Suddenly Dirty(59)
Fuck, she didn’t just say that. My wonder cock stands to attention hearing his name. Bending down I whisper in her ear, “My hand is a horrible substitute to your pussy.” I know she will probably not remember any of what I say to her.
Sienna lets out a groan, wrapping her arms around my neck she pulls me hard against her, kissing me as if her life depended on it.
I push her away slowly. “Sienna, you’re drunk, sweetheart.”
Letting out a girlish giggle, she says, “I’m not drunk enough that I couldn’t fuck your brains out.”
My eyes catch Vanessa and Isla’s who are trying not to laugh, great friends they were.
“Sweetheart, I like my women to be a bit more sober than you are at the moment.”
Resting her face on my chest, she replies, “As long as they’re groupies, they’re the only women you like to fuck, aren’t they?”
Tensing at her words, I frown at her.
A single tear falls from her cheek. “I’m never good enough for anyone. They always want more from someone else.”
My heart aches for her. “Sienna,” I whisper into her ear, trying to get her attention, but she won’t look at me.
“Just take me home, Evan, I’m not having fun anymore.”
Pulling her to my side, I let Vanessa and Isla know she is ready to go home. We make our way from the club to the waiting car. Sienna falls asleep as soon as her head hits my shoulder.
“She’s a mess, Evan,” Vanessa comments, holding onto Sienna’s hand.
“Seeing those photos of Beau tonight showed her what could have been. She’s really lost at the moment. Thank you for coming tonight,” she says, giving me a strained smile.
“I would do anything for her, Ness.”
She nods and turns her attention back to the window, watching the lights of the city going past. Arriving at the back of the hotel, I pick Sienna up in my arms and make my way up towards my suite. There is nowhere else Sienna is going to stay tonight. I want her waking up in my arms. We are going to have a serious talk about everything.
Vanessa and Isla give me a look when they realize I am heading to the penthouse level and not to Sienna’s room, but surprisingly they both stay quiet. Saying their goodbyes, they get off on the floor underneath mine and I travel up one more level with Sean. I make my way into the suite through the foyer, past the living, dining and kitchen areas and down one of the long halls towards my room. Placing Sienna’s sleeping body on the bed I slowly start to undress her, moving her lifeless body around as I unzip the back of her white mini dress. Peeling it away from her body, biting my lip as I notice the underwear she is wearing, the white silk set I bought her. Calm down Evan, she’s asleep.
All of a sudden Sienna sits up in bed, her head crashing right into mine. Fuck! I’m probably going to have a black eye.#p#分页标题#e#
Blinking a couple of times, Sienna looks at me “I miss you, Evan.”
Everything stills in me, I can see the hurt and pain etched across her face, pushing her hair back from her face I say, “I’ve missed you too, sweetheart.” Because fuck, I do miss her more than I like to think.
“I hate him, Evan. I hate her. I hate that she is living my life. I should be the one in those pictures. I should be the one having his baby.” She cries out in frustration.
My stomach drops. She could be carrying my baby, but instead wishes it is Beau’s. Running my hand over my head, I feel sick, almost as if she’s just sucker punched me. Slowly, I start to move away from Sienna, I might sleep on the couch tonight, apparently she doesn’t want me. But then her hand clutches mine.
“But I’m also not sorry it happened because I would never have met you.”
No, she doesn’t mean it, she’s just happy to meet her celebrity crush. Giving her a weak smile, I say, “We’ll talk in the morning; you need some rest. Go to sleep, I’ll be in the living room if you need anything.” Getting up off the bed, I walk towards the door in silence. As I clasp the door handle, her arms wrap around my waist spinning me around towards her. There she stands with tears streaming down her face, looking up at me through wet lashes.
“Please don’t go, Evan, I don’t want to be alone.”
Her sad face broke my heart. I pick her up into my arms and walk her back to the bed, laying her on one side. I kick off my shoes, remove my jacket and pull off my t-shirt, but I’m not confident enough to take my jeans off. I lay in bed beside her. We are both on our sides, looking at each other, face to face; her green eyes glowing brightly against her red-rimmed eyes.