I'm Nothing (The Family Book 2)(16)

Late one night, she was pulled out of her dreams by his screams. Every now and again they slept together, but she did try to keep her independence. She didn’t want to rely on him because, as with everything, he’d move on.

“No, I don’t want to!”

He spoke clearly.

Climbing out of her bed, she padded into his room. Opening the door, she saw that he was thrashing in his bed, screaming for help, and for someone to stop.

“I don’t want to hurt them anymore.”

She couldn’t bear to hear him anymore, and so she went close to him, giving his shoulder a shake. “Tonio, it’s a bad dream.”

He didn’t wake, so she shook him even more.

Zara screamed as he grabbed her, pulled her to the bed, and pressed a gun to her head at the same time as gripping her around the neck.

“It’s me,” she said, screaming. He wasn’t strangling her so she was able to speak without a struggle. “Tonio! It’s Zara, you’re hurting me.”

She started to hit him, and he stopped. “Zara?”

He pulled away, placing the gun on the bedside table. “You sleep with a gun?”

“Always have.”

“Fuck, Tonio, you could have shot me.”

“What are you doing here?”

She huffed. “You were having a bad dream. I wanted to help you. Isn’t that what friends do?”

He dropped down, covering her body. His head nestled against her breasts. “Thank you.”

Okay, she was struggling with this. Tonio was a large guy, muscular and sexy, and she was getting aroused.

Seconds ago he had a gun to my head!

She didn’t know what was wrong with her.

No sex.

No teasing.

Nothing, and she wanted to. When she was alone in the apartment, she watched porn. That was how desperate she was becoming for touch.

“You smell nice.”

“Thanks. It’s soap.”

“No, it’s more than soap. It’s all you.”

“Weird, Tonio.”

He inhaled near her neck, and her nipples grew tight. Biting her lip, she tried to keep in her moan.

“I saw what you watch when I’m not at home,” he said.

“What?”

“You’re a very horny girl, aren’t you?”

Her cheeks heated. There was no way she was ever going to be able to look at him the same way again.

“Just kill me now.”

He thrust his pelvis against her, and she became aware of his rock hard cock.

Tonio lifted up, and she stared into dark brown eyes. “I’ve got a proposition for you.”

“You do?”

“Yes.”

“What is it?” she asked, licking her lips.

“I like you, Zara.”

“I like you as well.”

“You’re a virgin, and from what I’ve seen, you don’t want to be a virgin anymore.”

“I don’t.”

He stroked her cheek, the backs of his fingers going back and forth. “I’m protecting you, and you’re cooking for me. We’re boyfriend and girlfriend, only without the title.”

“So, what do you suggest?” she asked.

“We make it permanent. I want to fuck you, Zara.” He pressed his cock against her. “And with the way you’re wriggling beneath me, I think you want to be fucked.”

“Yes, I do.” Why lie? She was only going to prolong her own needs. Zara wanted sex.

No, she craved it, yearned for it, and she needed it. She needed him.

Tonio was an amazing guy, and in the past week alone, he’d given her so much more. Her life was contained to the apartment building, and yet, it was everything to her.

“I’ll fuck you, and I’ll give you everything that you’ve been craving. I’ve watched some of the videos you’ve been watching, and you’ve surprised me. Anal?”

Her cheeks heated. “I was curious how an out hole could be used like that. It’s an out hole.”

She was going to die of embarrassment.

“I don’t have a problem with what you watched. I’m totally intrigued in how much you want to do with each other.”

“Have you done anal?” she asked.

“Yes, I have.”

“Did it hurt?”

“Not for me.” His hand moved from her cheek down, and he stroked a finger over her nipple, making her gasp. “What do you say, Zara? You want to live out those fantasies with me?”

She moaned. “Yes. I want it.”

He pulled her top down, exposing her breast, and she screamed as he sucked her nipple into his mouth. She stared down, watching him take her bud between his lips. He let her breast go, and his tongue lapped over her nipple. Tonio pulled her shirt down completely, exposing both of her tits. “I want you completely naked.”

“Do you want to talk about your dream?” she asked, hoping he didn’t want to in that moment.

“I want to fuck you, and have you screaming my name. I don’t need anything else.” He pulled away, grabbing her pajama shorts, and started to pull them down her body. She lifted her ass up to assist him, moaning as his fingers trailed down her body. “Fuck, baby,” he said, throwing her shorts away.

She tugged her shirt up over her body as he left the bed.

“You’ve never seen a cock before, have you?”

Zara shook her head. “No sex, remember? Anything I’ve seen has been on television.”

“You’re the only girl I know who has watched a shitload of porn.”

Anything she was going to say stopped. He pushed down his pants, and she got to see a dick for the first time ever, and he was … impressive.

Tonio’s cock was long, thick, and the tip was wet with his pre-cum. She may be a virgin, but she knew about sex and had craved it long enough.

“Are you ready for this?” he asked, gripping his dick.

She couldn’t look away as he held his cock, and started to work the length up and down.

“Where are you going?” she asked, when he moved away.

He flicked the light on, and she got to see him clearly without anything getting in their way.

Tonio was amazing.

Biting her lip, she stared at him, and when her gaze traveled up his body, she noticed the scars, most of which were faded.

She stared into his eyes. There was so much to Tonio that she would never have guessed through high school. He was a good man in his heart. He moved toward the bed, and she went to her knees, staring at him.

Tonio cupped her cheek, stroking her before sliding his fingers into her hair, and pulling tight. “You can stop this at any time. Just say the word, and I’ll stop.”

“I don’t want to stop. I want this, Tonio. I want you.”

With the grip on her hair, he pulled her up tight and slammed his lips down on hers, capturing a kiss. She cupped his face, kissing him back, sucking his bottom lip into her mouth and nibbling on it.

“Fuck, baby.” He pushed her down to the bed, following her down.

His large body pressed her against the mattress, and she didn’t care. All she wanted was him, surrounding her and inside her. Her pussy was on fire, and she didn’t care for it to be clean or nice. Zara wanted to be fucked.

Tonio broke the kiss first, trailing his lips down to her neck. He bit down on her pulse, making her gasp. Down he went until he came to her breasts.

She was on fire, a burning mass of need, and only he could put it out.

Suddenly, he pulled away. “Nah, I don’t think you want it.”

“Fuck, Tonio. I’m here. I’m naked. I want you, please.”

The wicked glint in his eye had her grabbing a pillow, and throwing it at him. “You’re an ass.”

“I’m an ass you want to fuck, though.”

“Ugh!” It didn’t matter. She still wanted him.





Chapter Eight



Tonio couldn’t remember a single time that he’d been comfortable with a woman. Zara, she eased the pain and the torment inside him. He chuckled, dodging the pillow she threw at him. Gripping her thighs, he spread them open, and she paused.

“This is what you want.” Skimming the tips of his fingers up the inside of her thigh, he watched her nod. “Now, all virgins are usually the same. They want you to go slow for their first time.”

“I just want sex, Tonio. Please, I trust you.”

He smiled. This was the first time a woman had ever trusted him with something so precious. All of the other women had been forced to be there, and he’d been terrified. With Maria, she’d been the one in charge, and he’d done as he was ordered.

Resting both of his hands on the inside of her thighs, he left her wanting more.

“It’s going to hurt.”

“At first it will hurt, and then it’s going to be amazing,” she said.

Opening the lips of her pussy, he stared down at her cunt, seeing how wet she was. There was a thin dusting of hair covering her pussy, and when he opened her up, he saw the swollen nub of her clit. She was soaking wet, and using his thumb, he circled her sweet spot, and she shuddered.

“God, that’s amazing.”

“That’s just my thumb, baby. I can make it better.”

“How?”

He smirked. Leaning down, he spread her legs wide by using his arms to keep them open. Sliding his tongue across her clit, he heard her cry out his name.

“Fuck, that is so good, Tonio,” she said.

Tonio loved hearing his name coming from her lips, and he wanted to hear it again.

“Oh God, so good,” she said, whimpering.