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Without You(7)

By:Kelly Elliott


"That bastard," I whispered.

Lex turned to where I was looking. As Luke spun Libby around on the  dance floor, I noticed the look on her face. I hadn't seen my sister  smile like that in a long time.

Lex squeezed my arm and caused me to look down at her. "Will, it's okay."

I chuckled and looked back at them. "That's my sister … and Luke. Lex, it's Luke."         

     


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She placed her hand on the side of my face. "All the more reason to  trust them. He's your best friend. We all grew up together, Will. Luke  would be the last person to hurt Lib. They're just dancing."

I nodded my head as I glanced back at Luke and Libby. I looked down into  Lex's beautiful blue eyes and gave her the sexiest smile I could  manage. "When can we leave?"

Lex bit down on her lower lip and then ran her tongue across it. I let  out a whimper. I needed to adjust myself to accommodate my shrinking  pants.

"Now?"

That was all I needed to hear. I grabbed her hand and began making our way back to my truck.

"Should we tell the others that we're leaving?" Lex asked.

I held the passenger door open and helped her up into my truck. I shook  my head. "No. They'll just want to leave with us." The flush that moved  across her cheeks caused me to smile. I leaned in and kissed her nose.  "Anytime it gets to be too much, Lex, just say stop, and we will."

She opened her mouth slightly. "I'm not going to want to stop, Will. I can promise you that."

Holy shit.

I smiled and stepped back to shut the door. I walked around the back of the truck, so Lex couldn't see me panicking.

I'm actually going to make love to her.

I knew I didn't want to wait until the end of summer. I wanted to show  Lex how much I loved her. I wanted her to know that what we shared was  real, and even though we were going to be a few hundred miles apart,  nothing would come between us.

Opening the truck door, I was just about to get inside when I heard  Lauren yell out. I quickly turned and saw Paul Hines trying to pull  Lauren out onto the dance floor. She kept yelling for him to let her go.

"Ah fuck." I looked back at Lex. "Stay in the truck, Lex."

"Wait! What's going on?" Lex called out.

I shut my door.

It didn't take me long to find Colt. He was already heading toward Paul.  I gave Luke one look, and he nodded. We both started running, but we  didn't make it there fast enough. Colt grabbed Paul and knocked the shit  out of him. Lauren screamed and jumped back as Paul stood up and went  after Colt.

Luke grabbed my arm and shook his head. "It's his battle. Let him go for a second."

Paul swung and missed as Colt landed another hit. Paul stumbled backward and fell to the ground.

Colt walked up to him and said, "You ever lay a finger on her again, and  I swear I'll break every bone in your damn body. You hear me?"

Paul wiped blood from his mouth and nodded his head. "Yeah, I got it."

Colt turned and walked up to Lauren. He grabbed her hand before leading  her back to his truck, and he helped her in. He walked around, jumped  in, and took off.

I looked at Luke, and he was smiling.

When Paul walked by us, Luke stepped in front of him. "Dude, what in the  hell made you think you could touch her? Between Colt, Will, and me,  you should have known better."

Paul looked at Luke and then at me. Then, he pushed Luke out of the way before leaving.

Maegan came running up and threw herself into Luke's arms as she let out a little scream. "Dance with me, cowboy."

Luke smiled at Meg before looking at me.

I gave him a look and shook my head. "I need to talk to you, Luke."

He smiled and gave Meg a slight push back. "Not now, Meg. Maybe later, okay?"

Her face dropped before her smile returned. "Okay. Later it is."

I turned and headed over toward my truck. Lex had gotten out, and she  was standing next to it, but then she quickly got back in and shut the  door.

"What's up?" Luke asked.

"What's going on with you and my sister?"

Luke laughed. "Nothing. Why?"

"Luke, cut the shit with me. I see the way you look at her, and I also  see the lust in your eyes when you look at Meg. Don't do this. You're  gonna end up hurting one, if not both, of them. I don't want to see my  sister get hurt by you again."

He opened his mouth like he was going to argue with me, but then he  turned and scanned the area before stopping and staring at someone. I  followed his eyes, and he was looking at Libby.

"I promise you, I have no intentions of hurting either one of them."

He looked back at me, and his eyes were filled with something I'd never seen there before-sadness.

He slapped me on the side of the arm. "I'm going to pretend I don't see  my cousin sitting in your truck, like y'all are getting ready to leave. I  just happen to know your parents are out of town. I'm going to take  Libby out for breakfast after the party, so she doesn't walk in on  anything. I don't know how I really feel about this, Will, but I know  you love Alex, so I'm gonna tell you the same thing. I don't want to see  her get hurt, so make sure this is something you both want." He held  out his hand.         

     


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I shook it and said, "I will, Luke."

I watched as he walked back to Libby. I didn't like the way she smiled  at Luke when she saw him walking up. He leaned down and whispered  something in her ear. She smiled bigger as she looked around him and at  me.

I pushed the uneasy feeling I had deep down inside as I made my way back to the driver's side before climbing in.

Lex looked at me. "Do I want to know?"

I let out a breath of air. "Ask Lauren."

She nodded her head. "Where do you think Colt took Lauren?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "I'm guessing home."

She turned in her seat, facing me, and gave me a sexy smile. "Will?"

"Yeah, babe?"

"I can't wait for you to make love to me."

I swallowed hard as Gunner popped into my head. "I'm scared, Lex."

Her smile faded a bit before she smiled bigger. "My daddy?"

I laughed. "Yes!"

She reached for my hand and then looked down. "Is this going to be your, um … I mean, will I be … "

I squeezed her hand and let out a chuckle. "Lex, I knew when I was ten  years old that you were the one. I grew up dreaming of what it would be  like to be with you. There was no way in hell I was going to sleep with  any other girl. You're it for me."

The tear sliding down her face caught the moonlight, and I reached up and brushed it away.

"Will … "

She leaned over and began kissing me. Our kiss was quickly turning more passionate, and I needed to stop.

I pulled back. "Lex, I don't want to do this in my truck."

She giggled as she sat back in her seat and pulled her seat belt on. I  began to drive, and we headed the short distance to my house. My hands  were sweating, and a million things were running through my head. I  brushed my hand across the ring in my pocket and then had a brief moment  of panic.

Did I buy condoms?

"Do we have to use one?"

I snapped my head over and looked at Lex. "Huh? Do we have to use one what?"

She tilted her head, and her cheeks turned a beautiful pink. "A condom. You just asked if you bought condoms."

"Did I say that out loud?"

She nodded her head and laughed. "Yes, you did."

I looked back at the road and gripped the steering wheel tighter.

Motherfucker. I can't believe she asked if we have to use a condom.

Yes!

No.

Yes!

Oh fuck.

We drove in silence as everything raced through my head. As I pulled  down the driveway, I glanced over at Lex. She was staring out the window  and rubbing her hands up and down her legs. She was just as nervous as I  was.

After I pulled up and parked, she turned to me and smiled. My heart  dropped, and I knew what we were about to do was exactly what we both  wanted-and needed.





The way Will was staring at me caused me to smile bigger. I was nervous  as hell, but I had no doubt in my mind what we were about to do was  going to be perfect. And it was long overdue.

Damn it. My hands wouldn't stop sweating, and I had to keep rubbing them on my pants.

Will turned his body to face me, so I did the same.

He reached for my hands. "Lex, are you on the pill?"

Oh God. This is getting real. I nodded my head. "Yes. I've been on it for the last year."

His face dropped. "Does your father know?"

I laughed and shook my head. "No. My mother and I talked about it, and  even though I told her that I wasn't sexually active, we both agreed it  would be best if I started it."

Will's face turned white.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing. I just keep thinking back to your dad telling me he would break both my hands if I ever touched you the wrong way."

I giggled and rolled my eyes. I brought his hand up to my lips and kissed the back of it. "Well, my dad isn't here, is he?"

Will slowly licked his lips and whispered, "No."

"So, are we going to sit in the truck? Or are we going in?"