In His Bed(23)

The sound of the shower door clicking open made her turn away from the water. As steam rolled out, Colin stepped inside naked. “Colin! What are you doing?”

“Turn back around,” he said, as he gently pressed her against the wall. “We both want this, Lea. I know you can’t ask for it, so I’ll give you want you can’t ask for.”

With his palm planted between her shoulder blades, her body screamed at her to submit. “What are you—”

“Doing?” he asked. “Spread your legs for me. Come on, Lea. Close your eyes and let the world fall away. Just feel me.”

She let the deep timbre of his voice bury her reservations and she did as he wanted. As she wanted. She closed her eyes and let him in.

“Colin,” she murmured, unable to do anything but plead his name. She wanted more, needed more, but was too ashamed to ask for what her body craved.

He wrapped his hand against her chin, gently tipping her head back. “I got you, baby. I love your ass. Jesus, Lea.” She felt a firm column work its way in the crease of the round globes. “I want you here,” he said against her ear. When his fingertips pressed against her folds, her knees gave. Spreading her feet farther apart to steady her balance gave Colin more access. The deeper his two fingers snuck into her pussy, the more her stomach contracted.

“And here.” She felt a slight pressure on her virgin backside. Was he going to fuck her there? She’d never had a man take her in the ass. The thought was both exciting and terrifying.

Fear overtook the desire and she spun around. “No, Colin, please. I’ve never done that.”

“Shh, not until you’re ready. It’ll feel good, I promise.” She should’ve shut down the whole encounter, but the thought of a next time made her brain go hazy. Nothing seemed to matter, not even the guilt, but the feel of Colin’s solid body hugging her in a heated cocoon.

The water cascaded over the contours of his handsome face, his eyelashes batting the droplets away. “I can’t wait. I’ve waited too long already. I can take you and we can pretend like you didn’t want to, but we know the truth. You want this as much as I do, and I’ll be Goddamned if I let you go out with another man. I’m all you need.”

Her body hummed with the need to be filled and maybe if she put her guilt aside for a bit, she could allow herself one small pleasure. A secret ecstasy.

She slid her hands over his chest, feeling the hills and valley between the muscular mounds. “Please, Colin. Please keep this between us.”

His lips came down on hers, coaxing her mouth open. The coil in her stomach tightened as she rubbed her thighs together. The pulse in her clit hummed, making her pump her waist, trying to encourage him to plunge his fingers faster. She needed to feel full, to let her body soar—just once—with wild temptation.

“Lea,” he said on a breathless sigh. She almost slipped on the wet tile but he caught her, wrapping his strong arms around her waist to pull her in close. He made a promise to keep her safe and with his words he made her feel cherished and precious.

“Come on,” he said and reached behind to grab the knob, turning off the water.

Still in a daze, she needed Colin’s strong arms to keep her standing while he wrapped a towel around her and sat her on the bed. “I want to taste you,” she said, the brutal honesty taking as much space in her head as the guilt.

No man had ever made her want to crawl on the floor for just a touch, one fingertip gliding over taut skin and hard muscle. For the first time in her life, she was consumed with the desire to submit.

“This, baby?” he asked as he placed his fingertip under her chin and lifted. “You want to suck on this?” A playful smirk lifted the corner of his mouth as he stroked the length in a long hypnotizing rhythm. He swirled his hand over the broad tip. “Get on your knees for me.”

She gratefully descended to the carpet. God, she felt helpless, defenseless...exhilarated. Feminine. She opened her mouth and he slipped the smooth head onto her tongue, feeding the hard length toward the back of her throat. He pressed too far and she gagged, feeling the heat from her cheeks seep down her neck.

He pulled back. “That’s okay, baby, you don’t have to swallow all of it. This feels amazing just like this.” He slowly pumped his cock in and out. She sucked in her cheeks and relished the clean flavor. The veins glided over her tongue, caressing the inside of her mouth.

His breath hitched, his voice broken as he pleaded, “Shit, Lea, faster.”

She added her hand and fisted the bottom of the thick length to pump in time with her mouth. Up and down, in and out until he popped out of her mouth and gathered her by the arms, pushing her back onto the bed. When he reached over her head, she crooked her neck to see what he was doing. He stood in front of her with a small silver package hanging from his mouth.