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Without You(18)

By:Kelly Elliott


Maegan walked right in front of Libby, blocking her view of the guys. "You still dating Jason, Lib?"

Libby looked up at Maegan and smiled. "I was never dating Jason, Maegan."

Maegan smiled and looked down at Libby. "That's not what Luke said. He  told me you and Jason were getting it on pretty hot and heavy at  Claire's party."

Libby looked away and glanced over to me. I shook my head. Maegan was egging Libby on, and we all knew it.

Libby stood up and looked directly at Maegan. "You know what, Maegan?  Why don't you just go find some guy to fuck, so you can get out of the  bitch mood you've been in for the last few months? You said yourself  that you wanted a good fuck, so go find it."

Maegan's mouth dropped open as she stared at Libby.

"Who needs a good fuck?"

Oh great.

Luke came walking up, and the Cheshire Cat grin spreading across  Maegan's face turned my stomach. I loved Meagan like a sister, but this  thing with Luke and Libby was starting to drive a wedge between all of  us.

I was expecting Maegan to make a smart-ass remark to Luke, so when it was Libby who opened her mouth, I about fainted.

"Maegan does. You're so good at it, Luke. Why don't you help her out?"

"Libby!" Taylor and Grace said at the same time.

Maegan began laughing. Lauren and I looked at each other and then jumped  up. Maegan walked up to Luke and wrapped her arms around his neck.  Libby turned and started heading toward Will's truck.

"Libby, hold up," Lauren called out as she ran after Libby.

I began to follow them.

"Get your paws off my brother, Maegan, and stop acting like a tramp. This is not you, so stop acting like it is," Grace said.

"Grace! Oh my gosh. Y'all just stop this now," Taylor said.

I turned back to see Luke pulling Maegan's arms off of him. He started  following us, and I quickly picked up my pace to warn Libby that Luke  was coming. I was sure he was pissed at her comment.

"Uh … Lib? Libby!" I shouted.

"Not now, Alex. I don't feel like talking."

Luke jogged by me and stopped next to Libby. He grabbed her arm. "We need to talk-now."

I walked right into the back of Lauren as I watched Luke pulling Libby away from us.

"Shit. You don't think he'll do anything, do you?" Lauren asked.         

     


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"No! Gesh, Lauren, you know better than that."

"I know, but the last couple of months, the two of them have been at  each other nonstop. Now, they're pretty much avoiding each other, and  with Libby going off and saying what she just said … "

I shook my head. "I think they need to talk. Things need to go back to normal."

Luke stopped and let go of Libby, and she turned her back to him.

Lauren let out a gruff laugh. "Things will never be normal again, Alex."

I turned and looked at her. "What do you mean?"

"Alex, come on. I know you and Will are happy and all, but you have to  see how the rest of us are all drifting apart. Luke never does anything  if he thinks Libby will be there-or worse yet, if Jason and Libby are  both there. Colt hasn't talked to me in over a month."

"That was your doing, Lauren."

She shrugged her shoulders. "I guess so, but still. We all used to be so  close, Alex. Maegan is acting like some sex-craved nutcase. Grace is  dating the biggest dick on the planet, and somehow, she is the only one  who doesn't see it. Taylor is burying herself in schoolwork and has no  life whatsoever. Things are not the same. Y'all are leaving in a few  weeks for college, and well … "

I saw the tears building in her eyes, and my heart broke.

"I just want us to be … us. I want us to have fun without everyone  fighting. I'm going to miss y'all, and if you leave with our group being  broken, I'm just afraid it will never be fixed."

I pulled Lauren into my arms as she began crying. "Shh … it's okay, Lauren. I promise you, I'll fix this. I promise you."

I looked over and saw Colt staring at us. I knew he had been hurt so  badly the night he admitted to Lauren that he liked her, and she'd  walked away. He had begun dating Rachel again, and I knew he was so  unhappy. Every time I tried talking to him, he would just tell me that  he was fine.

Colt looked directly at me and mouthed, Is she okay?

I smiled and nodded my head slightly.

Lauren pulled back and wiped her eyes. "I'm sorry. What a baby I am. I  think I'm just sad that y'all are leaving for college, and it's just  going to be me, Taylor, and Colt left."

"I know, honey. I'm sad, too."

Libby came walking by with Luke following closely behind her.

I grabbed his arm and stopped him. "What did you say to her?" I asked as I looked at Libby walking over to everyone else.

Luke smiled weakly. "I called a truce."

"Oh," I mumbled.

"Let's go to the river and cool off, y'all!" Luke yelled.

Everyone began walking over to their cars.

Will came up and wrapped his arm around my waist. "Is Lauren okay?"

I shook my head. "I need to talk to you, Grace, Libby, Luke, and Maegan. I need to talk to y'all sometime today."

Will nodded his head. "Okay. Yeah, I'll make it happen."



When we got to the river, Will told me to head over into the open field behind the large oak. I began walking over there.

Maegan walked up right after me. "Hey, what's going on? Will said we all had to meet here. Something about Lauren?"

I heard Luke, Will, Grace, and Libby all talking. They stopped and all stared at me.

"What's up?" Grace asked.

I took a deep breath and just went for it. "We need to get our shit  together, all of us. Lauren broke down today because Luke and Libby are  fighting. And, Maegan, you've turned into a sex-craved bitch."

"Hey!" Maegan said, putting her hands on her hips while giving me a dirty look.

"Grace, you're so wrapped up in your boyfriend that we never see you  anymore, and Will and I have been so wrapped up in us that we've  forgotten about Lauren, Taylor, and Colt."

Everyone began looking at each other. We all knew things hadn't been the same within our tight little group.

"So, here is what we're going to do. We only have a few weeks before we  leave for college, and we are going to make the most of it, starting  today. Luke and Libby, either admit how you feel for each other or move  the hell on. It's getting old."

Libby's mouth dropped open as she stared at me.

"Maegan, for Christ's sake, stop throwing yourself at Luke." I faced  Luke and raised my eyebrow at him. "Luke? Are you ever going to sleep  with Maegan?"

His face instantly turned bright red. Maegan and Libby both snapped their heads over and waited for his answer.

"Um … well, um-"

"Luke!" I shouted.

"No! Jesus, Alex. No, I'm not ever going to sleep with Maegan," he shouted back at me.         

     


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Maegan's face dropped, and I knew Libby was attempting to hold back a smile.

"I'm sorry, Meg. Honey, you're like my little sister, and I-I don't  think of you like that." Luke pushed his hands through his hair and  rolled his eyes. "Thanks, Alex, for putting me on the damn spot."

I put my hand on my hip and sighed. "Well, it's out now. We all knew you  never had any intention of sleeping with Maegan." I turned and looked  at Maegan.

She smiled weakly and nodded her head. She turned to Libby. "I'm sorry, Lib."

Libby looked shocked as she looked at Maegan. "Uh … sorry for what?" she asked Maegan.

"I knew you liked Luke, and I don't know what came over me. I just got  jealous and all. I knew my flirting with Luke drove you nuts."

Libby quickly glanced at Luke before looking back at Maegan. Luke stared at Libby, but he didn't say anything.

I cleared my throat. "Grace, I think we all just want to know. What in the hell do you see in Mike?"

Luke stepped in front of Grace and put his hands on her shoulders. "I  swear to God, Grace, if I ever catch him talking to you like he was the  other night, I'll kick his damn ass."

"What? What happened?" Will asked as he pulled me into his arms.

Grace stepped back and away from Luke. "He was drunk, Luke. He isn't normally like that."

"Grace … " I whispered.

I hated that she was making excuses for that ass. I had heard him  belittle her on more than one occasion. Why Grace put up with him I  didn't know, but she didn't put up with anyone's shit. She looked at me  and smiled weakly.

"I promise. He really isn't a dick like y'all think. Once we leave Mason, things are going to change," Grace said.

I had a terrible feeling in my stomach. Things were for sure going to change, but I didn't think it would be how Grace thought.

Will slapped his hands together. "All right, y'all. Let's make the next  few weeks like the last eighteen years of our lives. Let's have fun and  get crazy!"

"Hell yeah!" Luke said as he and Will slapped their hands together.

We all laughed, and Will grabbed my hand as we began walking down to the  river. Taylor and Lauren were standing on the edge of the river while  Colt tried to talk them into using the rope swing.