Ballad:Rockstar 05(7)

"Yeah, I know. It was something my mom used to say. You want to stay on our bus?"

I smirk. "Yeah, that sounds good."

"Cool," he replies with a grin and grabs my hand.

"Wait, wait a minute. How come neither of you have hooked up with anyone?" I can't help but ask.

Lucian looks at me and lifts a brow and I smile.

"Okay, okay, but what about you?" I ask Justin.

He shrugs. "Didn't feel like it."

"Huh."

He smirks. "Don't get me wrong, babe. Just because I didn't fuck someone tonight doesn't mean I won't do it tomorrow."

"Of course," I reply drolly.

"Guys like to fuck. A lot. And when pussy is freely given, we take it.  Not as much as we used to, but we take it," Justin tells me.

"Thanks for the honesty. I was curious, is all."

He nods and drops his cigarette butt, snuffing it out with the toe of  his boot. "Let's go get some sleep. Tomorrow's going to be another long  one."         

     



 

Lucian pulls me into his side and we head to their bus.

"Where are you going?" Misty asks from the bus.

"To the other bus," I reply. She's on her phone-again-in the middle of  the damn night. Obviously she has some secrets of her own.

"Don't care for her, huh?" Justin asks.

"Not really. I don't trust her."

He grunts. "But you trust us."

"Weird, right?"

"Nah. You know we're not here to hurt you and, honestly, if anyone even  looked at you wrong, Lucian would rip their damn throat out."

"Fucking right," Lucian admits.

"Now, if you'd met us six years ago … " Justin says, letting the thought hang.

"I'd have been twelve and I can't see either of you as pedophiles."

Justin chuckles. "No, not our style."

I let out a yawn as we reach the first of their buses.

"Come on BB. Let's go get some sleep."

Lucian leads me to the back bedroom and I sit awkwardly on the edge of  the bed. Justin disappeared somewhere behind us. Lucian closes the door  and opens a drawer, grabbing a t-shirt.

"Wanna use this to sleep in?" he asks.

"That'd be great," I reply, unable to hide the relief. I'm finding it difficult to keep my eyes open.

"Here, let me help you," Lucian says as he watches me struggle with the buttons on my top.

I eye him warily and he chuckles.

"I promise you, Nicole, I won't touch you unless you say it's okay. The  last thing I'd ever do is force you-or anyone-to do something they don't  want to do." He unbuttons the last button and meets my gaze. "Should I  take it off or do you want to preserve your modesty?"

"You can take it off. I'm covered."

He pushes the top off my shoulders. "Damn. Yeah, you're covered in some sexy fucking lace."

"It makes me feel pretty." When he gives me a confused look, I elaborate. "The lace. It makes me feel pretty."

"Baby, if you were any prettier … " He drifts off as he pulls the t-shirt  on over my head. "I'll leave the bra to you." He reaches for the button  and zipper on my skirt and it drops straight to the floor. Then he's  kneeling before me, unbuckling my sandals and slipping them off. I reach  beneath the tee to unhook my bra, the shirt lifting, revealing the  curve of my ass and panties and Lucian groans.

He turns and takes off his boots, jeans, and shirt, leaving only his  boxer briefs that are tented with a very impressive erection.

"Come on, baby," he coaxes, pulling the blanket and sheet back for me  and I climb in next to him. He reaches over and turns out the light.  We're lying face-to-face, the moonlight the only light in the room. I  can see him clearly in the dusky room.

"What are you thinking?" I ask.

"I'm thinking I want to kiss you." My heart leaps in my chest and my sleepiness is now gone.

"Then kiss me."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

He leans over me, watching me closely as he presses his lips to mine.  Softly, merely a flutter of sensation at first, before he increases the  pressure, his lips molding to mine. My arms wind themselves around his  neck and he settles his weight on top of me. It's a welcome weight,  unfamiliar, but one that turns me on so much I can't stop the lift of my  hips to rub against him. He groans into my mouth as his tongue tangles  with mine, his hands threaded in my hair.

He pulls back and looks down at me. "This isn't what I had in mind when I  asked you to sleep here tonight. I really meant sleep."

I grin and shrug. "I know but … "

"Yeah, but," he mutters, his thumb tracing my lower lip, his eyes watching the movement. "What do you want, Nicole?"

Wow. That's a loaded question, one I wasn't expecting him to ask me.  "I'm not ready to have sex." Not to mention I'm a virgin. Ugh. It'd be  so easy to get rid of my V card right now but it's too soon. I barely  know the man, but my body doesn't care right now. My body wants and  needs.

"I'm probably showing my age here, but we barely know each and I'm not like that," I say with a blush.

"Baby, you don't have to be embarrassed. I wouldn't expect you to fuck  tonight. As much as my body's screaming for me to, I don't think it'd be  right. Not yet. Do you want me to touch you?" he asks, sucking on my  earlobe.

I let out a breath. Holy Hannah. "Yes."

"Where?" he asks, kissing my neck. His hand slides over my abdomen and  up, resting just beneath the heavy weight of my breast. "Here?" he asks,  licking a path back up to my ear. When his tongue traces the whorl of  my ear, I moan.         

     



 

"Yes, yes," I answer, grabbing his hand and putting it on my breast. "There, please there."

He chuckles. "Let's take this off." He lifts the t-shirt over my head  and then his hand is gently squeezing one breast while his mouth licks  at the nipple of the other.

Oh yes, just like that.

He sucks the nipple into his mouth and I feel the pull all the way to my womb. The arousal driving me mad with want.

"I need to know something, Nicole."

"Huh?" I ask through my lust-filled haze.

"How far do you want this to go?" Lucian asks, pressing soft kisses along my chin and jaw.

"Let's find out," I breathe, pressing my lips to his, thrusting my  tongue into his mouth. When he groans I smile. This I know how to do.  Kiss and touch. The tasting that I want to do, I'm unsure of, but it's  going to happen. It's so totally going to happen. I want to know what  it's like to feel a man's mouth on me, what it feels like to climax  against his tongue.

His hand slides down to my panties and he cups me. I should be  embarrassed knowing he can feel my wetness through my panties, but I'm  not. Something about Lucian tells me I don't need to be, that I should  just let go and let myself feel. So I'm going to.

I run my hands over the fine hair sprinkled over his firm and muscular  chest. In the morning I want to look at all the tattoos decorating his  body. He has so many and they're beautiful. He's beautiful.

"That's it. Touch me," he whispers.

I wrap my arms around his back, my fingers caressing his skin.

When he presses a finger over my panties, right against my clit, I moan  into his mouth. Then his hand is lifting and he's pushing my panties  down. I kick them off and they fly across the room. Lucian chuckles.

"Have you been touched here before?" he asks before his finger lightly touches my clit, then slips down to my opening.

"Not like this," I admit and he growls.

"I'm going to make you come on my fingers," he tells me as he slowly slips a finger into my wet pussy.

"Oh God. That feels so good," I moan as he steadily works his finger all  the way inside me. When he adds a second, I gasp. It's stretching and  tender and it feels like the best kind of ache.

"Okay?" he asks.

I nod. "Yes."

Lucian's mouth on my breasts, his fingers thrusting into me, has me  burning up. My legs move restlessly on the bed. I've masturbated but  it's never felt anything like this. This is incredible.

"Relax, baby. Let it happen."

Then his mouth is on mine, kissing me passionately, his hard cock  pressing against my leg. I reach for him but he shakes his head.

"Not yet. How does it feel?" he asks.

"Amazing, so good." Then his thumb starts to circle my clit while he  pumps his fingers harder and faster inside me. "Holy shit," I moan,  drawing another chuckle from him.

"That good, huh?"

"Oh God, Lucian. What … " I break off as I feel something huge, something  so incredible building inside of me. It scares the shit out of me.  "Stop," I tell him but he keeps going.

"I've got you. Just let go, Nicole. Come for me. Let me be the first one to give you this."

I couldn't stop him, I wouldn't. It feels so …  "It's too much."

"It's not enough. Not near enough."

His thumb presses a little harder and the sensations burst forth from  between my legs, shooting through my body like little bolts of  pleasurable electricity. I can't catch my breath as everything explodes.  "Oh God, oh God, Luciannnnn," I moan and he groans.