Rescue Me(31)
“I can’t wait,” I whisper.
“I don’t want to wait either, love, but we will and it will be very soon. Now I want you naked when you sleep next to me.”
And naked I become as Adam removes all of my clothing. We climb under the covers and I lay my head on his warm, smooth chest. He pulls me close to him and I don’t feel an ounce of fear over the phone call from Joel.
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I feel on top of the world as I wake up and stretch. I lay there for a few moments and think back on how unlike myself I was last night. There is something about Adam that just makes me want to lose all control. He makes me feel so alive and I feel so good about myself. Anxious to see Sierra this morning, I swing my legs over the edge of the bed, totally forgetting about the fact that I am downright naked until I stand up and hear a low whistle from behind me.
“Nice. You scared the crap out of me,” I grumble.
“Don’t move,” Adam demands.
“What? Why not? I am standing here completely naked, for God’s sake.”
“Oh, I know you’re naked. And I said, don’t move.”
No way am I standing here while he gawks at my backside, so I bend over to grab my clothes. All of a sudden Adam reaches out and has his hands all over my ass.
“I love this,” he says huskily as he massages my cheeks. “This,” he says as he gives them a small squeeze, “should never be covered up. As a matter of fact, I think we should set a new rule.”
“And what would that be?” I pant heavily.
“When you’re in this bed, I never want this covered up. I want this entire sexy body waiting for me to worship it, because that’s what this body and you deserve.”
I yelp a little as he gives me a light slap on my butt. Holy shit. I am dripping wet and about ready to explode just from his words. When he pulls me back on top of him and I feel how hard he is already, I have to squeeze my legs together because the delicious ache I suddenly have between them is increasing by the second.
“I have something I want to talk to you about,” Adam quips, piquing my curiosity.
“Sure, what is it?”
“What you did to me last night was absolutely amazing. I know you haven’t been worshipped or taken care of like you should be.”
Where is he going with this, I wonder?
“I want to know everything about you, both inside and out. I want you to tell me your deepest, darkest sexual fantasies, baby. With you there are no boundaries. I want to worship this body and I want to be the one to fill every single one of those fantasies just as I want you to fulfill mine.”
Holy crap. How do I respond to that? “Y...you want to fulfill my fantasies?” I ask nervously.
“Yes, I do, and I want you to complete mine, too. When we are in this bedroom I want you to let loose. After last night I believe there is a very naughty and very imaginative woman inside of my shy Erin, and I want to make sure she is very satisfied.”
He thrusts his hips up into my already seeping core. Hell, he is my fantasy; doesn’t he see that?
“I know you have a lot going through that head of yours right now, but one thing I know for sure is that I am falling for you, hard. I want to be the man you deserve and I want to make you happy in every way possible.”
One thing he is definitely right about is that I do have fantasies, but I am not sure how to respond or even how to tell him some of the stuff I have fantasized about. There are so many different things I would love to do and have done to me, but the shy and naïve woman in me doesn’t even know where to begin.
I exhale and when I make eye contact with Adam it’s as if he is reading my thoughts.
“We don’t have to divulge our fantasies right now. Just think about what I said. I want everything with you, sweet cheeks, and I mean everything.”
His voice turns serious as he continues.
“Now one more thing I wanted to talk to you about before we get Sierra up for school. Until we find where Joel is, I would feel so much better if you worked from home and not be out driving around and in the office all day by yourself.”
The thought of being stuck at home and the thought of Joel possibly being here makes me instantly sick to my stomach.
“I have no problem with working from home because there is so much work I need to catch up on, but like I told you last night, I am not going to let him have control over me anymore. I am scared to death of him, I won’t deny that, but I will not live my life inside of a bubble anymore because of him, Adam. I don’t even know what he wants. Or why the hell he is even contacting me after all these years.” I hesitate before continuing. “I am sure it has to do with Sierra. As a matter of fact, I am sure it does. But why? I have no clue. All I know is, I don’t want that man anywhere near my daughter.”