I'm Nothing (The Family Book 2)(22)
“Please, Tonio, more.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, please, I’ll tell you to stop if it gets too much.”
His hand left her pussy, and he guided his dick deeper into her ass. Whenever it got too much, he paused and teased her clit. The pleasure and pain combined together so she didn’t know which one was the stronger sensation. She only knew she didn’t want it to end.
Finally, his cock was inside her, and the pain was gone. The pleasure was the stronger of the two feelings.
“Your ass is so tight.”
She moaned, and he spread her ass.
“Are you ready for me to fuck you?”
“Yes.”
Tonio took his time, making love to her ass slowly. He’d taken her virginity in the same way, and now he was taking her ass with the same kind of tenderness that startled her. His length was large, and everything he did only turned her on even more.
He pulled out of her ass with only the tip inside, and then thrust in her, each thrust slow and steady, making her want him to go faster. He reached between them and teased her clit.
“When we do this again, you’re going to be straddling me, Zara. I want to see how much you love riding my cock.”
“It feels so good, Tonio.”
“I know. Your ass is a dream, exactly like your pussy. I fucking love it, Zara.”
She’d take that. He sped up a little, and Zara felt her own orgasm starting to build.
“I want us both to come together.”
“Yes,” she said, moaning. He pumped into her ass and fingered her pussy at the same time. She gave everything to him, and he took it, giving back with equal passion.
Her orgasm crashed through her, and at the same time, Tonio tensed. His cock jerked, and she felt his cum fill her ass.
When it was over, they lay down with his hands around her, holding her close.
“Fuck, baby, that was perfect.”
“Tonio, I love you,” she said. “I don’t expect you to say the words, and what is funny is I told Paige and Charlene that I wouldn’t tell you, but I love you.”
He kissed her shoulder. “I love you, too, and I’m not just saying that. I’ve got some plans I want to talk to you about, but I’ve got to deal with business first. Do you think you can wait another week before we talk about the future?”
“We still have a future?”
“We have the rest of our lives. I just want to make sure that I have everything in order so we can live it in peace.”
Chapter Eleven
“What happens if this all goes wrong, Tonio?” Zara asked.
She leaned against the wall in the bedroom they shared. He was touched by her concern even though it wasn’t necessary. “If you haven’t heard from me by midnight, take my keys, and this,” he said, handing her over a sheet of paper.
“What is this?”
“It’s instructions for getting into a safe. There’s money, and a means for you to get away and live safely with no worries of anyone coming after you.”
“I don’t want this, Tonio. I want you to stay.”
He cupped her cheek, which he seemed to do a lot just lately when it came to her. “You’re so beautiful.”
She held onto his hand, shaking her head.
“You deserve so much better.”
“No, I don’t. Don’t keep putting yourself down, Tonio. You’re a good man, and I love you.”
He held in the words that could turn her against him. Zara didn’t know the whole truth, and if she did, she’d run the other way. She’d run before he even came home tonight.
“You don’t know everything about me,” he said.
“I know enough to understand you. You do what you have to in order to survive. There’s nothing wrong with that.”
“There’s something wrong with me.”
She shook her head. “No.”
The sound of the door being knocked on interrupted them.
“That’s me.” He kissed her lips and made his way toward the door.
“Tonio,” she said, stopping him in his tracks.
“What?”
“I love you. I know the man I love, and nothing will send me away, nothing.”
Tonio nodded, wishing he could believe that. Once he handled Lucien and their enemies tonight, he intended to come and tell her the truth. The only reason he didn’t tell her before he left was the fact he didn’t want to put her at risk. If she ran, he didn’t know if he could protect her until he knew their enemies were in the ground.
“I love you, too, babe.”
He opened the door, and this time, he didn’t invite his friends inside.
“Trouble in paradise?” Luiz asked.
“No, just, let’s get this over with.”
They were all there, the four of them.
“Are we packing, boys?” Donnie asked, opening up his jacket.
“I’ve got my babies with me,” Luiz said, showing off his matching guns. “Don’t go anywhere without them.”
Next he and Jake showed off their weapons.
“There will be more in the house.”
“I want Lucien,” Tonio said. “He came after my woman, and I want to handle him.”
“It’s fine with me. The aim is to lure them into one room, and handle it there. The careful planning will hopefully pay off,” Luiz said.
“When did planning ever really go well?” Donnie asked.
They entered the parking lot, going straight for Donnie’s car.
The trip to his old family home was a blur for Tonio. He’d finally cracked his father’s password, and the truth of everything he’d done was out in the open. Before he told Zara, he was going to tell his friends. Tonio couldn’t live with himself, with this darkness anymore.
You’re nothing.
Tonio, I love you.
His father and Zara’s words crossed over his mind.
She thought he was a good man.
Was it possible for a good man to come from so much evil and darkness? Pain and fear was all he’d ever known. For a short time he’d thought Maria was his light, and now in the harshness of real love, he saw she only used him for her own pleasure.
The trip was over, and they were the first ones parked in Donnie’s home, well, apart from the loyal soldiers they employed.
“Showtime, boys,” Donnie said.
They entered the house, and the stench of food and alcohol met Tonio’s senses.
“There’s something I need to tell you guys, and I’m not sure how you’re going to feel but I need to tell you,” he said.
Luiz, Jake, and Donnie turned toward him.
“Are you having second thoughts?” Jake asked.
“About killing Lucien? No, the bastard needs to die. He thought it was okay to try to rape my woman. If he can rape one, he can take more women against their will, and I can’t allow that kind of monster out there.”
“What’s going on, Tonio?” Donnie asked.
“When we were kids, old enough to train, to fight, my father, he set up a basement in the house.” Tonio never thought it would be this hard to talk about, but it was the most shameful part of his past. Taking a deep breath, he stared at his best friends. They were his brothers, and they were the reason he kept on fighting. “The basement was set up into two different areas. He had chalk on the floor in a circle in one section, on the other, there was a bed. Cameras were set up all around.” Tonio paused again, really struggling. Tears were so close, but he couldn’t do it. He couldn’t let the tears fall.
Years of pain had stopped him from crying, and he wouldn’t do it now. He owed his friends and the people he hurt the truth.
“I had to perform for the cameras. If I didn’t, he only hurt them worse, or he made me watch someone else do it. If I didn’t, I’d get beaten, and he threatened to take you guys out, or hurt Maria. I had no choice.” He stared into all of their eyes. “I’m a rapist, and I’m a murderer, and there are movies out there that confirm who I am. After I kill Lucien, all I ask is that you give me a chance to say goodbye to Zara.”
“Give you a chance? What the fuck do you think we’re going to do?” Donnie asked.
“Get rid of me. Take me out. Do what you need to do to protect this family. Our families. The things I’ve done, I’m not good.”
“We know what you’ve done, man. We know what your father made you do,” Donnie said.
“What? How?”
“I found it,” Luiz said. “Your past has been dealt with, and there is no trace of what you did. We’ve had people looking into it, and the sources of the videos will also be being handled. You’re going to be safe, Tonio. You’re not a monster. Our fathers are. My father knew what yours was doing. He profited from other people’s deaths.”
“The girls that survived and were sold, I’ve got our source in the force looking into finding the women. We’re going to save them, Tonio. We’re going to save it all even if it kills us,” Donnie said.
“We’re a team, us four,” Jake said. “I’ve got your backs, always.”
“There’s no way we’re letting anything happen to you, Tonio,” Luiz said. “We failed you as friends back then, but we’re not going to fail you now. We’re brothers. Who our parents are, it doesn’t matter. I don’t give a shit. All three of you, you’re my true brothers.”