Without You(11)

My core clenched when I felt his hard on growing beneath me. I loved that I could turn him on so easily.

"Lex … " Will whispered as he placed his hands on my hips to stop me from grinding against him. "Condom, baby."

I leaned over and reached for the box of condoms on the floor. I grabbed  one, and then I grinned as a naughty thought entered my head. I moved  off of him some and began stroking him.

"Jesus, Lex."

I was hugging myself internally. I knew I had it in me. I just needed to  be a bit more open to things. There were so many things I wanted to try  with Will, and I was already wondering when and where we were going to  make love after tonight.

Will had his eyes closed, and I looked down at him. He was more than  ready to go again. I ripped open the wrapper, and I was about to pull  the condom out of it when I suddenly became very brave. Before he could  stop me, I leaned over and quickly took him in my mouth. I began moving  up and down his shaft with my hand following my movements.

Will jumped and yelled out, "Holy fuck!"

I smiled and then moaned. Will sat up, grabbed me, and pulled me off of  him. He was breathing heavily, and I couldn't help but smile.

"My God, Lex … you can't … you can't do that. I almost came right on the spot in your mouth!"

The idea made my insides tighten, and I instantly felt wetness between my legs. "I would have been okay with that."

Will's face dropped, and he shook his head. "Wha-what?"

I began chewing on my lower lip. What if Will doesn't like the idea of  me giving him a blow job? I quickly looked away. "I'm sorry I even  tried."         

     


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I went to move away from him, but he grabbed my arm.

"Lex, wait. I mean … I want you to do that." He ran his hand through his  hair and smiled at me. "I've woken up from dreams of you doing that. I  just … I never want you to think you have to do something to make me  happy."

"I know that, Will. I know you would never ask me to do something I didn't want to do."

Will's eyes lit up with something I'd never seen before. "Lex, do you want to be on top? Or do you want to do that?"

Oh God. The idea of being on top of Will and being in control turned me  on in more ways than I could count, but giving him something he'd  dreamed of also turned me on.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked.

The crooked smile that spread across his face made my stomach take a hard dive south.

"Honestly?"

I nodded my head.

"I want you to ride me."

Oh. My. God. If I'd thought I was turned-on before, his words had pushed  me to the edge of an orgasm, and all he had done was say something to  me.

I slowly grinned as I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him back.  When he lay back, I took out the condom and began to put it on.

"How do I know if I'm putting it on right?" I intently watched what I  was doing as I rolled the condom down his shaft. The whole time, my core  was pulsing. "Will, am I doing it right?"

I had it almost all the way on when I looked at Will. His mouth was  slightly open, and his chest was heaving up and down. I smiled bigger  and gave myself an internal fist pump.

I looked down at it again and tried to think back to health class when  we had practiced putting condoms on fake dicks. I was pretty sure I had  put it on right. I moved and positioned myself above him. He had his  eyes closed, but he placed his hands on my hips. When I moved down, his  tip barely pushed in.

He stopped me and opened his eyes. "Lex, this is gonna feel different. It might stretch you open more."

My sex was throbbing so badly, and I needed relief. I sank down on him  and let out a gasp as I felt him filling me completely. Will sucked in a  breath of air as I sat there and tried to get used to this new feeling.  I threw my head back, and I wasn't sure what had come over me, but I  moved my hands up my body and began feeling my breasts.

"Jesus … my God, Lex. I've never seen anything so damn sexy in my entire life."

I slowly began moving myself up and down just a bit. It felt so good.  Something was hitting on the inside, and I swore I could feel another  orgasm building already. I began to move faster. I moved my body up and  down more as Will let out a long moan.

He gripped my hips harder. "Lex … baby, that feels … I'm not going to last long, Lex."

Once I got past the stinging of being stretched out more, something  inside me switched on. I needed it harder. I needed more. I placed my  hands on his chest and began moving up and down, faster and harder.

"Yeah … this feels … so good," I said as I looked into Will's eyes.

"Lex … are you going to come? 'Cause I can't hold off."

I could feel it. Oh God. I was so close. "Will … yeah … so … close!" I called out.

Will reached down, and the moment he touched my clit, I began calling  out his name. He sat up and wrapped his arms around me. I was hit by  another orgasm before the first one even stopped. This one was much more  intense, and I screamed out his name as he called out my name.

"Lex … oh, Lex. I'm coming. Don't stop."

I moved my body against him, rubbing that spot that was driving me so  insane that I could hardly think. I'd never in my life had such an  intense orgasm. I felt like I had left my body, and I was looking down  at myself. The way I was calling out his name surprised myself, but it  felt so amazing.

When my orgasm finally subsided, I just sat there in Will's arms with  him still inside me. I didn't want to move. I loved the feeling of being  one with him. He held on to me tightly, and I could feel him twitching  inside me. I wondered how many times he would be able to do this.

"Lex … I never imagined it would be like this."

I pulled back and smiled. "Me either."

I glanced at the clock. I pushed Will back and jumped out of the bed.  "Oh my God, it's after midnight. What if Colt gets home before me? He  has no idea where I am, and everyone is at Luke's."

I quickly ran into Will's bathroom and began cleaning myself off. When I  ran back into his room, he was already dressed in his jeans, and he was  pulling his T-shirt on. He had the goofiest grin on his face, and my  heart swelled up, knowing that he was happy because of what we had just  shared.         

     


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I grabbed my panties and pulled them on. Then, I dropped to the floor to  find my bra. "There you are!" I put my bra on, and then I slid on my  shirt and jeans. I pulled on my boots and looked at myself in the  mirror.

Do I still look like a virgin? Will anyone be able to tell? I placed my  hands on my face. I was flush, but maybe that was from running around.

In the mirror, I saw Will pulling the sheets off his bed, and I turned around. "What are you doing? We have to go!"

Will looked at me and then down to the sheets.

When I saw the blood, my hand slapped over my mouth. "Oh no. What's your mom gonna think? Will! Oh no!"

He shook his head and gave me the sweetest smile. "Don't worry, Lex. A  few weeks back, I bought more sheets when I found out they were going  out of town. Just in case we … well, you know."

I tilted my head and gave him a questioning look. "You bought extra sheets?"

He shrugged his shoulders. "Yeah. I mean, I knew I could wash these, but  I wasn't sure, so I thought it would be better to just throw them out  and put new sheets on."

I put my finger up to my mouth and gently bit down on it. Grace had said  nothing turned a guy on more than biting on your finger or licking your  lips. There went that look in Will's eyes.

Yep. There went that pulsing in my core.

Will shook his head quickly. "No. We can't, Lex. Come on. Help me with these, so I can get you home."

I helped Will put the new sheets on. He balled up the old ones and  carried them down into the kitchen. He pulled out a garbage bag and  placed the sheets in it.

Then, he put it in the trash compactor. "I'll take this out now."

I sat down at the kitchen island and texted Colt.

Me: Where are you?

Colt: Watching TV at Luke's. Where the fuck are you?

Me: At Will's.

Colt: Are you okay?

Me: Of course I am. When are you going home? If Dad or Mom ask, I've been with y'all.

Colt: Alex, please tell me you wanted this.

Me: Colt, I love him, and yes, I wanted it more than anything.

Colt: You know I want to pound his ass right now.

Me: I love you for that.

Colt: Luke is gonna freak, Alex.

Me: It's none of his business.

I glanced up and noticed Will watching me. "Colt knows."

Will closed his eyes and pushed his hands through his hair. "Ah hell."

I let out a giggle and then quickly looked at the back door when I heard  it opening. I snapped my head back at Will, who was looking at the door  in horror.

When the door opened, Josh and Heather walked in.

Heather stopped and looked at me. She smiled. "Alex, darling."

Josh stopped and glanced over to Will before turning and looking at me.  He tilted his head a bit as he looked at me, then back at Will, and then  back to me again. He smiled sweetly, but then he slowly turned to face  Will. "Will, it's pretty late, and I'm sure Alex needs to be heading  home."