Rescue Me(35)
Chapter Twelve
Erin
Scared to death. Yes, that is what I am right now as I brush my teeth and get ready for bed. Last night I lost all control of myself with Adam, but to actually have sex with him is a totally different thing. I saw it in his eyes when he set me down on the floor after carrying me to his bedroom. He wants me and I have no clue what to do. On top of that, he demands I sleep naked.
Oh, God. I hope I don’t disappoint him. I have seen that girl Tonya stop by the office looking for him a time or two and I look nothing like her. Even though he has told me several times he doesn’t want her or anyone else, there is still a small part of me having doubts about whether I will be able to fulfill his needs. I stand in front of the mirror and look over my body, which just a few short days ago I hated looking at. I run my hands down my flat stomach and back up again and then turn and look at my backside. It’s a little meaty but Adam can’t seem to keep his hands off of it, so with a smile and a nod I realize for the first time in years that I feel confident in my looks. There is no way a man like Adam can look at me the way he does and not like what he sees.
Well, here goes nothing. I step into his room and holy fuck, he is already in bed with his glorious chest uncovered. It’s so smooth and firm; I just want to explore every inch of it like I did last night. My hands start shaking as I push myself forward toward his bed. As I draw nearer he reaches his hand out to me and I feel the rough calluses of his hands envelop mine. He gently pulls me on top of him and nuzzles into my neck. He is so good at this.
While peppering light kisses across my neck, his hands move down and squeeze my ass gently.
“God, woman. I love your ass. And the fantasies I have had about this ass.”
Oh, God. I have fantasized about that, too. But right now? Oh, holy manhood. He is grinding his already swollen erection into my core, letting me feel his piercing rubbing against me. The friction from the cold steel at the tip of his dick dragging across my clit every time he makes another pass is amazing.
“That feels so good,” I purr. My breasts start aching and the walls of my center start to constrict. Holy shit, I am so wet and he’s hardly even touching me. He quickly flips us over so he is on top.
“I want you so bad, Erin. Please tell me you want me, too. I don’t think I can take one minute more without being inside of you,” Adam grits out.
All the oxygen has just left my lungs and run straight down to my pussy which is screaming ‘Yes, let’s go, I am so ready!’ Cautiously I bring my hands to his face and run my hands down the rough stubble on his cheeks. “I do. I want you so bad, it actually scares me. You make me feel so wanted for the first time in my life,” I whisper.
He places his head on my chest with his hands tucked under it. “I am not a gentle lover, Erin. Even though I have told myself to try and be one with you, I just don’t know if I can.”
“I don’t want you to be gentle with me, Adam. I just want you to be you. Teach me how you want me to be.” I am breathless, completely lost in him.
“You don’t need me to teach you anything. I am so captivated by you. You and I were meant to be.” He flips us back over so I am on top of him again. This time there is nothing in between us as somehow the blankets are gone. When I sit up to straddle him, he slips one of his fingers inside of me. I gasp at the sensation of how his finger feels inside of me as he starts to pick up the pace.
Lord help me because I never thought this could feel so damn good. I feel myself start to instantly spasm and all I want to do is clench myself around his finger as he thrusts it in and out of me. I throw my head back and let out a small whimper of absolute pleasure as I feel him insert another finger. I feel it when his thumb starts to circle and tug lightly on my clit.
“OH MY GOD!” I cry out.
“I could come just from the sight of watching you fall apart like this. Your pussy is so warm and wet. Let go, pretty girl.”
And I do. I let go and for a fleeting moment I feel totally numb as my orgasm hits me hard.
“Breathtaking, Erin,” Adam repeats several times. He removes his fingers and my pussy screams ‘No, put them back!’, but as I watch him put one of them into his mouth and suck on it with his eyes closed, I feel myself want to come again. Finally he opens his eyes and they are so dark and so full of desire, I know I am about to lose it.
“Open your mouth, Erin.”
I have no idea why he wants me to open my mouth but when I do, he sticks his other finger in there and orders me to suck. I do. I never thought tasting myself could be so erotically sexy and such a turn on but it is. If he doesn’t take me soon I am going to spontaneously combust.