yRing for the Nurse(36)
It was not until after dinner that evening that Felicity found herself, really alone with her brother. Alaine had dragged Guy off to the library and Colonel Brenton, no doubt with deliberate intention, had found he had several matters to attend to in his own room. There was so much to talk about that Felicity scarcely knew where to start, she was glad when Tony made the first opening. "I bet my cable surprised you-but I had given you some warning, hadn't I? I timed things well. What luck finding you here. I had visions of meetings in noisy hotel lounge or alternatively sneaking a few moments with you at the back entrance of St. Edwin's."
"It certainly' is lucky," Felicity agreed. "We'll have at least two or three days together here and I've really so little to do now that I'm free almost all the time. It won't be nearly so easy when I get back."
"You know that Brenton has offered to put me up at his flat in town?" Tony went on. "Awfully decent of him, isn't it? I must say I didn't care much for the idea of a hotel, but of course I won't be in town all the time. I want to run down home for a bit and I've one or two friends I've got to look up here and there."
"How long will you be in England altogether?"
"I want to get back as soon as I can, I reckoned about six weeks, can you be ready by then?"
The question had come! The question that Felicity knew now she had been dreading for so long, but thrusting aside her misgivings she turned a smiling face to her brother. "I gave provisional notice as you told me, I can leave in less than a month from now. It's just as well as I'll need a week or two free to see Mother before we sail, collect a few things ... say good-byes and all that sort of thing," she ended vaguely, then went on with more animation, "you haven't told me anything about America, what to expect there, whether I'll like it, whether I'll fit in."
"It's fine!" Tony told her complacently. "At least it is now I've made good, but believe me, it wasn't easy at first. I've got a grand place, you'll just adore it, a low white two-floored house, modern as only the Americans understand the word I tell you it's a gem. The position, too, is stupendous, blue-grey hills in the distance and orange groves sloping down the hillside. It gives you a feeling of isolation and yet all around I've friends; it's gay too, I'm going to see that you make up for these past years, lots of fun and dancing, parties galore, picnics in unbelievably beautiful surroundings and bathing from golden stretches of sand into a blue, blue sea!"
"It certainly sounds wonderful-" Felicity began, but her brother warming to the subject so near his heart, interrupted.
"They are grand people too, all kinds, you can take your choice, grave or gay! You are going to love it, I just know you are!" His tone became more serious as he went on. "You'll be glad to get away from here, won't you? I mean nursing has been O.K., it's served its purpose, it got you over a difficult time, but you must have had enough by now?" His words were more in the form of a statement than a question although he was obviously anxiously awaiting her confirmation.
"Oh yes, of course." Felicity hoped she sounded convincing. She supposed that, in a way, she was ready for a long test, but to leave England-forever-there was a lump in her throat which seemed to blur her words as she added, "I have been quite happy, you know."
"And you've managed to get over Peter's death?" Tony's voice was infinitely gentle and there was a touch of deep concern as he asked the question.
Felicity nodded mutely then instilled a note of lightness into her voice. "Of course I have! Now tell me some more about you."
Tony was readily beguiled away from the subject and was soon telling her more details of his early struggles and his ultimate success until Guy and Alaine rejoined them and with a shock of surprise that Felicity realized the lateness of the hour.
"You must be tired-after that long journey too," she exclaimed contritely.
"Not a bit of it," Tony disclaimed, jumping to his feet and pulling forward a chair for Alaine. "The night is yet young!" He turned questioningly in Guy's direction. "Are you early people, am I keeping you up?"
It was Alaine who answered. "I should say not, I loathe early nights. Give me another Camel cigarette, I just adore them, then tell me something more about your home. Is it anywhere near Hollywood, have you ever been there?"
Since it transpired that Tony's farm was within a short run of that magic world. Felicity and Guy soon found themselves outside the conversation. While Tony talked Alaine listened with rapt attention, only breaking it to ask an occasional question, a quiet and entranced listener, a role which Felicity had never seen her play. How lovely she was-the firelight shone on the creamy pallor of her skin and enhanced the nightblack waves of hair, sweeping back from her forehead. It was rarely that Felicity had ever known Alaine so rapt and calm. It seemed to lend her an air of serenity which Felicity had not believed her to possess. Unconsciously Felicity's gaze turned to Guy. His eyes, too, were fixed on Alaine and there was something strange, inscrutable in his expression as if he too, were seeing something in Alaine he had never seen before.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
The three following days which Felicity spent at Weir Court were the gayest she had known for a long time. There had been little for her to do for Guy and there was no doubt that he had only prolonged her stay that she might benefit by the leisure it gave her to spend with Tony Sometimes her conscience had smitten her when she had thought of St. Edwin's and the extra work which would naturally devolve on Sister Robinson, but then, recalling the long separation from her brother and the fact that, in any case her nursing career was all but ended, she had thrust her doubts aside and taken full advantage of those halcyon hours for which she knew she had Guy to thank.
There had been long rides, usually in a foursome, but sometimes with Tony alone and now that Alaine had Tony to back her up and readily second any suggestion she made she no longer appeared to be bored. In fact the evenings never seemed long enough, there had been gramophone records to try out, the latest tunes which Tony had brought with him from the States, a new dance step to be practised, and with Tony's backing Alaine had even managed to cajole Guy into an evening trip to a neighboring road-house where they had eaten an indifferent meal, danced to an even more indifferent band but managed to have a thoroughly enjoyable time.
Back once more in her own room at St. Edwin's, Felicity unpacked her suit-case and recalled many happy incidents of that brief interlude. Alaine had intended returning to town on the Monday and Felicity was glad that she had remained on so they could return together. Guy had, as promised, offered Tony the hospitality of his flat, Alaine had returned to her own flatlet in Kensington and Felicity to Hospital. She found herself choking back a sigh as she slipped her now empty suit-case out of sight under the bed. She'd always returned to duty quite happily after her holidays but this time it was different, somehow even her small room which she had grown to love seemed to have shrunk-it lacked the welcome it had always previously offered and even the tulips which Diana had thoughtfully placed on her table drooped over on their long stems as if they shared her own inexplicable sense of despondency.
Diana's appearance at that moment was certainly a welcome sight after an exuberant greeting, she stood back to appraise her friend. "How well you look! Private nursing seems to agree with you, I've never seen you look prettier!"
"Nursing!" Felicity echoed scoffingly. "It's been a positive picnic after ward work, there has been hardly anything to do-anyway, not since the plaster was removed on Sunday. I could really have left the next day, I'm sure Mr. Brenton only kept me on so that I'd have a day or so with Tony."
"Sounds a bit too quixotic for him!" Diana laughed, then went on eagerly, "Have you been back long? I hurried off duty as fast as I could, but I always seem to be held up when I want to be early. How about rushing round to the 'Kettle' for a snack, there is so much I want to ask you, I want to hear everything and we just can't talk in the dining, room."