The Billionaire Boss's Innocent Bride(28)

'I-well, I-oh!' she said as the heavens opened and he growled something   indecipherable because, for a moment, he couldn't see a thing. Then the   windscreen wipers adjusted themselves and shortly afterwards they  turned  into the driveway and he activated the garage doors with a  remote  control from the car. They drove into the garage just as the  hail began.  The noise was almost deafening as he led the way into the  kitchen, and  they stood side by side at the kitchen window and watched  golf-ball-size  hailstones bounce around on the exposed parts of the  garden, the jetty  and the Broadwater beyond.

Then, after about five minutes, as precipitously as the hail had come,   it was gone, although the rain still fell steadily. Some parts of the   lawn were covered in white. He turned to her. 'You were lucky not to get   caught in that.' He walked over and switched on the kitchen lights.  Its  black and cream interior was spotless and shining, but softened by  Mrs  Mills' favourite herbs on the window sill and a bunch of daisies on  the  kitchen table.

'Yes,' she agreed fervently. 'Thanks for stopping.'

He eyed her, her slightly damp presence, her hair that was curling   riotously, her pretty yellow sandals. 'What else would you have expected   me to do?'

Alex clasped her fingers together. 'I don't know.'

'Why are you here, Alex?' he asked quietly.

For one mad moment, probably because it was impossible to persuade   herself he was pleased to see her, she was tempted to tell him it was   pure coincidence that she happened to be walking over the Sovereign   Islands bridge, but of course there was no way she could support that …

She stared at him for a long moment and that indefinable difference in   him was there again. But perhaps, it struck her, it wasn't a health   issue. Could it be a mental burden? Could it be that while he might not   be able to live with Cathy Spencer-or she couldn't live with him-he   could never stop loving her?

Did that make any difference to her resolve, though? It had always been a possibility.

She swallowed. 'I was worried about you.'

He didn't move and he didn't respond immediately. He folded his arms and   leant back against a cupboard, and then he didn't respond directly.   'How did you get here?'

She shrugged. 'Train, taxi, Shanks's pony. I tried the penthouse first, but you weren't in residence.'

'Why were you worried?'

Alex recalled that once before she'd thought she'd never seen him with   his emotions so controlled but, if anything, they were even more locked   down now. His face might have been carved in stone and his eyes were   giving nothing away.

'Because I can sense something's wrong.'

'Yesterday … ' he said and hesitated.

'Yesterday … ' she paused and lifted her slim shoulders ' … yesterday-it   seemed important to prove to you that I was fine and I'm not here to-to   reverse that. I know there's no future for us, I've accepted that. I   just thought-maybe there was some way I could help?'

'Help?' he repeated.

'It probably sounds silly.' Her eyes were dark with anxiety.

'If only you knew.' His tone was clipped and harsh.

Alex froze as she was transported back to the night of the dinner dance   and their encounter on the staircase, so relatively close by, when he'd   said to her that she'd be the last person he'd tell if he knew what  was  wrong with him … with the same cadence.                       
       
           



       

She lost her nerve completely. She whirled on her heel and ran to the   door. She wrenched it open and ran out into the garden, uncaring of the   rain, uncaring of anything but the fact that she was not proof against   this kind of hurt. He caught her as she'd almost made it around the  side  of the house towards the road.

'Alex, don't-what the hell are you doing?' he rasped as she slipped   through his fingers. He made another lunge at her and fastened his hands   around her waist, but at the same time she heard him give a gasp of   what sounded like pain. She froze again and turned to look at him.

His face was white and his teeth were set, and the rain poured down on   them. It was so heavy it was like a grey curtain around them   obliterating the landscape.

'What?' she asked huskily. 'What's wrong?'

'It's my back-it's my whole bloody life.'

'Your b-back? What's happened to it?' she stammered.

'Will you come in out of the rain and let me explain?'

'But I thought you were angry!' she protested as raindrops beaded her   eyelashes and streamed down her fresh cheeks. 'I still think so-' her   voice was raw with emotion '-and-'

'Alex,' he interrupted, 'no, and we're now soaked to the skin, it's thundering and lightning above us-we need to go inside.'

'Mrs Mills will kill us if we make puddles everywhere!'

'We'll go through the laundry, towel off, then go upstairs and change,' he said practically and took her hand.

'But I don't have anything to change into.'

'Yes, you do.' He led her towards the laundry door. 'Your clothes are still here.'

Alex stopped. 'I thought you'd have given them to someone.'

He shook his head. 'No chance of that.'

She was still trying to work out that remark as she showered and changed   in her old bedroom. She'd looked through the inter-leading door to see   Nicky's room was much as she'd left it: toys, games, clothes-two sets  of  everything to make travelling between his mother and father easier,  she  guessed.

There was one thing that was new, however: a framed photo of the three of them-

rather the four of them. Max, Cathy, Nicky and Nemo. It was a happy   photo; Nicky looked carefree and excited, whereas his parents were   looking at him with smiles on their faces.

And back in her room, there, indeed, were all the clothes purchased for her

'makeover', as she'd left them five months ago, including the underwear she'd never used.

She flicked through the clothes hanging up-at least half of them she'd   never worn-and hesitated over the least formal outfit, the one she and   Margaret Winston had decided on for the river cruise Alex had never gone   on. Slim navy trousers with a sea-green blouse and matching   espadrilles. Funnily enough, she reflected, it was the most colourful   outfit of the lot and Margaret, she remembered, had insisted on it.

Was now the time to be thinking about clothes, though? she mused as she   dressed with hands that were slightly unsteady. But she had no idea  what  was to come, did she?

Max was already in the kitchen when she came down and he'd opened a   bottle of wine and poured two glasses. There was also a tray of canapés   on the kitchen table that Mrs Mills must have left for him. Tiny   cucumber sandwiches, cheese straws, a little bowl of olives, vol-auvents   with savoury fillings, nuts and dried fruits. He looked up as she came   into the kitchen. 'We could go through to the den.'

'Here is fine,' she murmured and pulled out a chair.

He'd changed his jeans and shirt for grey sweat pants and a blue   T-shirt. His feet were bare and his dark hair was tousled and damp.

He sat down opposite her and moved the glass bowl of daisies to one   side. 'I had an accident,' he said, 'about three months ago. It was one   of those stupid, bizarre things. I fell off a ladder and ruptured a   disc, amongst other things.'

Alex blinked at him. 'That's awful-but what were you doing up a ladder?'

He smiled with considerable irony. 'I was playing cricket with Nicky. I   hit a six that ended up in a gutter. Nemo-' he grimaced '-charged round   the corner just as I was about to come down. He bumped into the ladder   and rocked it and I fell off.'

He sipped his wine and chose an olive. 'Several operations followed, and some doubt that I'd get back to full mobility.'

'Wasn't-surely-why didn't I read about it in the papers?' she asked, wide-eyed.                       
       
           



       

'I kept it as quiet as possible for business reasons. I was still fully   functioning mentally for the most part and sometimes just the hint that   whoever is supposed to be in charge is not all there can destabilize   markets and cause all sorts of rumours and trauma.'

Alex was about to say, So that's why Simon's sister thought you were off the scene-but changed her mind.

'I'm really sorry.' She looked at him with patent concern. 'But you can   walk although you're still in pain-is it just a matter of time for the   pain to go too?'

'So I'm told now. In six weeks I should be pain-free and back to normal.'

'Well, that explains it. I knew there was something different about you.   I could tell by your eyes you were under some sort of intense  pressure.  I actually thought it might be to do with Cathy Spencer.'