I go immediately hot all over with a combination of lust and embarrassment.
“I’ve n-never—” I stutter out.
“I don’t care,” he says gruffly, his eyes pinned to my sex. “You won’t be able to say that after tonight.”
Oh, God. This is it. My first oral.
I honestly don’t know if I’m going to be able to handle it.
Chapter 19
Zack
Christ…Kate says she’s never had a man go down on her before and I about blow my load right then and there. The thought of being her first…of showing her just how good it feels to have a man fuck you with his mouth…I can’t remember ever being this excited about the prospect of something.
I slide backward off Kate’s body, all the way off the bed, and I kneel at the end. Grabbing her legs, I drag her down the bed until her butt is perched on the edge. She gives the cutest little huff of surprise and I watch as her fingers curl into the blanket.
Pushing my hands between her thighs, I nudge her legs apart. A quick glance up and I have to smile when I see Kate’s head lifted up and her watching me with large, wary eyes.
“Relax, Kate,” I tell her softly as I slide my arms under her legs, bringing my hands around to rest over the tops of her thighs. “I swear when I’m done with you, you’ll want me to do it all over again.”
I swear I think I hear her mutter, “Cocky bastard,” but her head flops back down to the mattress and she blows out a huge breath of anticipation. I dip my face and run my tongue right up her center, wanting to give her shock-and-awe versus easing her into this.
Kate’s legs slam inward, clapping solidly against my head, and fuck…she rings my bell almost as hard as if I was slammed up against the boards during a game. I dig my fingers into her thighs and practically wrench her legs apart.
When I look up at her, she’s got her head lifted again, staring down at me with a sheepish grin on her face. “Sorry…involuntary reaction and all.”
“Keep your legs spread, baby,” I chastise her gruffly. “You give me a concussion before I can finish, you are going to be one frustrated woman.”
Kate snickers and flops her head back down. Her legs loosen and fall slightly open for me. Taking a deep breath, she says, “Okay…let’s try this again. I’m ready.”
She can’t see me, but my grin spreads wide. I never knew throwing her dorky humor and goofy ways into our sex would be such a turn-on, but fuck, I get off on it.
Turning my gaze toward her sex, I consider if I should attack her hard or maybe go a little gentler, then ultimately decide to save myself a head injury and ease her into this. My hands flex upward and my fingers pull her apart tenderly, exposing what I really, really want to taste. I can hear Kate’s breath hitch and when I close my mouth over her softly, I almost come undone when she whispers, “Oh, Zack.”
I hum low in my throat, approving of the reverence and gratitude in her voice, and then I start working her over.
Kate’s hands slide into my hair, lightly massaging my scalp at first, but when I start tonguing her harder, she starts pulling at it and undulating her hips to force more contact out of me. Not a problem for me there, and I alternate rough circles around her clit with soft sucking…causing her to ramp up and back down, bringing her close and then leaving her hanging.
I love the intimacy of this…with Kate…and when she finally moans, “Please,” I decide to give her what she wants. I flutter my tongue hard and fast against her. When I feel her body start to tense, I purse my lips and suck hard on her clit, and it’s all fucking over for her.
She cries out softly…in deference, I know, to our need to remain quiet…and her hands push down hard on the back of my head, even as her hips slam upward. Demanding and seeking more as she rides the crest of pleasure. I keep my mouth on her, lightly running my tongue over her sensitive flesh while she jerks and spasms underneath me.
Finally, her body starts to quiet and she lets out a huge gust of air. I pull my mouth away and look up at her. Her head is lifted again, and in the semidarkness I can see her eyes glistening with unshed wetness. But for the soft smile on her face, I would be concerned about the near tears threatening, but I can tell by the satisfaction and warm desire in her look that she was moved by that experience.
And fuck…that moves me.
And I don’t want to be moved in that way, so I hastily push up from the bed so I can look away from her.
As I reach for the condom, Kate halts me when she says my name softly. “Zack?”
I turn my head slowly, afraid of what I might see on her face, but I’m immensely relieved to see her eyes are dry of tears but filled instead with mischief. “Why have I not ever done that before? That was freakin’ transcendental.”