Filling up the Virgin(279)

She did her best to hide her true feelings about it, but as he walked away, he let his eyes linger on her a moment longer than usual, and she knew that he knew she was upset about it. There was a message sent to her a short time later that requested her presence and this time she turned it down. She wouldn’t be some play thing for them any longer, she was her own independent woman now. She instead went home to her apartment and settled in for a long weekend.

Looking at her reflection, she noticed the subtle changes in her appearance. There was a glow about her that was obviously due to being well loved, and cared for. She was finally in a happy place and she refused to allow anything to mess that up for her, even if it meant having to let them both go. She was lying on the couch still thinking about her new life when the knock came on the door. She tensed up, knowing it was likely Blake, coming to question her behavior. She pulled open the door surprised to see Derek there instead.

His eyes roamed over her and he cursed under his breath slightly. “How do you do that Lila?”

She frowned at him. “How do I do what?” She crossed her arms over her chest.

He walked into the room, kicking her door shut behind him. “Managed to look so damn sexy, even in sweats and a ponytail. You drive me crazy.”

She swallowed hard, giving him a half smile. “Did he send you?”

He sighed loudly, running a hand through his hair. “Yes, he said something was wrong, wanted me to come because I am the dark and mysterious one.” He gave her a half smile, which was very much over exaggerated.

“He brought a woman around today.” She barely got the words out and she felt her bottom lip tremble.

“A woman?” Derek frowned.

“I know I have no rights to anything, whatever we have is… fun I guess?... but it hurt nonetheless to be introduced to her the way I was.”

“Fun? I’d say it’s much more than just fun. As for another woman, I have no idea what that’s about, but I’ll find out.” He stood then, dialing a call and leaving her to go back to folding her laundry.

He walked up behind her and she could feel the heat coming off of him from where she stood. She wanted him, just him. It was almost like a punishment to not include Blake somehow. He turned her around his mouth finding hers in a kiss that was almost painful. Derek was the more aggressive one, and it was just what she needed right now.

She stood before him, her eyes glazed over in her excited state. Derek never said a word as he led her up the stairs and to her shower. He pulled her into the shower with him and soon she found herself being bathed with a loving hand, scrubbing her body until it was glistening.

“Lila, you’re a beautiful woman, I don’t remember a time when I wanted someone more than I want you.”

“I don’t understand… “He cut her off.

“You don’t have to understand Lila, just follow three easy rules. Trust me, do as I tell you and Feel everything. It's then that you will understand.”

He finished bathing her and pulled her to her bed that filled up the room. She was angry and excited, but most importantly, she needed him, needed his touch. She wanted answers but the not knowing made her want Derek that much more. She watched him, moving slowly, undressing and she could practically see the gears in his mind turning. She wasn’t sure what he had in store for her and yet all that she cared about was knowing that she would give him anything he wanted.

“Get on the bed and lay there, on your back. Hold yourself open to me. I want to see you.” He watched her as she did it.

Lila was surprised, she felt some small concern over what Blake would say if he found out, but it was soon tamped down by the intensity in which Derek looked at her.

She could see his face as he watched her and she took great care to move slowly and run her fingers down over her body as she moved. She wanted to do as he asked, she felt an overwhelming desire to please him in all things, more than anything else. It was new to her, touching herself in this way. She had them to touch her, to give to her.

“Touch yourself Lila, I want to watch you please yourself before we do anything else.”

He sat in a chair beside her bed and she did just as he asked her to do. She moved her fingers over herself testing and teasing, enjoying the wet heat of herself for the first time, even in her dreams she had never imagined this. She remembered how they touched her and she used that to rub and slide into her wet walls. She also took pleasure in knowing that he would love seeing the effect he was having on her. She loved knowing that telling her what to do was more than just a minor turn on. She rubbed harder and faster as she moved closer to orgasm, her fingers now making fast flicking over her hardened nub. She quickly found a system that worked for her, and the wet mess she was making on the bed was almost too much. Start slowly, slipping and gliding and increase the tempo as she went. She found that she loved to go in with at least two if not three fingers, doing her best to stretch herself to her limits.