Raging Love(7)

Without hesitation, I sat up and began gulping down the burning liquor. As the bottle went from almost full to almost empty, I started to relax. I could feel that my fingers were numb and I liked that the room was spinning around so fast that I couldn’t remember what I was sad about.

I started belting out ‘it’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to’ over and over again, while sipping the heated liquor. Nobody could hear me, so I assume I was doing it for my own personal pity party.

I crawled up my stairs and headed into my bedroom where I found my wedding dress, in the zipper safe bag. I pulled it out and stripped out of my clothes. Once it was on, well halfway, since I couldn’t fasten the back, I climbed up on my bed and finished off the whiskey. The ceiling started spinning around and I pretended I was moving around dancing with Colt on our big day.

“Savanna can you hear me? Wake up, Darlin’.”

I opened my eyes and looked around the room. It was still spinning up a storm, but I was able to make out a very concerned Colt over top of me. I giggled when I saw him and reached for his beautiful face. “You forgot to shave tomorrow….I mean this morning,” I giggled.

“Darlin’ did you drink all of this?” He held up the bottle and shook his head.

“Yuppers!”

He shook his head. “Are you able to stand up?”

I shrugged and started to sit up. Immediately I felt nauseous. “The room is spinnnnnning.”



“You need to get out of your dress. I’m tryin’ real hard not to look at you in it.”

Oh shit! No, he can’t see me in this dress.

“I can’t take it off myself.” I stood up off the bed and began wobbling like I was going to flop to the ground. The dress was big and I couldn’t find where it ended to grab it. I started throwing the underneath of it over my head in layers. After I got three layers of dress over my head, I realized I was completely stuck inside of it. Colt had originally turned around to prevent getting a good look at it, but I knew I was never going to be able to functionally remove it myself.

“I need your help.”

I felt a few tugs and the dress lifting off of my head. When my face was free from fabric, I noticed he was helping me with his eyes closed.

What guy does that?

My guy does, that’s who!

I climbed back on the bed and reached for the dress bag, but noticed that the bed felt so completely comfortable. I kicked the dress to the floor and backed up on the bed, staring at my hot ass fiancée standing over me with his eyes closed. It was probably wrong to be seducing him with my drunken eyes, but that was exactly what I was doing. Colt was the finest man I had ever laid eyes on. Every inch of him was a sculpted masterpiece. I dreamed about his arms holding me and the things he did to me with his body. I had studied every inch of him so many times.

“Is it put away?” He asked.

“Nope,” I said as I licked my lips, knowing damn well that he wasn’t going to be patient forever.

I maneuvered myself to the edge of the bed and put two fingers inside of his pants, in order to pull him toward the bed. Once he was standing at the edge, he opened his eyes, but I was already starting to undress him. I was drunk and extremely horny. I needed him in the worst way. I wanted him to make all of the pain go away.

“I want you.” I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head.

Colt’s chest was like licking heaven. I ran both of my hands up and down each side and over his little nipples. “You are drunk.”

“I want you Colt. Please…” I backed myself onto the bed and tried to seduce him with my eyes. The problem with that was that Colt had the most beautiful light green eyes that I had ever seen, well besides Conner who had the same. Colt could look at me and melt me within seconds. His eyelashes were so dark and his full eyebrows matched his dark head of hair. Since he hadn’t had time to shave, his facial hair had come in and covered most of his face making him look older and more distinguished. Colt licked his lips as he watched me watching him.

He leaned down over the bed and came within inches of my body. “You know I don’t like being with you when you are incoherent. I want every time to be just as enjoyable for you as it always is for me.”

His words melt me.

“Baby, I will enjoy every second of this.” I grabbed him by wrapping my legs around his waist and pulled him over top of me. I had no balance, but Colt managed to catch himself before his body toppled on top of mine. I didn’t let him pull away. Instead, I grabbed him by the ear and pulled him toward my mouth. Our first kiss was rough, as our mouths crashed together. The stressful day mixed with the liquor caused me to want him like it had been months. I yearned for his touch and wanted his hands all over me, especially while I was laying there naked.