Four Week Fiance(30)

“Yes.” He nodded. “I do.”

“I think you’re handsome,” I said with a smile, but instead of grinning back at me or making some smart quip, he just stared back at me intently. “I think you’re fun. I think you’re a good friend to Cody.” I paused, my heart racing as I wondered how honest to be with him. “I think you’re pretty sexy.” My voice almost sounded like a croak, I was so nervous.

“You think I’m sexy,” he said, finally smiling.

“Yeah,” I said and nodded, my face burning. “I think you’re a bit of a jerk, but underneath it all, you’re a really nice guy.”

“What if I’m not a really nice guy underneath it all?” He stepped closer to me. “What if I’m a wolf in sheep’s clothing?”

“Are you?”

“What do you think?”

“I think you’re a good guy,” I said and swallowed hard as he grabbed my hands. “I think you’re the sort of guy I’d like to get to know better.”

“Even better than you got to know me last night?” he asked softly, his voice deep and gruff.

“Yes.” I nodded, staring up into his eyes.

“Show me, then.”

“Show you what?”

“That you want to get to know me better.”

“How?” I said, wondering what he expected me to do. He shrugged in response and we just stood here staring at each other. I wanted him to kiss me. I wanted him to pull me into his arms. I wanted to feel his hands on my skin, his tongue on my tongue, his cock inside of me. I felt feverish as I stood there waiting for what he was going to do next. I could barely breathe, my anticipation was so high.

“Mila,” he said, my name a lullaby on his lips.

“Yes,” I breathed out, ready to say yes. Yes, TJ, I want you. Yes, TJ, you can take me. Yes, I will take my clothes off. Yes, I will let you make love to me. Yes, I will do anything you want me to do in this instant. Yes, yes, yes.

“I’m going to go inside now,” he said softly, and my heart sank. “I’m going to go inside, but tonight I’ll be waiting.”

“Waiting for what?” I breathed out.

“Waiting for you to show me exactly what you think of me and exactly what you want.” He leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine for a few seconds and then stepped back. “The next step is all yours, Mila. The next step is all yours.”

***

I could hear every creek in the floorboards as I made my way to TJ’s room. The house was eerily quiet and I wondered if everyone was ready to leave the next day. I’d not really seen anyone else all day: only Sally and TJ earlier in the morning. Cody, Barbie and even Troy had all been inconspicuous. Not that I really cared. I hadn’t wanted to see any of them. Not Cody, not Barbie and definitely not Troy. I was worried that he really thought he had a chance with me now, and I didn’t want to have to explain that I’d only been flirting with him because TJ had been there. I mean, even I knew that that had been immature, and a part of me was worried that I’d gotten Troy’s hopes up. I didn’t want to be responsible for hurting anyone else’s feelings.

I stopped outside of TJ’s bedroom and my hand froze on his doorknob. I shivered slightly in my negligee as I debated going back to my room and forgetting about going through with my plan. I was about to turn back around and head back to my room when I thought of what TJ had said to me earlier, that the next step was mine. I knew he’d meant it as well. He wasn’t going to make another move unless I showed him I really wanted it. And I did want it. I mean, wasn’t that why I’d bought the negligee in the first place? Wasn’t that why I’d essentially been begging Cody for an advance? I didn’t really know what was going on with Cody and Barbie, I didn’t know what was going on with Troy, I didn’t know what TJ and Barbie were up to, and I also didn’t care. I’d been waiting too many years for this moment. I’d been wanting TJ to be mine for a long time. And even though, this was just a midnight clandestine affair, it didn’t mean that it wasn’t special, in some sort of way. Granted, it wasn’t the flowers and candy moonlight serenade I’d pictured in my dreams, but it was a start. All I really wanted was a start. I knocked on the door and then opened it quickly.

“I thought you were never going to come,” TJ said, his eyes alert as I walked into the room. He was sitting on top of his bed in a pair of long linen white pants and no shirt. His chest was tan and cut with a light sprinkling of hair across his pecs.

“You thought I wouldn’t?” I said with a coy smile as I closed the door behind me. He jumped off of the bed and walked towards me.

“No.” He grinned. “I knew you’d come.” His eyes looked me over and I could feel every hair on my body standing on edge as he took in my appearance. I wondered if he thought my negligee was sexy. I didn’t have to wonder long as he looked back up at me with lust-filled eyes. “I just didn’t know you’d be looking this hot.” His eyes fell to my breasts and I could see them narrowing as he stared at my nipples, which were visible through the see-through lace. “You walked down the corridor like this?” He looked back into my eyes and took a step closer.

“Yes.” I nodded. “I did.”

“Without worry that Cody or Troy would see you?”

“I didn’t care,” I said confidently, though I’d been scared out of my mind.

“Interesting,” he said with a small smile as his fingers touched the button on my negligee and played with the lace. He lifted it up slightly and touched the front of my panties. He grinned as he stared at me, his fingers moving up to touch my stomach lightly.

“What are you thinking?” I asked softly as his fingers moved back and forth on my stomach. My body was trembling slightly and I reached out to touch his chest.

“I’m thinking about how sexy you are,” he muttered as his fingers fell to my panties again and he slipped them between my legs. “I’m thinking about how wet you are for me, even though you just entered my room.” His lips fell next to my ear and he nibbled on my earlobe as he rubbed me through my panties. My legs parted slightly and I moaned at the feeling of his fingers rubbing me gently.

“You like that, don’t you?” I said, almost purring at him. My fingers ran down his back and I moved in to kiss him. My body was on fire and the room was spinning around me as I gave in to the feelings that were surging through me. For some reason, I no longer felt self-conscious. Maybe it was because we’d spoken earlier and I knew he felt something for me too. I wasn’t sure why, but I was ready for TJ and whatever he wanted to do to me.

“Is that even a question?” he asked as he lifted me up and pushed me back against the wall.

“TJ.” I moaned as I felt his hands squeezing my breasts. He leaned down and started kissing me hard. I kissed him back, relishing the feel of his tongue in my mouth. “Ooh.” I moaned as I felt his tongue slipping into my mouth. I ran my hand through his hair and almost screamed as he started sucking on my tongue and rubbing my clit at the same time. I wasn’t sure where he’d learned that trick, but it was dynamite. I felt like I was going to explode as he built my body up to a frenzy.

“I want to take that sexy piece of silk off of your body,” he muttered as he stopped kissing me.

“It’s lace,” I said back stupidly, and he laughed, his eyes looking wild as he stared at me.

“I don’t care what it is,” he said and I felt his arms going around my back. “Hold on to my back and wrap your legs around me tighter,” he commanded me as he stepped back.

“Where are we going?” I asked eagerly.

“Not far.” He grinned and carried me over to his bed and dropped me down. “Lie flat,” he said and I did as he said. He leaned down and pushed my negligee up with his fingers and then I felt his tongue on my stomach, licking a trail to my belly button. I closed my eyes and gripped the sheets as I felt his lips and tongue on my already feverish skin.

“Oh,” I cried out as I felt his teeth on the top of my panties.

“You didn’t think they were going to stay on, did you?” His voice was gruff and held a hint of amusement. I opened my eyes and looked back down at him. His eyes glanced up at me and he winked before he pulled my panties off with his teeth slowly. I felt his nose rubbing against my pussy slightly as he pulled them down and I gasped as I felt his tongue darting out and flicking my clit for a few seconds before continuing down my legs. He growled as he pulled my panties off of my feet and then I felt his hands pushing my legs apart and he kissed back up my thighs. I reached down and grabbed his hair and closed my eyes again, wanting to concentrate on all the feelings running through me.

“You taste like sun-kissed nights on the beach,” he said as he kissed back up my stomach. I flicked an eye open and looked at him lazily, slightly saddened that he hadn’t gone down on me right away. My legs were shaking and I was so wet, waiting to feel him on me in my most intimate of spots. “Put your arms up,” he said and he pulled my negligee off. “I love having you naked again,” he said as he threw my negligee to the ground. I felt his lips on my right breast, his teeth tugging on my nipple as he sucked. My body shuddered as his lips moved over to my left breast and I felt his fingers moving down between my legs.