Buy Me (The Complete Series)(86)

One hand comes around and lies on top of mine as he locks our fingers together. The other hand brushes my hip, then slides over to my stomach, where he rubs me.

I try to push my ass back against him, wanting him to move, but he has me pinned in place, just holding himself inside me. I’m unable to wiggle even an inch because he has me held so securely, something that seems to be so easy for him.

“This isn’t you, and I don’t fucking like it, Foxy.” The name trips off his tongue with utter distaste. “No one knows you like I do, Bunny. We may have been apart for ten years, but if you’ve felt for me even a tenth of what I’ve felt for you over the years, then we were never really apart. You’ve been with me every second of every day.”

I just nod my head. It’s all I can manage to do with the knot that’s forming in my throat. He’s always been with me in everything I do.

“You hide behind your make-up and costumes, pretending to be someone else because, like me, you’re living in an empty home, keeping everyone at arm’s length. We’re not being ourselves because we can’t be ourselves. We’ve both had to be someone different because without each other we aren’t whole. The people we truly are aren’t really there unless we’re together.”

Tears roll down my cheeks as we stare at each other in the mirror, connected in the most intimate way. He’s right. I have no idea who I am without him, and I don’t care if that makes me sound weak. I don’t want to stand on my own two feet. I want to need him, and I want him to need me just as much.

Leaning in, Ethan places a soft kiss on my neck.

“Don’t cry, Bunny. We have no reason for tears anymore. I want to spend the rest of my life making you smile and giving you anything and everything you’ve ever wanted.” His voice is filled with so much certainty, I know he’ll make this happen for us.

“I’ve missed you so much. I swear, every day I was apart from you my love grew stronger and the hole inside me grew bigger,” I choke out, trying to stop the tears because he’s right. I don’t have anything to cry about. The only thing I’ve ever wanted in life is him.

“Now I’ll give us what we’ve been dreaming about.” His hand starts moving on my stomach again, slowly stroking as he starts to slide himself in and out of me. “Our own little family.”

My pussy clenches around his cock at his words, and I’m speechless.

“You’re not on anything, are you, Bunny? Your womb isn’t protected from me, is it?”

“No. I’ve never needed it,” I whisper. He should know that already after feeling the barrier of my virginity last night.

I watch as satisfaction crosses his face, a smile lifting the corners of his mouth.

“Do you know I waited for you too, Bunny? I’ve never so much as touched another woman. You’ve owned me since we were kids. Since the first time I saw you standing there in that little yellow sundress with hearts all over it and your sneakers covered in mud.”

“You remember.” I can’t believe he remembers the first time he ever saw me. We were so young, and it was so long ago.

“How do you think I’ve made it through all these years? I replay every moment we’ve ever had together over and over in my head. Just the memory of you was worth living for.”

“I love you so much, Ethan.”

“I love you too, Tiffany. No more running out or disappearing. You don’t go more than two feet from me without my knowing. You’ll never be apart from me ever again. I thought I died when I woke up this morning and you weren’t there. I thought that maybe I’d finally gone insane from missing you and had imagined the whole day.”

For a brief second I see the misery of the last ten years flash across his eyes.

“I’ll never leave you,” I promise him.

“You don’t really have a choice.” Ethan pushes back into me, his movements becoming faster. The hand on my stomach moves down between my legs, stroking my clit. The touch makes me moan out his name as pleasure spreads through my body.

Ethan whispers in my ear how much he’s missed me, that he’s spent years waiting for me, how much he loves me, and that he’ll never let me go. He pours out his love to me until we both scream out our orgasms and he fills me with his cum.

“It’s time to go home, Bunny. Tell this place goodbye.” He pulls his still-hard cock from me and tucks it away. “Next time I take you, it will be in our bed.”

I turn to look at him and cup his face in my hands. He leans down into me, pressing his lips to mine.

“Is the Blue Diamond your home?” I question, remembering the cold penthouse he’d taken me to the night before. I didn’t think it was.