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Without You(55)

By:Kelly Elliott


"Who is Will dancing with?" I asked Libby.

She pulled her eyes from Luke and looked at Will. She smiled and said,  "That's our second cousin, Trish. She is my mom's cousin's daughter.  This is her first time in Texas. Will spent all day yesterday teaching  her how to two-step. Her dad is in the military. She's been in Alaska  for the last five years."

Will and Libby had gone to Alaska once to visit someone on their mom's side of the family.

"Don't worry, Lex. That boy only has eyes for you." Libby bumped my shoulder.

Will looked over and saw us watching him. He stopped dancing and  whispered something into Trish's ear. She smiled and nodded, and then  they began walking toward us.

Will stopped in front of me, and his smile melted my heart. For the first time in a month, my body craved something more.

"Lex, this is my cousin, Trish. Trish, this is Lex," Will said.

She held her hand out and smiled big. "I've heard nothing but wonderful  things about you. Will hasn't stopped talking about you since we got  here two days ago."         

     


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I reached out for her hand and shook it. "It's a pleasure to meet you."

Trish looked back at Will and hit him in the stomach. "You didn't tell me she was drop-dead gorgeous."

I felt my cheeks blush as Will grinned bigger.

"You want something to drink, Lex?" Will asked.

Panic set in.

Stop this, Alex. It's Will.

"Bottle of water if they have it."

Will frowned, but then he smiled. "You got it, sweetheart."

Grace walked up and started talking with Libby and Trish. I watched as  Will walked over to a bunch of coolers. He opened each cooler, looking  for water.

Claire walked up to Will and put her hand on his arm. She leaned in  close and said something to him. Will shook his head as he dug through  the cooler. She leaned in further and whispered into his ear. He stopped  what he was doing and looked at her. I couldn't tell what he said to  her, but she put her finger in mouth and pouted.

Oh no, she didn't! That little tramp.

Will shook his head again and went back to digging in the cooler. Claire shrugged her shoulders and began walking away.

"I'll be right back!" I shouted to Grace.

"Where are you going?"

I turned and looked at her as I smiled. "To set Claire straight once and for all."

Grace gave me a big smile and winked. "Go get her."

I made my way across the makeshift dance floor. Claire was now trying to  put the moves on Luke, and he was pushing her away from him. I placed  my hand on her shoulder and spun her around.

"What the-" Claire looked at me and gave me a fake smile. "Alex, gesh, I thought you were someone else."

"Who, Claire? Another girl whose boyfriend you've either slept with or hit on tonight?"

Her mouth dropped open. "Excuse me?"

I took a few steps closer to her and began poking my index finger in her  chest. "Listen to me, and listen good. Will. Is. Mine. You so much as  look his way again, and I'll beat your ass from here to China. Luke is  taken, too. So, bitch, just back the fuck off."

Claire swallowed hard and looked at Luke. I peeked over to him, and he smiled and nodded.

"Um … sorry, Alex. I was just asking Will to dance, that's all."

"Why don't you focus on the guys who don't have girlfriends?"

She pushed my hand away. "I'm leaving. I don't need this shit."

I picked up my hand and waved my fingers good-bye in her face. "See ya."

She pushed past me and headed out of the barn to leave.

"Damn, little cousin. Where in the hell did that come from?" Luke grabbed me and pulled me in for a hug.

"I guess I got tired of hiding inside my own body."

Luke looked at me and grinned. "Welcome back, Alex."

"It feels good to be back. Hey, Luke?"

"Yeah?"

"Did Will tell you that Libby left Zack?"

Luke's smile vanished. "Um … yeah, he did."

"Stop hiding inside yourself, Luke. She's not going to wait forever."

He looked up and across the barn to Libby. "I know."

I turned and made my way back over to Grace and Libby. Grace was laughing, and Libby was smiling.

Libby looked over at me and laughed. "What in the world did you say to Claire? She stormed out of here."

"I told her to stay away from Will and Luke."

Grace shook her head. "That's it?"

"I might have hinted at her being a whore in a roundabout way."

Libby and Grace both started laughing. Grace handed me a bottle of water.

I looked around for Will. "Where did Will go?"

"He said he had to go take care of something," Libby said with a sly smile.

The moment he walked up behind me, I felt him. I turned to see Will  standing there with the most gorgeous smile on his face. My heart  skipped a beat.

I never want to live my life without Will in it.

Before the next song, the DJ got everyone's attention. I pulled my eyes off of Will and looked over to the DJ.

"Hey, y'all. This next song goes out to one very special girl. Lex, this song is dedicated to you from Will."

I looked back at Will and tilted my head as I raised my eyebrow. The  moment I heard those familiar notes play, I started laughing. Will  reached for my hand and led me to the dance floor. He pulled me into his  arms, and we instantly became one. He moved me across the makeshift  dance floor, and I felt like I was floating on air.

"Gramps?" I asked.

Will through his head back and laughed. He looked back at me. "I'm learning from the best."

"Damn straight you are!" I said with a laugh.         

     


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Will and I danced to Nat King Cole's "Send for Me."

"You know, this is the song my dad plays for my mother after he has messed up," I said.

Will pulled me closer. "Oh, I know. My dad plays the same song, and my mother melts. Is it working?"

I giggled. "Am I melting? Or is it working?"

"Both!"

"You don't have anything to apologize for. I do. I didn't mean to push  you away, Will. I love you, and I just wasn't ready to talk yet."

Will spun me around, and everyone started to shout out our names as we continued to dance it up on the dance floor.

The song ended, and One Direction's "You & I" began playing.

Will smiled. "Something hit me so hard these last few days. It was the same feeling that I had last fall when we were apart."

"What was it?" I asked.

Will shook his head slightly. "I never, for the rest of my life, Lex, want to be without you."

The tears began building in my eyes. I bit down on my lower lip in an  attempt to hold my emotions back. A small sob escaped my lips as I  whispered, "That's not even an option."

Gently placing his hands on the sides of my face, Will wiped my tears  away with his thumbs. "I love you, Alexandra Eryn Mathews. I love you so  much."

I placed my hands on his arms as I looked into his sea-blue eyes. "I love you, William Gregory Hayes, more."

He chuckled, and then he leaned down and began kissing me. This kiss was  the one thing I needed to help me see that our love was stronger than  anything Blake had done to me.

Will loved me, and I loved him. Our love was and would always be … perfect.





Lex and I stood at the bow of the ferry as we made our way over to Port  Aransas. I was surprised all our parents had been open to the idea of us  coming down for our own celebration. Colt, Lauren, and Taylor had  graduated, and this was how we all wanted to spend our last summer  together. While the rest of us were heading to A&M, Maegan would be  going back to Baylor, and Taylor would be attending UT.

"I can't believe how fast this summer is going," Lex said.

I watched her beautiful brown hair whip around from the wind. She  finally got tired of it and reached for my baseball cap. She pulled her  hair through the hole in the back and made a ponytail as she pulled the  cap down over her eyes.

God, I can't believe she's mine.

"I know. It is going by fast."

I looked back to the cars-or trucks really. Luke, Colt, and I had all  brought our trucks, and the girls had ridden down with us. I had been  shocked that Libby ended up riding with Luke. Luke had intended on  leaving for the whole summer, but after Lex's incident, he'd stayed.  He'd avoided Libby pretty much the first month of summer, but that had  changed after the barn dance a few weeks ago. At least now, they could  be in the same room and apparently the same car together.

I looked back at Lex. "Have you talked to Libby about Luke?"

She turned and looked at Luke's truck. Luke, Lauren, and Libby were all laughing about something.

"She said they're talking, but it's nothing like what Libby wants. Luke  is keeping a safe distance from her. I'm hoping things will change for  them this week." She smiled and wiggled her eyebrows up and down. "If  you know what I mean."

I scrunched my nose up and made a face. "Oh shit, too much, Lex. Yuck. That's my sister, ya know."

Lex started laughing as we headed back to my truck since the ferry was about to dock.