At the Brazilian's Command(22)

‘Let me explain-'

‘You're going to explain now?' She shook her head. ‘It's too late.  Don't you see that? I don't think you were ever going to tell me, Tiago.  I think you hoped nature would take its course and that it wouldn't be  necessary to tell me that a baby was part of the deal. And then-and I  can't imagine how you came to this conclusion-you must have thought I'd  be content to leave with my money and without my baby at the end of our  allotted year. How could you think that, Tiago? Why didn't you say  something? Didn't you think I was strong enough to hear the truth?'

‘That rubbish in my grandfather's will means nothing. It would never stand up in law.'

‘But it must have crossed your mind at some point that it might be a  good idea, or why would Chico have mentioned it to Lizzie? Come on,  Tiago-say something to make me believe I've misread this, that I've  misunderstood your intentions. Please!'                       
       
           



       

‘It was a talking point and nothing more.'

‘A talking point?'

‘It was careless talk with Chico about a ridiculous demand by my grandfather that I had no intention of pursuing.'

‘Really? Careless talk?' Firming her lips angrily, she shook her head.  ‘Would that be "careless talk" back in the days when you were a playboy?  Let me see-how many days ago would that be? And I'm supposed to believe  you've changed?' She made a contemptuous sound.

‘Danny, I have changed.'

‘Have you, Tiago?'

‘You've changed me.'

‘I'm supposed to believe that, am I?'

‘I would have told you everything-but not today. I didn't want to spoil our wedding day.'

‘But you have spoiled it. You might as well tell me everything now.'

She twirled the fabulous engagement ring and the jewelled wedding band  next to it round and round her finger, until the rings threatened to cut  into her skin.

‘Shall I summarise for you?' she suggested, when Tiago said nothing.  ‘You bought me, and you think you've bought any baby I might have too.  That's why you gave me so much money. I understand now. It all makes  sense. They do it in supermarkets-buy one, get one free.'

‘Danny-'

‘Well, how would you put it?' she flared, her shoulders braced, ready  to confront him. ‘To add insult to injury, you not only transferred an  obscene amount of money into my bank account, you tried to pretend our  relationship was close to normal with gifts-these rings and that  fabulous horse. And to make things even worse I gave you gifts-chief  amongst which was my heart.'

Almost crying from all the furious emotion inside her, she snatched off the rings and threw them across the counter at him.

‘And when I get home I'll be transferring your money back too.'

Tiago snapped alert. ‘What are you talking about? When you get home?'

‘You can't expect me to stay now?'

‘I do expect you to stay. Of course I do.' His expression grew fierce.  ‘You're my wife. Where else would you be but with me?' When she laughed  incredulously he insisted, ‘Come with me, Danny. Come with me now and  let me explain.'

‘Explain?' She snatched her arm from his grasp. ‘I always knew this was  wrong. Anything you have to say to me can be said right here, right  now.'

‘This wasn't meant to happen.'

‘I'm sure it wasn't,' she agreed.

With an impatient sound, Tiago raked his hair. ‘Not tonight-'

‘Not ever, I'm guessing.'

‘You're wrong, Danny. I know this sounds bad-'

‘Bad?' she said over him. ‘It doesn't just sound bad-it is bad. I'm an  adult, Tiago, quite capable of making my own decisions, but it would  have helped if I'd known all the facts before I agreed to this marriage  deal. Now let's be clear. I will not involve an innocent child in this. I  can't get past that. Any arrangement we might have had is over. I'm  going home.'

She held his blazing stare unflinching, certain that neither of them  had expected their marriage to end on their wedding night. She was  equally sure that Tiago had never seen her like this before-so cold, so  determined, the equal of him. But her childhood hadn't been so very  different from his, and she could switch off her feelings too.

‘If you won't allow me to explain, at least let me get you a robe.'

‘Oh, please,' she exploded. ‘Don't pretend you're concerned about my appearance now.'

‘But I am concerned about you,' Tiago insisted, in a much more collected tone.

He had realised she was serious about leaving him, Danny guessed as she  gazed down at her flimsy outfit. It was so inappropriate for what was  happening, and it upset her to think that it had been so carefully  chosen for her by a young girl who had wanted nothing but the best for  Tiago's bride.

‘Do I need to be more suitably dressed when you explain your way out of this?' she suggested bitterly.

‘For God's sake, Danny- If you'd just listen to me.'

‘I have been listening to you. I've heard everything you've said. It's  what you haven't said that's upset me. You've upset Lizzie-and on her  honeymoon too. I shouldn't have had to read those things, Tiago. I  believed you. I trusted you.'

Moving past him, she snatched his riding jacket down from the hook on  the back of the door and pulled it on. It drowned her, but the jacket  served its purpose in that it covered her completely.                       
       
           



       

‘You've always been my number one concern, Danny.'

‘Save it,' she said coldly. ‘I suppose it was only a matter of you choosing the right time to explain?'

‘As a matter of fact, it was,' he agreed. ‘Husbands and wives talk. I  did say those things to Chico, but that was when I was still formulating  a plan. Of course I was going to tell you. I knew there was a risk  Lizzie might say something, and I knew it was up to me to reassure you  that my grandfather's demands were, and are, completely unacceptable.'

‘And when would you have done that, Tiago? In the delivery ward? Or one  year from today when our contract was at an end?' She shook her head in  despair. ‘What type of woman do you think I am?'

‘It's precisely because of the type of woman you are that I married  you. Yes, this started out as a business deal, but you mean so much more  to me than that.'

‘Lucky me,' she scoffed. ‘And now I suppose you love me?' She raised a brow. ‘Is that what you're saying?'

‘Yes, I do,' Tiago admitted quietly.

‘How convenient. Let me tell you something, Tiago. There can be no love  without trust. And you've destroyed my trust completely. I don't think  you have a clue what love is. I think you've shut yourself off from  feelings for so long you'll never understand.'

‘I didn't want to hurt you.'

‘So you were going to sit me down like a little girl to explain? How  patronising. And I thought we entered this marriage as equals.'

‘We are equals.'

‘But some are more equal than others, it seems to me,' she said coldly.  ‘I was a convenient bride. I get that. But don't think any child of  mine is going to be a convenient baby.'

‘I've never thought that and I never will.' He blocked her way out of  the kitchen. ‘There is no small print in our contract that you don't  know about. There was talk in my grandfather's will of a child, but that  was all part of his delusion and cannot be upheld in law.'

‘How disappointing for you.'

‘Don't,' he said. ‘Please don't be bitter and angry. You never used to be like this-'

‘You mean I used to be a mug?'

‘No!' Tiago exclaimed.

‘Just unlucky, then?' she said. ‘Maybe I could have swallowed this too,  if you hadn't stirred my maternal instincts-but you have. I fell in  love with you, Tiago. That was my mistake. I thought this was going to  be the best night of my life-not the worst. And, worst of all, I thought  I could change you.'

‘You have changed me.'

‘Have I, Tiago?' Drawing in a shaking breath, she lifted her head to  look at him. ‘Why can't polo players ever be straight with a woman? Are  you all too busy and important to consider the feelings of your fellow  human beings? Do we exist only for your convenience?'

‘If you're referring to Pintos, I'll take that-because I should have  been straight with you from the start. But I was trying to protect you,  Danny, and I got it wrong. I would have done anything to protect you.  Nothing you've read on that screen suggests that I agree with my  grandfather. It's old talk. And he can't enforce his demands from the  grave. Nor would I allow him to if he were alive today. And in spite of  what you must think of him he wasn't a bad man. He'd just fought so hard  for what he had, and he'd lost it once. He couldn't bear to lose it  again.'