Maid for a Magnate(21)

As much as Will wanted to know, he didn't want to say a word, didn't  want to break the silence with anything that would kill the mood. The  storm raged on outside, the cabin creaked and continued to groan under  the pressure, but Cat was in his arms, her heart beating against his  chest, and nothing could pull him from this moment.

The fact that he was concentrating on her heartbeat was a bit  disconcerting. He didn't want to be in tune with her heart, he couldn't  get that caught up with her, no matter how strong this invisible force  was that was tugging him to her. Having her in his arms, finally making  love to her was enough.

So why did he feel as if there was more to be had?

Because when he'd originally been thinking of the here and now, he'd  somehow started falling into the zone of wanting more than this moment.  He wanted Cat much longer than this day, this week, even. Will wanted  more and now he had to figure out just how the hell that would work.

"Tell me I wasn't a substitute for Bella."

Will jerked beneath her, forcing her to sit up and meet his gaze. "What?"

Cat shook her head, smoothing her short hair away from her face.  "Nothing," she said, coming to her feet. "That was stupid of me to say.  We had sex. I'm not expecting you to give me anything more."

As she rummaged around the small space searching for her bikini and  dress, Will sat there dumbfounded. So much for not letting words break  the beauty of the moment.

What was that about Bella? Seriously? Did Cat honestly think that Will had had a thing for his brother's fiancée?

"Look at me," he demanded, waiting until Cat spun around, gripping her  clothing to her chest. "Bella is married to James. I have no claim to  her."

"It's none of my business."

Will watched as she tied her top on and slid the bikini bottoms up her  toned legs. "It is your business after what we just did. I don't sleep  with one woman and think of another."

Cat's dark eyes came up to his. A lock of her inky black hair fell over her forehead and slashed across her cheek.

"You owe me no explanations, Will." Hands on her hips, she blew the  rogue strand from her face. "I know this wasn't a declaration of  anything to come. I'm grown up now and I have no delusions that things  will be any different than what they are. We slept together, it's over."

Okay, that had originally been his mindset when he'd gone into this,  but when the cold words came from her mouth, Will suddenly didn't like  the sound of it. She wasn't seeing how he'd changed at all and that was  his fault. She still believed he was a jerk who had no cares at all for  her feelings. But he did care...too damn much.

"I know you saw me as a challenge," she went on as she yanked the ties  together to secure her dress. "A conquest, if you will. It's fine,  really. I could've stopped you, but I was selfish and wanted you. So,  thanks for-"

"Do not say another word." Pushing to his feet, Will jerked his shorts  from the floor and tugged them on before crossing to her. "You can't lie  to me, Cat. I know you too well. Whatever defense mechanism you're  using here with ugly words isn't you. You're afraid of what you just  felt, of what just happened. This wasn't just sex and you damn well know  it."                       
       
           



       

Her eyes widened, her lips parted, but she immediately shut down any  emotion he'd just seen flash across her face. No doubt about it, she was  trying to cut him off before he did anything to hurt her...again. He  should have seen this coming.

Guilt slammed into him. Not over sleeping with her just now, but for  how she felt she had to handle the situation to avoid any more  heartache.

"Will, I'm the maid," she said softly. "While I'm not ashamed of my  position, I also know that this was just a onetime thing. A man like you  would never think twice about a woman like me for anything more than  sex."

Will gripped her arms, giving her a slight shake. "Why are you putting  yourself into this demeaning little package and delivering it to me?  I've told you more than once I don't care if you're a maid or a damn  CEO. What just happened has nothing to do with anything other than us  and what we feel."

"There is no us," she corrected him.

"There sure as hell was just a minute ago."

Why was he so dead set on correcting her? Here he stood arguing with  her when she was saying the same exact thing he'd been thinking earlier.

"And I have no clue why you're bringing Bella into this," he added.

Cat lifted her chin in a defiant gesture. "I'm a woman. Sometimes my insecurities come out."

"Why are you insecure about her?"

Cat laughed and broke free from his hold, taking a step back. "You were  with one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen. Suddenly when that  relationship is severed, you turn to me. You haven't given me any  attention in nearly four years, Will. Forgive me if suddenly I feel like  leftovers."

"Don't downgrade what just happened between us," he demanded. "Just  because I didn't seek you out in the past few years doesn't mean I  didn't want you. I wanted the hell out of you. And I was fighting my way  back to you, dammit."

He eased closer, watching as her eyes widened when he closed the gap  and loomed over her. "Seeing you all the time, being within touching  distance but knowing I had no right was hell."

"You put yourself there."

As if he needed the reminder of the fool he'd been.

Will smoothed her hair back from her forehead, allowing his hand to  linger on her jawline. "I can admit when I was wrong, stubborn and a  jerk. I can also admit that I have no clue what just happened between us  because it was much more than just sex. You felt it, I felt it, and if  we deny that fact we'd just be lying to ourselves. Let's get past that.  Honesty is all we can have here. We deserve more than something cheap,  Cat."

Cat closed her eyes and sighed. When her lids lifted, she glanced  toward the window. "The rain has let up. We should head back to the  yacht."

Without another word, without caring that he was standing here more  vulnerable than he'd ever been, Cat turned, opened the door and walked  out.

Nobody walked out on Will Rowling and he sure as hell wasn't going to  let the woman he was so wrapped up in and had just made love to be the  first.





      Twelve

Catalina had known going into this day that they'd most likely end up naked and finally giving into desires from years ago.

And she hadn't been able to stop herself.

No matter what she felt now, no matter what insecurities crept up, she didn't regret sleeping with Will.

This was a one and done thing-it had to be. She couldn't afford to fall  any harder for this man whom she couldn't have. She was planning on  leaving Alma anyway, so best to cut ties now and start gearing up for  her fresh start. Letting her heart interfere with the dreams she'd had  for so long would only have her working backward. She was so close,  she'd mentally geared up for the break from Alma, from Will...but that  was before she'd given herself to him.

But what had just transpired between them was only closure. Yes, that  was the term she'd been looking for. Closure. Nothing else could come  from their intimacy and finally getting each other out of their systems  was the right thing to do...wasn't it?

While the rain hadn't fully stopped, Catalina welcomed the refreshing  mist hitting her face. She had no clue of the amount of time that had  passed while they'd been inside the cabin lost in each other. An hour?  Three hours?

The sand shifted beneath her bare feet as she marched down the shore  toward the dock. Sandals in her hand, she kept her focus on the yacht in  the distance and not the sound of Will running behind her. She  should've known he'd come chasing after her, and not just because he  wanted to get back to the yacht.                       
       
           



       

She'd left no room for argument when she'd walked out, and Will Rowling  wouldn't put up with that. Too bad. She was done talking. It was time  to move on.

Too bad her body was still humming a happy tune and tingling in all the areas he'd touched, tasted.

Figuring he'd grab her when he caught up to her, Catalina turned, ready  to face down whatever he threw her way. Will took a few more steps,  stopping just in front of her. He was clutching his wadded up shirt at  his side. Catalina couldn't help but stare at his bare chest and the  mesmerizing tattoo as he pulled in deep breaths.

"You think we're done?" he asked as he stared her down. "Like we're  just heading back to the yacht, setting off to Alma and that's it? You  think this topic is actually closed? That I would accept this?"