The Secret Affair(40)
“You have done this before right?” he asked her.
“What? Put on a condom? No. One wouldn’t fit me.”
He grinned over at her. “Funny. You know what I’m asking.”
Yes, she knew what he was asking. “Um, sort of.”
He lifted a brow. “Sort of?”
She shrugged slightly. “I’m not a virgin, if that’s what you’re asking,” she said softly. “Technically not. But...”
“But what?”
“I was in high school and neither of us knew what we were doing. That was my one and only time.”
He just stood there totally naked staring at her. She wondered why he wasn’t saying anything. What was he thinking? As if he’d read her mind, he slowly moved toward her, placed his knee on the bed and leaned toward her. “What you missed out on before, you will definitely get tonight. And Jillian?”
She swallowed. He’d spoken with absolute certainty and all she could do was stare back at him. “Yes?”
“This will not be your only time with me.”
Her body reacted to his words and liquid heat traveled through her body. He hadn’t spoken any words of love but he’d let her know this wasn’t a one-time deal with them.
She didn’t have time to dwell on what he’d said. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. She closed her eyes and let herself be liquefied by the kiss. Like all the other times he’d used his expertise to make everything around her fade into oblivion, the kiss was the only thing her mind and body could comprehend. His hands were all over her, touching her everywhere. She released a deep moan when she felt his knees spreading her legs.
“Open your eyes and look at me Jillian.”
She slowly opened her eyes to look up at the man whose body was poised above hers. He lifted her hips and his enlarged sex slid between her wet feminine folds. He thrust forward and her body stretched to accommodate his size. Instinctively, she wrapped her legs around him and when he began to move, she did so, as well.
She continued to hold his gaze while he thrust in and out of her. Over and over he would take her to the edge just to snatch her back. Her inner muscles clamped down on him, squeezing and tightening around him.
As she felt new spasms rip through her, he threw his head back and let out a roar that shook the room. She was glad most of her neighbors had gone away for spring break; otherwise they would know what she was doing tonight.
But right now, all she cared about was the man she loved, and how he was making her feel things she’d never felt before.
He kissed her again. Their tongues dueled in another erotic kiss and she couldn’t help but remember the words he’d spoken earlier.
This will not be your only time with me.
She knew men said words they didn’t mean to women they were about to sleep with, and she had no reason to believe it was any different with Aidan.
Besides, considering that she needed to stay focused on her studies, it was a good thing he wasn’t serious.
* * *
Aidan watched the naked woman sleeping in his arms and let out a frustrated sigh. This was not supposed to happen.