The Lover Beneath Me(66)

“I know, because the same fucking thing happened to me. Fuck, Addie, I never wanted kids, ever. Never thought I could be a good parent. But when you told me, and I saw those images of your belly growing with our baby inside, our possible future started swirling around in my mind; I felt like I had finally found something I never knew I was missing. I fucked this up for us, beloved. I really did.” My voice dropped and the roots of my remorseful tightened around my insides, holding fast and hard. I ached, knowing that my shit-filled ways contributed to this.

“Daimon, you didn’t make Hugh do this. Hugh made Hugh do this. He made the decision to take it this far. You only did what you always do and that’s business. It was never personal,” Addie reassured me.

With a low and rough voice, I choked back the hard lump in my throat. “I love you, Addie.”

“Not as much as I love you,” she breathed out. I reached up and cupped her face, wiping away her tears with my thumbs. From deep within me, I felt an urge to take her. To be inside her. To feel the warmth of her core holding me tightly, protecting me from the pain I was feeling. I leaned forward and took her lips as though they were mine to do as I pleased. Addie gave into me instantly, her body melting into my embrace. Slowly, I slid my hands along her skin, placing them on the bed. I tilted forward, and with my kiss, I pressed her down, making her soft body liquefy as it touched the mattress. I pushed myself up, pulling away from our kiss and gazed down at her. I gazed on and watched her beautiful face.

“Addie, you brighten my soul. You make me a better man. I…fuck, Addie, I love you so much, I can’t even say it right,” I bit back, upset I couldn’t quite tell her how much she had seeped into me and changed me.

“If you can’t tell me, Daimon, show me,” she said softly as she pushed back my hair and held my cheek with her palm.

I pulled myself up, towering over her and slipped off her yoga pants. Addie reached for her shirt and removed it. There Addie was, lying before me with her lacy white bra and nothing else. Her soft cream-colored skin, her beautiful scar that slightly peeked through from behind her; she was all mine. To have for as long as I could keep her. Watching her through hooded eyes, she reached for her sweet honey-tasting pussy and began slowly playing with her glistening lips. I unbuckled the belt of my suit pants, the air around us thick with wanton need. I had to breathe slowly to let myself take in the sight of my woman as I took off my pants and leisurely unbuttoned the cuffs of my shirt. Addie’s head moved to one side, her body stirring as she circled her fingers around her clit. I shrugged my shirt off, one shoulder at a time, savoring the moment before I would devour her entirely.

“Show me, Daimon. Show me how much you love me,” she said breathlessly.

With a rough voice, I answered her, “Don’t worry, beloved. I will.” Kneeling before her, I replaced her fingers with my own. Her sweet juices flowed freely onto my fingers as I moved them softly around her swollen lips, watching her look back at me as I played with her, making my already hard cock that much harder. It ached so badly that I needed my release. I needed her pussy. I needed it to pull me inside her, but I stopped myself from simply fucking her like mad. I stopped myself from wanting to pull her legs apart and thrusting my cock so hard inside her that she wouldn’t have been able to scream.

No. I wanted to show Addie my love. I crouched down at her stunning pussy and took her wondrous lips into my mouth, tasting her honey, her oh-so fucking sweet honey. I suckled at her, needing her juices to flow into my mouth. Addie moaned and reached out her hands to either side of her, clawing at the sheets. I licked my fingers and pushed them inside her. She mewled instantly. I moved them in a come-hither motion, finding her g-spot and working her up. Addie bucked wildly as I continued to move my fingers along with my mouth while I softly sucked at her clit. “Daimon,” she moaned and came all over my mouth and fingers.

I softened my kisses and eased them out from inside her. Trailing kisses her thigh, I held onto her hips, holding her in place. Addie opened her eyes and sought out mine. It wasn’t long until she found them, since all I ever did was look at her constantly. She leaned up, taking my hand and pulling me down next to her. She sought out my lips, my hand easily wrapping itself around the back of her neck. The possessive me fought hard, and the lover in me was losing.

Our kiss was a mix of her honey and our tongues. She drew me in, driving her fingers into my hair, digging her nails into my scalp. My hand eased down and found her breast. I squeezed it, almost too tightly as Addie yelped. I grew more and more aggressive as I pulled her over and made her straddle me. Addie’s hazel eyes sought out what I wanted. She wanted me to show her. I surged my hard cock inside her, making her gasp. Tightening my grip on her hips, I rocked her hips over me. Addie’s slick pussy slid up and down my length with ease. I held onto her, my hands now moving up to her waist, my cock pushing deeper inside her fucking incredible heat.