Xavier FINAL(117)
“Ahh--.”
“Hurt?”
“No, more,” She pushed against me and my pinky was inside her. I massaged her deeper and she hissed taking my cock deep inside her mouth.
I used the other hand to finger her as I licked her clit.
She came hard, bucking wildly against my face and deep throating my cock. I felt my release burning inside of me and I came real fucking hard.
We stayed real close at work that day. When it was four o’clock I decided to try to stay busy so I wouldn’t focus on what I had planned for us tonight. She had given me everything else, I was sure she wouldn’t deny me this.
I was tuning one of the guitars and she walked in and sat directly in front of me and leaned back.
“Will you sing to me?”
“Sing?”
“Yes. I want you to hold me, play the guitar, and sing to me.”
“We can try.”
I started with G.
“I don’t wanna fight no more.”
Then D, F#.
“I only wanna get to shore.”
I continued singing as I played.
When the song ended she stood up.
“Can we go home? I want you to hold me.”
“Taelyn, don’t go. You have been so damn down for two weeks you’re scaring the hell out of me. If it doesn’t feel right then don’t go.”
“Please don’t make it harder than it already is.”
“Okay we need to stop at the shop is that okay?”
“Yes.”
She sat real close to me in the car. I didn’t drive because we both needed the closeness.
“I want you to go to the doctors. You’ve been tired--.”
“I probably need iron. I’ll go when I get home.”
“You are home.”
“You know what I mean.”
“As long as you do.”
“Xavier please I don’t want to fight.”
“Me either.”
We pulled up in front of the shop and I got out. “Come in?”
“I’ll wait.”
“I kind of need you to come in. I wanna do something to you. Trust me.”
“I trust you but I really don’t want to come in.”
“One little poke and then I know--.”
“You can’t, I won’t, why are you doing this to me?”
“I promise it won’t be anything like--.”
“No.”
“Fuck it. Hey James take Taelyn home.”
“Xavier--.”
“No. Isn’t that what you just said to me? I don’t know what your problem is. You won’t even talk to me. This isn’t what either of us signed on for. This isn’t us Taelyn.”
“Please. I’ll go to the doctors when I get to Boston. I’ll be better when I come back. Please don’t fight with me. Not now. Please.”
“Jesus Christ Taelyn,” I got back in and shut the door. She grabbed me and held onto me like I was the only thing keeping her on this earth.
“I just want you to be happy. I promise I’ll be better.”
Chapter 29
Boston Bound
I had left when he fell asleep. I didn’t want to break down in front of him again. I had been a mess for two weeks and Xavier had noticed and been wonderful anyway.
I skipped class one day and went to the doctors. I didn’t know when I walked in that my dreams of a life with Xavier would be crushed and because I would lose him my entire life was going to fall apart.
How ironic is it that when you finally find the kind of love that doesn’t hurt, hell it didn’t even sting, you lose it. It was perfect once we committed to each other. Xavier Steel loved me and I was going to break his heart.