Brett's Little Headaches(28)
She was gone long enough just to gather up some stuff, while I sat downstairs in the jeep with the boys and tried to get a grip. Not even my first solo deal had made me sweat as much.
I didn’t breathe easy until I saw her coming back and I got out to help her.
The ride back was a little tense, but I kept up a running conversation with her and the boys who were on their last legs.
Back in the condo I helped set up the boys’ room which had only one bed, but they were too tired to fight.
They begged to watch one of their kiddie movies before bedtime, which I loaded up for them. “Call your dad.”
“Why?” She took the phone that I passed to her.
“Because I want you to be comfortable here. I know this is fast and I wish I could get you to understand why I want this, but you have to admit that somewhere deep inside, you know that this is going to be good, or else you wouldn’t be here right now.
I know you would never put the boys in danger, even if you don’t. You’re afraid of being a bad mom, of making a mistake that might cost them; still here you are, and do you know why?
Because you know, in here,” I put my hand over the place where her heart beat, “that this was meant, and you want this for them too.”
She put the phone down without dialing and I pulled her in for a kiss. “Thank you.”
Chapter TEN
It’s been three days Brett; give her time. I kept repeating those words in my head over and over again as I paced the floor of my bedroom.
We’d put the boys to bed a short while ago and she’d shyly gone into the room I’d shown her to, leaving me out in the cold.
I wish I were the type to celebrate the huge victory of actually having her safe under my roof, of being able to walk down the hall and look in on the boys. I can close my eyes tonight and not worry about something happening to them while they sleep away from me.
But no; I want it all, as incongruous as that is, I don’t think I will be happy until I have it all exactly as I want it.
She’s turned me into one of those assholes that walk around with their tongue hanging out, at least that’s how I was beginning to feel.
I don’t get it. I’ve waited longer for a woman to make up her mind. in fact, I’ve never rushed any woman into my bed, seeing as how I myself have never been into one night stands.
With Laurie, I felt like if I didn’t get into her soon, something was going to come along and snatch her away from me.
And beyond all that, I want to get so deep inside her, it hurts just to think about it.
“Fuck this.” I marched from my room down the hall to her door, and without knocking, walked right in. I came up short at the sight of her asleep on the bed.
“So fucking beautiful.” I hadn’t meant to say the words out loud, but thankfully, they were low enough that I did not disturb her, not before I did what I came here for anyway.
I removed the sheet that she had covering her and felt my cock jump at my first look at her almost naked. She was barely wearing some short lacy thing that was too long for underwear and too short for shorts, with a silky looking top to match.
She was so fucking tiny when I picked her up; she hardly weighed anything. “What?” She started to come awake.
“Shh, go back to sleep, another change of plans.” She came fully awake when I put her in my bed and came down beside her. “Stay.” I rested my hand on her hip to keep her in my bed.
“I’ll try not to touch you, but I can’t fucking sleep in here with you in there.” I pulled her over to me and wrapped my arms around her, with her half on my chest.
“There, maybe now I can get some sleep.” She was stiff as a board for a good five minutes before she realized that I wasn’t about to take her against her will.
“Are you settled now? Because I’m about to kiss you and I don’t want you to freak.” I lifted her chin so that I could get to her mouth.
What we shared was more a devouring than anything as innocent as a kiss. She just went the fuck up in flames as soon as my tongue touched hers.
I pulled her fully on top of me and let her legs spread out over mine, putting her pussy right over the ridge of my cock.
While my mouth took control of hers, I moved her up and down my rod with my hands on her hips as guides. She might have doubts about happily ever after, but her body sure knew what it wanted.
“Please let me have you; fuck do you feel that?” I think my cock was harder and longer than it’s ever been before.
I turned us over until I was dry humping her and my cock was leaking all over us. “I need to get inside you, right fucking now.” You promised Brett, fuck that.
“Brett, I’m scared.” Still she followed my mouth with hers as she tried to keep contact between my dick and her pussy.