Without You(13)

"Hey, I have something to say to you."

He gave me a crooked-ass grin. "What's that?"

"You hurt Lauren, I'll hurt you."

His smile faded. He turned and walked back toward everyone.

Libby and Lex both walked up to me.

Lex went right into my arms and whispered, "What did he say?"

"He told me that if I ever hurt you, he'd hurt me."

She giggled. "I'm so sorry about Luke."

I gently pushed her back from me, so I could look her in the face. "I would have done the same thing."

I held out my arm for Libby, and she walked up next to Lex. I hugged  them both. When I looked up at Luke, I could see the pain in his eyes. I  wasn't sure if it had more to do with Lex and him hitting me or with  Libby breaking down and crying. If he cared at all about Libby like I  did Lex, I knew that Libby's tears had probably caused him pain.

Libby reached up and kissed my cheek. "I love you, Will."

I smiled as I kissed her back on her cheek. "I love you, too, Lib."

She turned and started to head to the house. Luke looked like he was  going to say something to her, but he stopped. She walked right by him  and followed Grace and Lauren into the house.

Luke ran his hands down his face and glanced back at me. "I'm going to bed. You working on the fence tomorrow?"

I nodded my head. "Yeah."

"Fine. Be here at six in the morning, or we're leaving without you." He turned and stormed off into the house.

Lex let out a sigh as she watched him. She turned to me and said, "I'm so sorry. He had no right-"

I pulled her to me and kissed her. She wrapped her arms around my neck and let out a sweet moan.

"Thank you for tonight, Lex."         

     


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She grinned from ear to ear. "Thank you. Thank you for my promise ring  and for your promise. Thank you for making it the most amazing night of  my life."

"Let's just hope your dad never finds out!"

We both started laughing.

Colt walked back out. "Alex, you ready to go home?"

Lex looked up at me and gave me a weak smile. "I love you, Will."

I leaned down and kissed her gently. "I love you, too, Lex."

Lex turned and made her way over to Colt's truck. She paused for a  second to turn back and look at me. She waved and blew me a kiss, and I  smiled and waved back. I watched as Colt's truck drove down the  driveway.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded my head and turned to face my sister. "Yeah. You ready to go home, Lib? Mom and Dad decided to come home early."

The look on Libby's face turned to horror. She slowly moved her hands up and covered her mouth. "They didn't … "

I laughed. "Nah, but they knew. Lex and I were in the kitchen when they walked in."

Libby closed her eyes. "Shit, Will. Mom texted me earlier and asked what  we were doing. I said we were all watching movies at Luke's. She asked  if you were here, and I said yes. Will, I'm so sorry. We're both going  to get in trouble now."

I shrugged my shoulders as I walked up to her. I threw my arm around her  and began walking her to my truck. "Nah, I don't think so. Besides,  nothing will ever be worse than both my parents knowing I just had sex  for the first time with my girlfriend."

I chuckled, but Libby stopped walking.

I stopped and looked at her. "What's wrong?"

A huge grin spread across her face. "Will, did you … oh my gosh. Did you wait for Alex?"

I felt my face turn fifty shades of red. I smiled slightly and whispered, "Yeah."

She slowly shook her head. "William Hayes, you are the most romantic man I'll ever know, and it really sucks you're my brother."

We both busted out laughing as I opened the passenger side door for her.

Before she got in, I took a hold of her arm. "Hey, Lib?"

"Yeah?"

I looked down and kicked the dirt. I wasn't sure how to even ask her or  if I even wanted to know. "Lib, do you, um … well … do you have feelings for  Luke?"

Her smile instantly dropped. "It doesn't really matter if I do."

I tilted my head and stared at her. It was dark, but I swore I saw tears in her eyes.

"Sure it does, Libby. I know Luke had feelings for you at one time, and-"

She held up her hand and quickly shook her head. "No, he doesn't. He  made that perfectly clear this evening when he made out with Claire at  the party."

I instantly felt the heat move up into my head. "What?"

"Will, I don't want to talk about it. Can we just go home? Please."

I nodded my head. "Sure, Libby."

As I shut the door and walked around my truck, I glanced back toward the  house and saw Luke standing on the porch. I raised my hand.

He nodded as he stared into the truck. "Libby going home with you?"

"Uh … yeah. I thought you were going to bed?" I asked as I opened my door.

Luke started down toward the truck, and I had to admit, I tensed up, expecting him to throw another punch at me.

He walked up to me. Then, he looked around me and into the truck. "Y'all going to the river on Saturday night?"

I wasn't sure if he was really asking both of us or just Libby.

Libby remained silent in the truck.

"Yeah. I mean, as far as I know, we'll be there," I said.

Luke nodded his head, never taking his eyes from Libby. "Night, Lib."

She turned slightly and looked out the passenger side window. "Good night, Luke."

Luke frowned and ran his hand through his hair as he looked at me. He gave me a weak smile. "Sorry for hitting you, bro."

He stuck his hand out, and I shook it.

"I would have done the same thing, dude. No worries."

"See ya in the morning," Luke said before walking back to his house.

I jumped in and looked at Libby. It only took me a few seconds to realize my sister was crying.

I knew the reason why she was crying.

Luke.

I started the truck and began driving off. I looked over toward Luke and gripped my steeling wheel harder.

The next time my sister cries over him, I'm going to be the one throwing the first punch.





"Good morning, my handsome man."

I walked into Banjo's stall and gave him a handful of oats while he  bobbed his head up and down. I ran my hand along his back, and my heart  broke. I was going to miss him so much.         

     


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Banjo and I would go for a ride at least once a day. He was my everything-next to my parents, Colt, and Will.

"You want to go for a ride, big boy?"

"May I join you?"

I quickly turned to see my father leaning against the wall. I smiled and  nodded my head. He winked at me and turned to saddle up a horse. I  watched him as he got my saddle and his saddle. My father was so  handsome, and Colt certainly inherited Daddy's good looks. Colt and I  both got our parents' blue eyes and brown hair. Colt favored my father,  and I favored my mother. I had to admit, when people told me I looked  like my mother, it would make me feel good. To me, she was breathtaking,  a natural beauty. My parents made such a cute couple.

"Alex, why are you staring at me with a goofy grin?"

I laughed and began to bring Banjo out of his stall. "I was thinking  about how you and Mama make a cute couple with your handsome good looks  and Mama's natural beauty."

My father grinned and then tilted his head. "What do you want?"

I hit him on the arm and said, "Nothing, Daddy. I was just thinking  about how happy you both are. I want that, too. I want it with Will."

His smile faded a bit, and he turned and grabbed his saddle. He began  getting his horse ready. Neither one of us said anything as we saddled  up the horses, got on them, and headed out.

I couldn't take the silence anymore. "Daddy, why don't you like Will?"

He snapped his head over and looked at me. "What? I love Will like a son. I just don't like the idea of him dating my daughter."

"I would think you'd like it better than some strange guy I might meet  at UT. Will loves me, Daddy, and he treats me so good, like how you  treat Mom."

Daddy smiled and nodded his head. "I don't doubt that, sweetheart." He  let out a sigh. "Alex, it's just that the two of you only know each  other and your close circle of friends. You've always been a part of the  ranch and Mason. I want you both to have the chance to explore other  things, other ideas. I know you say you want to come back and live on  the ranch with Will, but you haven't even begun to experience life  outside of Mason, Alex."

I looked down and frowned. "Daddy, why is it so hard for you to believe  that I want to have a life like you and Mom? I love the ranch just as  much as you, Mom, Colt, Will, and Luke. It just seems unfair."

He nodded his head and looked ahead. "Alex, you're going to college, and  things will be so different. I know you love the ranch, sweetheart. I  just want you to keep an open mind. You might go to Austin and decide  that you love Austin. I want you to be happy, Alex. I never want you to  settle. I want you to have every opportunity possible, and I don't want  this relationship with Will to cloud any of that."