Twisted Together (Monsters in the Dark #3)(8)

"I won't miss a second." I forced my smile to beam; Q relaxed under my gaze. He looked so dashing, so understatedly powerful. The corner of the bandage over his brand peeked through the open buttons of his green shirt.

The plane's engines softened, nudging the nose toward earth. I'd grown so used to Q's wealth-his helicopter, mansion, and property empire-but I would never like this aircraft.

Too many bad memories existed in the cream leather and honey wood. First being sold to him and freaking out while Franco watched, grinning like the devil, then when Q sent me home to Brax after turning my world upside down.

"I fucking love it when you smile." Standing, he crossed the small aisle to kneel by my legs. My stomach twisted at seeing him bow before me. I'd never get used to the way he looked at me, or the sheer gratefulness glowing in his eyes.

Once, I'd believed life made me go through hell in order to deserve Q-to be worthy of the priceless gift of true love. Now, after Rio, my thoughts hadn't changed. If anything, it'd been confirmed. I'd lived through hell in order to be deserving of this precious connection.

I had to be purged by evil to know perfection. 

"Do you feel it? Do you feel lighter? Freer? There's no better medicine for troubles than going somewhere new." Sitting on his knees, he leaned forward, coming within kissing distance. His tongue came out, licking his bottom lip, drawing my attention.

My stomach clenched; I sucked in a fluttering breath. "I do feel it. I feel … ." Scared and hopeful and frightened and happy and …

Q's eyes dropped to my mouth; I couldn't breathe. "What do you feel, esclave?" Slowly, his large hands landed on my denim-clad knees. While he wore stylish black slacks and a light-green shirt, I wore designer jeans and a wraparound cardigan with matching white scarf. France hadn't been warm when Q rushed me out of the house and up the plane steps.

Q's hands trailed higher, branding me beneath the heavy cotton. The 'Q' he'd burned onto my neck flared with heat, willing him to kiss me there-to take possession.

"Tell me. What do you feel?" His voice turned gruff and gravelly while his chest rose and fell.

I couldn't sit upright. My bones melted-my entire body became hypnotized by his spell. I let myself drift, trying so hard to stay in the moment, chasing the slow burn of lust in my blood. "Your fingers. I feel your heat. I feel your breath on my face. I feel your lips achingly close to mine."

Q's fingers turned to talons on my upper thighs, pressing me into the plush leather. "Do you feel how much I need you? How much I want to take you. My way. All the fucking way." His eyes flashed, sending sparks through my heart. "I want you, Tess. So damn much."

Memories of him taking me in his helicopter clouded my mind. I'd wanted him past all sanity that day. I'd been wild at the thought of him spanking me, filling me … now all I felt was a hum of need-a dull light-bulb compared to the lightning bolt it used to be.

Add fuel. Coax it to grow.

Throwing myself into his control, I willed my need to build. I nodded. A small moan escaped my lips as his hands caressed upward. Gliding over my hips, he gripped my waist, holding me in place.

"Would you let me take you? Here? Now?" Q murmured, brushing his lips over mine in a teasing barely-there kiss.

"Yes," I breathed. "Take me. Here. Now. Anywhere. I want-" I want to be me again. I want to be free.

Deliberately keeping my thoughts from skipping, I cupped his face, thrilling at the rough-smoothness of his jaw. He'd shaved but not to bare skin. I loved how untamed he looked even while he wore expensive clothing.

"What do you want?" he murmured, his lips a fraction from mine.

"I want-" I want to be able to love pain again. But it was like wishing upon a useless star. I might never be able to find passion in pain again. Not after what they made me do.

"Say it, esclave."

Say what? The dreadful truth that I'd ruined our marriage before it'd even begun, or perhaps he wanted to hear yet more lies about how I hadn't changed into a shadow of myself.

Q didn't move, waiting for me to speak.

My chest hurt as I sucked in courage. "I want you to kiss me. Make me forget everything but your tongue and taste and need."

Q didn't hesitate.

His lips crashed against mine, pinning the back of my head against the leather. I moaned as his tongue speared into my mouth with his trademark self-assurance and domination. He tasted of darkness and sin, making me want to follow him to the ends of the earth.

Tilting his head, he licked my tongue, encouraging me to kiss him back. Willingly, I kissed harder, shivering in his hold as he groaned. Intensity built between us, wrapping us in a tight web of heat and want. Needing more-to show him how indebted I was-I grabbed his hands, placing them on my breasts. The instant his large grip covered me, he lost control, kissing me brutally.