Lost in Silence (The Lost Series Book 1)(66)

“I’m here precious, not going anywhere,” he responds, pulling away again.

“Damn it Hudson, you have to move,” I push forward, slamming into him. “I can’t take it anymore. Give it to me.”

He blanches, “I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Honey, you’re only going to hurt if you keep holding back,” I beg, nibbling along his neck. He grunts, picking up his pace. “Yes, baby, just like that.”

He reaches in between us, rubbing at my center. My eyes roll behind my head, I’m seeing stars. Fuck if he didn’t know how to work me. I can feel it building, a tingle at the base of my spine and my body tenses.

“Hudson…”

“Alice, precious, come with me,” he groans, driving it home. His pace quickens as his own body tenses, I know he is close. I let go, feeling the pulse of my own orgasm explode around me. Hudson groans in my ear, my name on his lips, and he finds his own release. I feel him pulse into me and I clamp my muscles around him tightly milking him for every drop. It was fucking glorious.

His body slows as the moment fades and the world rights itself. He leans down, pressing his weight onto me, kissing me. His tongue is gentle and soft against mine. My body is sated and lax. I run my hands over the heated skin of his back, enjoying the feel of him. Sex was never like this for me. I finally understood what the big deal was. I knew it had a lot to with Hudson too.

He shifts to move away but I tighten my hold on him, not wanting to break the spell just yet. I know he needs to get cleaned up but I want just a moment longer with him like this before everything gets awkward. Before he realizes what just happened and pulls away all together.





Chapter 24


Hudson

I could lay in this bed with her for the rest of my life. Watching her body quake and quiver from the waves of pleasure I push her body into was my new favorite thing to do. Everything about her set me on fire. We’ve spent hours exploring each other and learning new ways to send one another’s bodies reeling.

Her sighs. Her moans. The sweet purrs of pleasure escaping her supple lips. I wanted to be the reason she made these sounds. I was the conductor, she was the instrument and together we were singing our own song. Every touch, every caress, caused the ache to root deeper, the thirst to run dryer and the need to be greater. I knew I’d never be able to get enough of her. I’d never grow tired of this feeling she stirs inside me and I was alright with it.

She slept peacefully, wrapped in my arms. Her body, sated and glowing from the after effects of our love making, is pressed against me. Her head is on my chest, her legs tangled in mine and her small hand is placed over my heart. A tiny mewing sound resonates from deep inside her chest from the rise and fall of her breath. Once in a while her eyelashes flutter delicately against her cheeks. Even in sleep she takes my breath away.

I press a gentle kiss on the top of her head, inhaling her vanilla sugar scent. I’m not sure of the time since I closed the curtains long ago, when the sun began to peek its way into the room. It didn’t matter though, time stood still in her arms. I could get used to that. I press another kiss to her head before succumbing to sleep myself.

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Alice

My body ached everywhere. A fair price to pay for a night filled with Hudson and his delicious body. I’d gladly pay it again for another one.

Hudson had decided to pick up some take out but only after I begged him for sustenance and a hot shower. I stare at my reflection, amazed at the changes I saw. My skin was flush, swollen from his kiss and beard stubble. I had amazing sex hair going on and my eyes were sparkling something new. The recently fucked look went well on me.

I step into the steaming shower, letting the hot water fall over my worn muscles. I start to work the kinks out under the heat, the ache in between my legs more sensitive than the rest. I felt renewed somehow, as if the past and all that went with it no longer mattered. In some ways it didn’t matter, Hudson helped erase many bad memories last night, replacing them with new and exciting ones. Memories I could hold onto for the rest of my life and never grow tired of reliving. He helped chase the demons away, breaking me free of Erik’s abuse and his hold over me. He brought me back to life and he did it in a way I never thought possible.

But I was worried. Last night was a big step for us and everything was going to be different now. I was different and whatever these feelings were between us, I didn’t have the strength to fight them anymore. Giving into them freed me to finally admit I was head over heels in love with Hudson.

Somewhere along the way I lost my heart to him. There wasn’t a better man in the world for me and despite all the shit I’ve been through, I’m starting to believe maybe I do deserve him. Maybe I can even give him what he deserves. I don’t care what he says or how many times he says it, I’m the lucky one. Lucky he was my neighbor. Lucky he became my protector. Lucky he believed in me and he brought me here to his home to help me. I hate to think what might have happened if Hudson hadn’t been there the day Erik pounded on the door.