes when we were introduced."

"That's bullshit. I didn't have pity in my eyes when we met," Justin yells through the door.

Nicole's eyes go wide and her hand flies up to her mouth. "Oh my God."

I chuckle. "Dude."

"What? I can't help it if the walls on this fucker are paper-thin. By  the way, nice going, Nicole. First time sucking cock and you blew his  head off," Justin tells her.

"Oh my God," she mutters again. If I could see her clearly I'd bet her face was five shades of red.

"Stop with that shit," Justin tells her. "No need to be embarrassed. It  was hot. I jacked off twice listening to you two, so yeah, thanks for  that."

She sucks in a breath and, shit, I hope she doesn't cry. Instead, she surprises the hell out of me and bursts into laughter.

"Glad we could help you out there, Tin Man," I tell him blandly.

"Hey, I wasn't the only one. Gage and Kael were stroking it too. And if  Mack had been here, he'd have been doing the same," Justin announces and  I groan. Is it too much to ask for a little privacy? I mean, I'm all  for them getting off and all, but not my first time with Nicole.

"I guess," Nicole begins, struggling through a laugh, "I'll have to be more quiet if we do this again."

"Won't matter," Justin tells her. "We'll still hear it."

"We'll play some music or something," I tell her. "And there's no ‘if'  we do this again. Baby, this is happening more than once." I can't let  this go. It was too good and I feel something for this girl, something  that gets my blood running and tells me my heart isn't broken.