Be My Everything(24)

She looked back at Colin and said, "Whatever pleases you, Sir."
Chapter 13

Taking back control …



Luke moved from the doorway to the foot of the bed, once Colin began to  straddle Kat. He never referred to her as Kat, but Colin's presence had  him off his game. She seemed to be doing quite well. She had responded  to him much quicker than Luke thought she would, and she was even able  to hold it together when Colin brought her to almost certain release.  Maybe all of his training in the past six months had paid off, but he  was secretly hoping she just didn't want to come for Colin.

Luke just about threw a jealous fit when Colin asked to taste her. He  wanted to rip him off her and throw him out of his playroom.

Jealousy? Where the fuck did that come from? Luke shook his head and  tried to get a hold of his emotions because if he didn't this could all  end badly.

This was Colin, and he wasn't trying to steal his sub from him. They had  played with one another's subs before, and it never presented a  problem. Luke never shared with anyone but Colin, but for the first time  ever he didn't want him to play with one of his subs. She wasn't just  his sub. She was his Kat.

He knew these feelings were wrong, and he had been trying to suppress  them for a month now. She wasn't here to love him. She came to him so  that he could help fulfill a need in her life. She wanted him to  dominate her and bring her body the ultimate pleasure. She wasn't  seeking a friend or a lover, and neither was he. He was a Dom, first and  foremost, so why the fuck did this little girl have his stomach in  knots and his head so confused?

She was exquisite. Her long, dark hair fell perfectly around her creamy  white shoulders and her flawless skin was covered in a light sheen of  sweat. The area between her eyebrows was crinkled ever so delicately  that only Luke would notice. He knew when she was trying to concentrate  and make sure she did everything right. It reminded him of how she was  when she first came to him. She was so scared and unsure, and she messed  up often. But she had come so far in these past six months. He only  hoped tonight didn't set them back. Ever since she had agreed to this  evening, he'd had a sick, nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach.

But because this was Colin, he had allowed it. It felt as if he was  having an out-of-body experience as he watched him lick his girl. He  clenched his fists by his sides and thought back to exactly how he got  to this moment.

* * * *

"Colin," Luke said, when he saw him come up on caller ID.

"Luke," he responded. "How are things going?"

"Work has been insane, but other than that I'm good. How about you?"

"I'm great," Colin said. "I'm coming up next week."

"Really? That's cool. We can grab a beer and watch a game."

"That sounds like a plan," Colin agreed. "I'm also attending a play  party, and it's not far from you, but I hear you're not coming."

Luke hadn't planned on it. Ever since Katherine had come into his life,  he'd kept her secluded. This lifestyle was overwhelming and new to her,  and he wasn't ready to introduce her to other aspects of it. He tried to  tell himself he was looking out for her best interests, but he didn't  think that was the case anymore. He wanted to be the only one she ever  needed or desired.

"No," he said. "I'm not attending that party. I don't need to."

"And why is that?" Luke could almost hear the skepticism in that smug bastard's voice.

"Because I have a sub, and right now I'm in a good place with her," he answered as honestly as he could under the circumstances.

"So, take her with you," Colin said."That's what you're supposed to do with her."

"I don't think so."

"Luke," he said. "Ever since you took on this new sub, you've dropped  out of the circle. Shit, you hardly call me. Six months ago, you were at  the top of your game. You had a waiting list of subs who were dying to  test with you. You could have had anyone you wanted, but instead you  took on a young, inexperienced girl. You're too good to be training a  kid."                       
       
           



       

"She's made great progress, and I like teaching her," he admitted. He  knew Colin was right. He could have had any experienced submissive in  the state. He could have jumped right in. There would have been no  training. He could have found a match that knew how to please him right  from the beginning, but as soon as he saw Katherine, he knew she was the  one. There was something about her that drew him to her. He kept  telling himself she was too young and naive for his taste, but even  their ten year age different didn't stop him. If she was determined to  try this life, then he wanted it to be with him.

"You shouldn't have to teach the basics," Colin said. "You're better  than that. You have subs falling at your feet. Men like us don't have to  settle."

"I want to teach her the basics." He sighed. "It's nice having a sub who  hasn't been tainted by another Dom. She doesn't have any bad habits.  And I'm not settling. Just switching things up."

"Are you sure that's all it is?"

"What else would it be?" If he was going to continue to be in denial  over his feelings for Katherine then he was damn sure no one else was  going to think any differently.

"I hear she's incredibly beautiful."

"She is beautiful, but what does that have to do with anything?" Luke  asked, a bit pissed now. "Stop fucking with me and ask what you want to  ask."

"Are you developing feelings for this girl?" he asked without any hesitation.

"No," Luke said because it was much easier to lie than to admit that he'd broken his own rule.

"You're lying."

"How would you know?"

"Okay." Colin laughed. "Answer a few questions for me."

"What?" Luke knew Colin wouldn't back off if he didn't agree, so he indulged him.

"Where does this girl sleep when she's in your house?"

"It depends," he said, and that was the truth. He had a submissive  bedroom for her, but the more they were together, the more he found  himself climbing into her bed at night. So, eventually he decided she  should just sleep with him.

"So, she has shared your bed?"

"Yes," Luke admitted, and didn't see a problem with that. His house, his rules.

"When was the last time you had to take a leather strap to her?"

"I don't know. It hasn't been necessary."

"Come on," Colin said, "an inexperienced sub who doesn't need to be punished?"

"I didn't say I don't punish her." Luke knew he was too lenient on her,  but when she looked at him with those wide brown eyes all of his  training went out the window. This was exactly why a he wasn't meant to  fall in love with his sub.

"Do you see her during the week?"

"Occasionally." He smiled. There were times when he couldn't stop  thinking about her and would take her to dinner or a movie. He just  liked being near her.

"As your sub?"

"Does it matter?"

" Luke," he said. "What the hell are you doing?"

"It's none of your business," he snapped. "It doesn't concern you."

"You're breaking all the rules," Colin said."Do you remember nothing I've taught you?"

"You don't know anything about us."

"Let me come and join you in the playroom. Let me see for myself."

"No," Luke blurted out much too fast.

"Why not?"

"She's not ready for that," he said.

"I thought she was coming along."

"Colin," he warned.

"I think you may need me."

"Can I stop you?"

"No."

"Smug bastard!" Luke rolled his eyes.

Colin only laughed.

"I'll only do this if Katherine agrees to it," he said with much apprehension.

"Aren't you her Dom?" Colin laughed again.

"Shut up. I'll see you next week."

* * * *

Because Luke wanted to prove him wrong, he allowed this to occur and now  he regretted it. He had more than Dom feelings for her, but he was  trying to fight it. He loved Colin like a brother, but he couldn't  stomach him touching Kat. She was being so strong and he knew she was  doing it for him, so he would finish the night out, but when it was over  he would never allow this to happen again. He should never have asked  this of her. Of course she would agree, she always wanted to please him,  but now he felt that he had failed her.

Kat moaned out in pleasure and just listening to her and watching her  writhe under Colin's mouth got Luke hard. He let go of the fact that she  was with Colin and relished in the idea that she was doing this for him  and only him.