Brett's Little Headaches(30)
“Did you love him?” What the fuck are you doing Brett? I hadn’t seen any of this coming, but it was here and I had to deal with it.
“I, we were kids Brett.”
”That’s not what I asked you, did you think you were in love with him?”
“I guess so in the beginning but...” I gave her a nasty look, that’s how fucked my head was in that moment.
“Why did he leave?”
“Brett you’re scaring me, what’s this all about?” I just looked at her until she realized I wasn’t going to say anything else until she answered me.
“He left because he was afraid he’d get into trouble for getting me pregnant I guess.”
“So if he hadn’t ran you’d still be with him?”
“I don’t know, how can I answer that?” And that was the fucking problem, she had no answers and I needed one.
Walking back over to the bed I stood looking down at her before getting on top of her.
I knocked her legs open with my knee and shoved into her. Grabbing a fistful of her hair, I pulled her head back.
“I fucking hate that he had you, I hate that anyone else has ever touched you. I’m sorry if this hurts you but I want to erase him from your fucking memory.”
I have no idea what the fuck was wrong with me, where the raw emotion was coming from. All I know is that I wanted to consume her, to take her into me and bury myself deep into her until we became one.
She tried soothing me by running her hands up and down my back, but nothing was going to soothe whatever the fuck was wrong with me, until I bred her too.
I came hard as fuck on that thought and kept fucking until she creamed me again. Pulling out I dragged her into my side and wrapped myself around her.
“You okay?” I was still trying to catch my breath.
“Yeah, except for the part where you went crazy, we need to talk about that, if it’s going to be a problem...”
“It’s my thing, I’ll deal with it.” Thank fuck it didn’t return any of the other times I pulled her under me that night and into the morning.
Chapter ELEVEN
“Wait, wait, wait, shh, don’t move yet.” The alarm had just gone off and she’d started to slip out of my arms, but I wasn’t ready to let her go just yet. I hit the off button, now fully awake and took a moment to enjoy just the reality of having her here with me.
I turned her onto her back gently, and pulled her night shorts back down her legs. I didn’t even have to guide my dick he sniffed her hole out himself and without any preamble slid right on in.
“Good morning.” I went after the other side of her neck with my teeth as I rode her. She opened her legs and accepted me, and those same feelings from the night before slammed into me.
I concentrated on the feel of her silk walls around the heat of my cock. On the way her nails dug into my flesh as she moaned into my ear.
The way her pussy clenched around me when I sucked her flesh into my mouth to mark her, like she liked that shit.
“Stay home today, call in sick. We’ll take the boys to daycare and come back here and stay in bed all day.”
It’s a minor miracle that I can talk while I’m inside her, all my other faculties seem to have left me.
“I don’t know, I’ve never called in sick before unless it was for one of the boys.” That wasn’t an outright no, which in Laurie lingo means I can persuade her.
“Stay with me.” She didn’t have to know that in the next few days I was going to do my best to convince her that she should give up the job altogether.
I was sure that wasn’t gonna go over too well, and I didn’t want to spoil the nice glow we had going.
I used my dick to convince her. A few strokes in the right places, a finger on her clit and two teasing a nipple while I licked and bit her neck seemed to do the trick.
“Fine, I’ll call in.”
“Good.” My real reason for wanting her to stay was twofold. It occurred to me that though I’d fucked my girl all night, I hadn’t really made love to her. For the bond to be complete the way I needed it to be, I had to take her in every way possible.
And I don’t think I could make it away from her this soon, I was pretty sure if I tried I wouldn’t get shit done. I’ve become obsessed.
In the early morning hours as she’d drifted into sleep, I laid awake planning, and thinking.
My reaction to her was nowhere near anything I’ve ever known, and way more than expected. I knew without a doubt as I watched her chest rise and fall with each breath, that I was all the way fucking gone over this girl.
“I love you.” I looked down at her as my cock throbbed inside her and she looked at me, still with doubt in her eyes. “I love you.” I repeated the words because it felt good as fuck to say them. I’d lost my fucking mind on that park bench.