Safeword: Storm Clouds(52)

When she pulled up from the bite he raised up and pulled her to him, "God Kendra, I've never been so hard in my life. I hope to hell you are wet because I don't think I can wait until I get you that way."

That wasn't a problem, when she put the hard-on cocktail into his blood her body automatically prepared itself for sex. So she knew she would be wet. She rolled onto her back and said, "I'm wet Eric, no foreplay needed".

He rolled on top of her, poising himself between her legs. She lifted her legs up around his waist and he took that as an invitation to enter her. He drove straight into her, all at once, not giving her time to get used to his size. But that was okay, she didn't want him to be gentle. He was huge, and pounding into her like a madman - apparently taking her at her word that she would end it when she was ready to end it. She wasn't sure how long she could last before biting him, but she enjoyed the pain of it right now. And the pleasure, as he pistoned in and out of her. He changed his angle every so often, she wasn't sure if that was to use different leg and back muscles or if he was doing it to give her a different angle, but either way his timing was perfect because just as the pain got a bit intense he'd change angles and it would be bliss all over again. Kendra lost track of how many orgasms she had, some of them rolling orgasms, others the kind that spasmed through her body like an earthquake until she thought she might come apart. After what was probably thirty minutes he said, "Kendra," and she interrupted him, "Let me get on top for a while."

She was hoping he was just tired and if she offered to do the work, he wouldn’t want her to do the final bite just yet. He flipped them over and she rode him until she felt another orgasm coming on, then she zeroed in on his neck and bit him without warning. She didn't numb it as much as she normally would have, she wanted just an edge of pain to it for him. She injected the orgasm cocktail with some more of the bliss element, gave it a second to travel beyond the bite mark, and then she drank from him and orgasmed on him as he spasmed and climaxed beneath her. When she was sure they were both finished she added the numbing agent so it wouldn’t continue to hurt and then gave the proper attention to the bite marks before collapsing on top of him. Neither of them spoke for a long while. Finally she said, "Are you okay?"

"I'm not sure. I'm positive I couldn't stand right now if my life depended on it, though."

Kendra kissed his cheek and pulled up off of him, feeling him slide out of her as she did. She went to the bathroom and looked for the towels, but couldn't find them right away so she pulled the hand towel down and wet part of it. She cleaned herself up some and then went to him and cleaned him up before lying down beside him.

Your heart rate is smoothing out now, and you smell of contentment. I think you are going to live.

Wow, it worked. I can hear you in my head.

Yes, it worked. Did that just freak you out and make you need space, or make you feel closer to me?

I think the fact that you told me about it, asked my permission first, that made me feel closer to you. I mean, the things you can do, it's scary, but you've never done anything without telling me first, without me saying it's okay for you to do it. So I'm okay with things. Not freaked. Much, anyway.

Where do we stand with each other Eric? Are we going to continue as we have been, with the occasional date, not being exclusive to each other?

I've thought about that a great deal.

He shifted his body ever so slightly, so they were more face to face instead of side to side. "I need to do this part out loud Kendra, just to make sure we get this part right, okay?"

"Of course."

"I'm ready to commit to a relationship with you. If you’ll have me. I realize what I will be losing out on, and I think I have a decent idea of what I'll be gaining as well. I guess I have to assume we'll figure out the whole power exchange thing at some point. I hope you will trust me enough to submit to me again eventually, and I know that will work itself out once I earn your trust back, but I'm not going to push for it to happen anytime soon. And if you need me to submit to you first, I will, though we need to talk about some of my hard limits first. And I want to be clear that our relationship is not going to be built around a switch relationship, the vast majority of our power exchange will eventually be with you submitting, not me. But, until we get there", he gave a lopsided smile, "we just seemed to do a good job of vanilla sex. Kind of."

"Eric, that wasn't vanilla, that was me in control of when and whether you got to orgasm unless you safeworded. I mean, your safeword was just telling me you were done, but it worked the same way. You need to admit to what it was and not convince yourself it was vanilla."