Secrets of a Bollywood Marriage(8)

                That man no longer existed. She wasn’t sure if he ever had. Sometimes she wondered if she fell in love with the fantasy that the Bollywood movie machine created.

                Loving that Dev had given her strength but it had also been her blind spot. She had lowered her guard and had tried to lean on him when she had fallen apart. Only he hadn’t been there when she’d needed him. He hadn’t been there for her during their entire marriage.

                She thrust out her chin. “All I’m willing to say is that I want a divorce.”

                His eyes narrowed as he noticed she didn’t answer his question. “And my answer is still and will always be no.”

                “I’m going to get one,” she insisted as she wrenched herself away from his hold. “But first I’m going to get my things and move out.”

                Tina turned on her heel and marched across the courtyard. She prayed he wouldn’t follow. She didn’t want to be alone with Dev in their bedroom. She would already be bombarded with too many intimate memories.

                That was where Dev held the most power over her. One touch, one kiss and she was his. She squeezed her eyes shut as she tried to forget how wild she had been in their bed. He had always been in control as he guided her to a world of pleasure.

                “Tina, wait,” he called out to her. “We can’t get a divorce...now.”

                Tina stopped. There was something about his sudden compromise that put her on full alert. She slowly turned around. “What are you talking about?”

                He didn’t meet her gaze. “I’m negotiating with a few investors. Our film company has taken a financial hit in the past few months.”

                Few months? It was more like a year, Tina decided. She knew Dev’s parents had wanted him to marry Shreya Sen, the daughter of a beloved Bollywood family. Had that arranged marriage happened, Dev would have been the most powerful and influential person in the mainstream Hindi film industry. His legacy would have been guaranteed to last generations. But she had ruined all that.

                Dev approached her. “The problem is that they think I’m a lot like the characters I play. A daredevil, reckless...”

                “That’s what happens when you demand to do your own stunts.” She understood his need to take risks. Dev had to push himself to the limit. She knew better than to ask him to stop, even when it tore her up inside as she watched him cheat death.

                “But they think being married has changed me. They think I’m more cautious.” He shrugged. “If I have a stable family environment, I come across as a better investment.”

                She did not like where this was heading. “What does this have to do with me?”

                “We need to stay married—”

                “Forget it.”

                “—until I get the backing I need.”

                “I’m not doing it.” Dev could find backing elsewhere. There were so many people who wanted to be part of his world and his projects. Why was this deal different?

                “Think about it, Tina,” he said softly as he stood in front of her. “This means a lot of money. A better divorce settlement for you.”

                She frowned. Why did Dev always throw money at her? It was as if he knew she was constantly worried about her finances. “I have a career of my own. I can support myself.”