The Private Serials Box Set(55)
She leaned back, lying fully on the bed, and my body ached to cover hers, to feel her beneath me. Just as eager as I was, she lifted her hips and removed her shorts. Her hair fell away from her body, uncovering her breasts. I sat up again, looking down at the beautiful woman who, even after I'd lied to her, chose to believe in our love and give herself to me again. And not only that, but chose to let me give her everything in return. I was in awe of her.
My hands started at her waist, caressing gently up her stomach and over her full breasts. I watched as her chest rose and fell, her breath shuddering, eyes closing, mouth opening. When she pushed her breast further into my palms, I knew she was aching for me too.
I wrestled with the urge to give our bodies what they craved, or feed our souls what they needed. In the end, I decided to go with both options.
I sank into her, our bodies connecting, both of us groaning as sensation took us over. I brought my face directly level with hers, our eyes searching each other's, bodies pressed together, and breaths intermingling.
"I want to have everything with you," I managed, even if it was just a strangled whisper. My voice was gone somewhere, definitely overtaken by the enormity of the moment I was sharing with her, humbled by the idea that she would give me the gift of being the person she made her children with. It was almost too much for me to process. So, instead of thinking and analyzing, I kissed her.
I kissed her as I brought us both to a place where nothing that had happened in the last two months mattered, where our pasts were forgotten, and our future was painted in bright lights.
When we came, we came together, eye to eye, mouth to mouth, and everything in the world ahead of us.
Chapter Three
I walked alongside Lena, holding her hand and listening to Piper and Sam commenting on the abundance of shirtless Hawaiian men. Every once in a while Sam threw in a comment about a particularly nice "rack" she admired on a woman, and then all three girls would silently admire said breasts, longing for their own bodies to be improved upon.
This was one thing I hated about women in groups-they constantly and openly compared themselves to other women, and then degraded themselves because their bodies were different. Also, they usually immediately disliked any woman who had a physical trait they lacked, or perceived themselves as lacking. I had heard Piper many times admire a woman's ass, in that weird jealous way they do, then assume the woman was a bitch because she had what Piper wanted.
As a man, did I admire a beautiful body on a woman? Sure. But it was going to take more than a nice ass to keep me interested or make me want more than just a look. I'd tried to tell this to Piper time and time again, trying to make her realize any man worth her time would fall in love with her because of who she was and her body would be a bonus.
The whole thing was stupid as fuck as all three women next to me were beautiful and turning heads themselves. Women were their own worst critics.
We entered the luau through an arch covered in brightly colored flowers and foliage, all native to Hawaii. There were two women at the entrance who placed leis over our heads and said "Aloha" with bright smiles. There was loud rhythmic drumming and the smell of the food was intoxicating. I felt Lena's small hand capture mine, threading her fingers through my own, and I looked over at her to see a bright smile painted across her face. She was excited.
"Lena, they're giving hula lessons over on that lawn," Sam said, turning back to us, looking just as excited.
"Would you like to take a hula lesson?" Lena asked me.
I leaned closer to her, making sure my lips were pressed softly against the shell of her ear, knowing my words would cause her heart rate to speed up. "No, but I'd really love to watch you learn." At my words, I felt her lean in to me and pull up her shoulder, as if she were trying to capture me and keep my mouth as close to her as possible. Then she turned her face and kissed me. I pulled our clasped hands closer, bringing her body against mine, and brought my other hand up to gently cup the side of her face.
Lena's mouth was almost as unpredictable as she was. Sometimes her lips were soft and gentle. Other times her kisses were curious. She'd used her mouth to convey so many things to me, so many emotions, I was constantly trying to read her thoughts through her lips. Was she needy? Angry? Scared? Happy? All could be told through her kisses. In that moment her lips told me, as they moved slightly against mine, that she was happy and relaxed. When she pulled away she gave me another breathtaking smile, then headed toward a woman in a floral bikini top and grass skirt who was giving hula instructions.
All three girls approached the teacher and then after a few words were exchanged, formed a line facing in my direction. I found a chair at an empty table not too far from the stage and sat, content to let my eyes wander over Lena as she learned the traditional dance.
I watched as her hips swayed from side to side, enjoying the visual and also appreciating that I could imagine what that swaying looked like without the flowing skirt made of grass. I'd have to convince her to show me the dance later, only naked. Thinking of Lena's body without clothes immediately woke up my cock, which, admittedly, wasn't ever fully asleep when Lena was around anyhow. I saw her delicate hands and fingers make tiny yet distinctive movements, trying to tell a story with the motions. I heard her laughing with Sam and Piper and the whole scene left me feeling more whole than I'd ever felt before.
Lena's eyes met mine as she laughed and it was as if something broke my chest open and squeezed my heart. She was absolutely everything I would ever want. As long as I had her I would never want for anything. And I did have her-every part of her. She was mine just as much as I was hers.
Minutes passed as I watched her hair get caught in the breeze, her skirt fluttering around her soft knees, her hips moving to the beat of the music. I was interrupted by the vibration of my phone in my pocket, and when I saw who was calling I felt my heartbeat falter and my lungs seize up.
The past week with Lena, since I'd revealed myself to her, had been better than I could have imagined, and there were only a few people on the planet who could mess everything up. One of those people was calling me. I swiped my finger across the screen and brought the phone up to my ear.
"Edgar," I said, trying to sound irritated and bothered, not wanting him to know his call had made me nervous. "I wasn't expecting to hear from you again. Ever."
"Preston, I know you must be thrilled to talk to me. I hadn't expected to ever hear your voice again either, but things change."
"What things?" I asked, shifting in my chair, growing uncomfortable. I'd worked off my debt to Edgar. Derrek had gotten exactly what he wanted in the end, and that was all that was required of me. I owed nothing to Edgar.
"We have a common interest-a problem that's gotten out of hand-and I need your help."
"What common interest?" I asked the question, but I knew the answer. There was only one reason he would be calling me.
"Derrek Bellows."
I tried not to physically cringe at the mention of his name. Lena's eyes were still drifting to me every once in a while, between laughing and smiling with her friends, and I didn't want her to know I was on the phone with someone potentially dangerous, someone who could snap his finger at any number of people and make life difficult for us. Sure, I was a private investigator, but I wasn't dirty. I didn't deal with crooked cops or gangsters. I worked with lawyers and regular citizens. I checked public records, for Christ's sake. I could follow a mark, I could bug a phone, and I could become invisible if I needed to, but it wasn't my first choice to deal with crooks.
"The last tail I had on Derrek he was sitting pretty in the Caribbean with his mistress, sitting on a shit load of money."
"That's my money he's sitting on."
"Oh?" I tried to sound apathetic, but he'd piqued my interest. Edgar wasn't the biggest fish in the sea of crooks, but he had some big fish friends, and I knew you didn't want to end up on his bad side. I didn't want to be in his pocket any longer, but I knew it was better to appear to be his ally than to fuck him over. Then you'd be swimming with a whole different kind of fish and your shoes would be made of cement.
"Seems our Derrek thought he could pull a fast one on me. He was in deep with me, and because we had a good history I'd given him a little leeway. He took that inch of rope and hung himself with it when he decided to split town, taking my money with him. Abandoned the business and no one seems to have any answers for me."
I sighed heavily. "What can I do for you, Edgar?"
"Call me Eddie, please," he said, his voice a little too pleasant.