Buy Me (The Complete Series)(83)

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Tiffany





“This is where you live?” I take in the stark walls of the penthouse, surprised that the Blue Diamond casino’s top floor is so bare. The space isn’t typical of any casino penthouse I’ve seen, not that I’ve seen many. In Vegas they’re usually decked out to the nines, and this one feels like no one lives or even stays here.

“This is where I crash,” Ethan says, not breaking stride as he makes his way down a long hallway into a bedroom that matches the rest of the space. It’s blank and completely white. For some reason this is not how I pictured him living. Not after all the nights we lay awake and he told me about the home he’d make for us one day. He said our place would be warm and filled with laughter and love, so much that we’d never want to leave. It was something neither of us had in our home lives, but we promised to give it to one another.

“God, I can’t believe you’re here.” Ethan’s deep voice ripples down my spine as he removes the robe he put on me before we got out of the car. He takes it away and tosses it to the floor and then picks me up and lays me out naked on his bed. His dark eyes never leave mine as he strips out of his own clothes and throws them to the floor.

I suddenly feel self-conscious as he stands before me, completely naked. Ethan has always been a big guy, but now he’s giant all over. This is all-new territory for me. I dance on stage in front of hundreds of people every day, and never once did I care what they thought of me. But as Ethan stands over the bed and hungrily looks me up and down, I feel my face heat.

He stares at me like he’s starving, a look I’ve never seen on his face before. We’d always said we’d be together, but when we were younger and I tried to touch Ethan in an intimate way, he would tell me no. He said we’d wait until I was older, and when I would push for just a kiss, he would still tell me no. He said he didn’t trust himself to stop, and that’s something I found to be the truth from what just happened between us in the limo.

“I just, I…” He stutters over his words. It’s almost laughable because it’s hard to imagine a man who looks like him stumbling over anything. “I can’t stop.” The words leave his mouth and his giant body quickly crawls onto the bed, covering mine. I should be afraid as he’s well over twice my size, but as he hovers above me, I feel shielded from harm by his big body. I haven’t seen him in ten years, but all I feel is completely and utterly safe.

“Can’t stop what?” My words are breathy as he leans down to kiss my pale skin.

“Touching you. I’m scared you’ll disappear.” My heart clenches at the pain I hear in his words. I don’t want him to stop. I might shatter if he does.

“Then don’t.”

“Never again.” He says the words against my skin, making goose bumps rise on the surface. I want to ask what he means by that, but the only thing I can seem to do is moan as he takes my nipple into his mouth. He sucks as much of my tit into his mouth as he can, and I arch my chest, wordlessly pleading with him to take more. His big hands come up, pushing my breasts together as he moves back and forth between each nipple, licking and sucking.

After he torments my breasts until I’m begging for more, his big body slowly moves down mine. As he proceeds, he plants open-mouthed kisses along the way, leaving a trail of wet bites.

“You’re so fucking soft and sweet.” I’m sure compared to him, everything is soft.

His broad shoulders move down between my thighs, forcing my legs further apart as he settles there. I look down between my open legs and see him staring at my bare pussy. I’m sure the evidence of what he did to it in the limo is coating my thighs, but I can’t be bothered to care.

“Are you tender?” he asks, looking up from my pussy to lock eyes with me.

“A little.”

I’m sure I’d be tender even if I wasn’t a virgin before tonight. Our love-making was fast, and Ethan’s size was sure to make anyone ache. My heart clenches at the thought of him with someone else. Has he ever made another women ache like me before? I know he was a virgin the last time I saw him, but that was ten years ago. He told me back then that he was saving himself for me and that there was no need for us to have to rush things. He said we’d have forever together, but up until hours ago I thought our forever had been taken away.

I push the thoughts aside, not wanting to think of Ethan with someone else. All of that doesn’t matter anymore. We’ve found each other again, and I won’t let anything spoil this night. I’ll cherish every moment of it. It will last me an eternity.