Dare You To(24)
He wanted that. God help him, he did.
He saw brief panic in Austin's eyes when he pulled away to lie on his back beside him. Dare closed his eyes, let out a deep breath, then said, "If you want me, come and take me."
Austin was on him in a second, lubing Dare's prick before he straddled him, before he lowered himself down on Dare's erection.
Jesus, it was hot inside. Hot and tight and fucking perfect. "Oh, we're in trouble. I'm gonna want to live inside of you."
Dare pulled Austin down so their chests were together. He pushed his tongue into Austin's mouth, wrapped his arms around him, squeezed him so damn tight he wondered if Austin could breathe.
He pistoned, fucking Austin with everything he had. No, he was making love to him.
Austin rode him like a fucking pro. Kissed him like his life depended on it. He was staking claim on Dare. There wasn't a part of him that didn't feel it.
There wasn't a part of him that didn't want it.
He wanted more. Wanted Austin in every position he could have him. Didn't want this to ever end.
He growled when Austin pulled his lips away from Dare's, before he said, "Let me love you. It was always you, Dare. I don't know how we didn't see it, why we didn't let ourselves know it, but it was always you. Let me love you. I dare you to let me love you."
"Yesss … " Dare hissed out. He kept his arms around Austin, pushed to the edge of the bed and stood, before he flipped them. Austin lay on his back, on the side of the bed, his ass at the edge. Dare stood and leaned over, fucking him, loving him. "Yes," he said again because he needed to hear the word. Needed it cemented between them. But still … "I'm afraid … " There wasn't a lot Dare was afraid of. He would do anything just for the rush, but losing Austin? That scared the hell out of him. "Don't ever leave me, Austin. I couldn't handle it. Not you."
He kept jackhammering his hips, kept filling Austin and then pulling nearly all the way out again. Austin's arms were around him. His blunt nails dug into Dare's back.
"I won't. I love you," Austin whispered softly. "I love you, I love you, I love you," over and over again. Dare had no doubt Austin would keep saying it every hour of every day if Dare needed him too.
"I love you too. Jesus, I love you so fucking much."
He thrust again, and again. Austin bit into Dare's shoulder as his body went rigid beneath him. He felt Austin's dick jerk between them as ribbons of come shot on his stomach. Dare kept thrusting, rubbing it into their skin before his own orgasm slammed into him, the most killer fucking wave he'd ever ridden.
"Oh fuck." His eyes rolled back as he savored the aftershocks of his orgasm before dropping on top of Austin, giving him his weight. Austin ran his hand up and down Dare's back.
He couldn't breathe. Couldn't move. Austin held him, kissed the side of his head. Dare pulled out, ripped the condom off, tossed it and then lay on Austin again.
"Why me?" he asked, hating the neediness in his voice. "What about Brian?"
His hand went still. "I didn't love him. I never could have loved him. Not the way I love you. With him, it was … superficial. He fit on paper. You don't fit on paper, Dare, but you fit in my heart. Jesus, I sound sappy."
Dare nuzzled his face in Austin's neck. "I like sappy. Who knew I would like sappy? You can be sappy with me every day."
And he meant it.
"Oh my God. I'm a sappy motherfucker too. I need to go hit the water or something."
Austin scooted back higher on the bed so they could lie down easier. "Tell me. You said you found yourself on the water. Tell me how."
So Dare did. He told Austin how he used to sleep at the beach sometimes. That he was always drawn to the water. How he met a guy who taught him to surf. That he would bring Dare food sometimes and make sure he was okay.
"For the first time in my life, I was good at something. I found something I loved-the water. One day he came back-told me he was leaving. He brought me to a shelter and gave me a board. It was the last time I saw him." Dare closed his eyes, tried to do what he always did and make himself believe the past didn't exist.
"I won't leave you, Dare. Never." Austin's declaration quieted his thoughts.
"I know." And he did. "I love you, Austin."
Austin squeezed him, kissed his head. "I love you too."