Alexia Eden(105)

He continues to drag me as I plead for him to stop hurting me. He eventually tugs harshly at my hair throwing me onto the bed I start smacking and pushing him off but he climbs on top of me and rips my shirt off. I’m left with just my underwear, I hear him let out a growl as I continue to slap at his chest, he straddles me, tucking my bruised arms and hands under his knees. He peels off his shirt then whips his belt off in one quick motion.

“You deserve everything I’m about to do to you! I should’ve disciplined you the first time you disobeyed me, I didn’t think you would end up to be such a slut. If I knew you were going to whore yourself around I would’ve fucked Chelsea that night she came into my room! I didn’t because I loved you! I don’t know why I stopped myself though, it wasn’t like I was getting any from you!” he spat and I flinch underneath him breaking out in sobs.

I thought about channeling the power I had to hurt him but I wasn’t sure how to control it and no matter how angry I was at the moment I didn’t feel hatred for Drake, I loved him….I may not have been in love with him but I loved him more than he deserved and because of this, I could never cause him pain…even if he was so quick to inflict it on me.

He forcefully turns me over so I’m lying on my stomach as he ties his belt around my hands against the bar on top the head board.

“No Drake! Don’t do this….please don’t!” My voice is hoarse from the crying and screaming but he continues to tighten it against my wrists very tightly making me screech out in pain.

“Shut up! This is happening whether you like it or not, you need to know who you belong to! You need to learn, you are no better than a dog that needs to be disciplined when they fuck up and that’s how I’m going to treat you.” Drake growls and I know this is all his wolfs doing but I don’t care who’s in control, Drake should have been stronger, he should have been strong enough to stop his wolf from hurting me this way.

I feel Drakes weight leave me and I let out a pained sigh hoping all the torment is over, I turn my head to see him taking one of my thin belts that was left hanging over my chair and I start to panic.

“Drake! Don’t do this to me! Please…don’t…. I love you, I do, I swear…why are you doing this? Just let me go! Please!!” I beg him through my cries trying to get my hand loose from the leather belt but it won’t budge and my wrists are becoming raw.

“I love you too Lexi, that is exactly why I'm doing this! You need to be put in your place and the next time someone touches you, you will remember this! You think you can leave me when you wish? I put a lot of time and effort into our relationship and I’ll be dammed if I have to see you with another man. You think you can leave me? What will happen to Ronny when you leave? Or that pathetic excuse for a human, Chloe? Ronny is a strong wolf but not as strong as a beta, I can rip them to shreds and make it look like a rogue. If you leave me that’s exactly what I will do! Then I will come looking for you and make everyone you love pay for your stupidity. No more Alex. No more Johnny.” he says through gritted teeth as he climbs back on the bed, I see him bend the thin belt so that he’s holding both ends in one hand and I cry out and thrash about.

After those final words I know my fate with him is sealed. I won’t allow him to hurt anyone else.

His large rough hands are on my underwear as he rips them off, he puts his hands roughly on either side of my hips pulling my lower body off the bed, my naked body on display for him, he wants to humiliate me and he’s done just that. He pulls me with such force that I have no choice but to submit as I continue to cry out for him to stop. With one quick motion he lifts the belt and whips me, it’s loud and sounds as horrifying as it feels. I scream out in pain into the pillow that is covered with the blood from my face.

“Feels good...” Drake grunts from behind me as he lifts the belt again, I hear it whistle through the air before it hits my flesh again, this time harder and I can already feel the skin from where he’s belted me starting to welt.

He continues to beat me, breaking my heart with each whip. He’s rough and fast and it hurts like nothing I’ve experience before. I continue to cry as I feel liquid slide down my back and down the back of my legs but the fact that I'm bleeding doesn’t faze him as he continues to lash me roughly continuously grunting and growling out “you deserve this for betraying me!” and I know it’s the truth.

“You can’t leave me! You disrespect me again and I will do so much worse and you know it!” he growls making my stomach turn.