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Without You(14)

By:Kelly Elliott


I bit down on my lower lip. We stayed silent as our horses walked along for a bit more.

"Daddy, I love Will. I can't see my future without him."

"Alex, I'm not doubting your love for him. Just know that it is possible that you will meet someone else in college who will-"

I looked at him. "Who will what?"

He stopped his horse, and I brought Banjo to a stop.

"Who will make you doubt your feelings for Will."

My mouth dropped open. I looked down at my promise ring and then back into my father's eyes. "That will never happen-ever."

He gave me a weak smile and nodded his head. "Come on, let's see what Banjo has against Apache. Let's race down to the river."

I giggled as I kicked Banjo, and we took off racing toward the water.



I ran down the stairs as soon as Will had sent me a text saying he was pulling down the driveway.

"Stop!"

I turned and looked at my father.

"Where are y'all going?"

My mother walked into the living room and smiled.

Colt came down the stairs and walked right past me. "Later."

My mouth dropped open as he walked right out the door without my parents saying a word to him.

I used my hands and gestured toward where Colt had just left. "Um … hello?  He just walked right by, and you didn't ask him where he was going! I'm  older and out of high school, and you're going to stop and ask me?"

My father gave me a smirk that just made me all the madder. Ever since  our ride the other day, he'd kept planting it in my head that I should  take a break from Will when I headed to college. He'd said that if our  love was true and strong, it shouldn't matter.

My father walked toward me. "Your brother already told us he was going  to a party down on the river at Claire Montgomery's place."         

     


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I slowly shook my head. "Daddy, surely you know I'm going to the same party."

He chuckled. "I figured. Will there be alcohol, Alex?"

I raised my eyebrow at him and tilted my head. "Really, Dad? We're in  the country. There is nothing else to do but have river parties, field  parties, and barn dances."

"That doesn't answer my question, does it?"

I never lied to my father-well, with the exception of the night when I'd bought the condoms.

"Yes, Daddy. There will be alcohol. Yes, I will watch everyone. No, I  won't let Will or Colt drink since they are driving. There is a plan  already set up. Whoever drove and ends up drinking will stay the night  at Claire's. Plus, her brother, Duke, is home from college, and he will  be keeping an eye on things, too."

My father nodded his head. My parents weren't very strict, but then  again, they were. As long as we were always truthful with them, they  would be okay with things. Colt and I always knew we could call our  parents if needed.

I had gone to a party in Fredericksburg with Maegan, and I'd ended up  drinking. I'd called my father, and my parents had come to pick me up.  I'd gotten a nice long lecture the next day, but they always told us  that we could call anytime with no punishments. If we didn't call and we  got caught, then the wrath of my father would fall upon us. Neither  Colt nor I would want that.

"Watch Lauren and Taylor if they go, okay? They're younger."

I nodded my head as I leaned up and kissed my father on the cheek. Then,  the doorbell rang. I smiled as I bolted to the door and threw it open.  Will was standing there, looking hot as hell in his Wranglers, boots,  and light-blue T-shirt. His hair was peeking out from under his cowboy  hat before he took it off. I was instantly turned-on. We hadn't been  together again since our first night. I was hoping he would take care of  that tonight.

Will walked in and shook my father's hand. Then, he said, "Hello," to my mother.

"Don't keep her out too late, Will. If y'all decide to stay, you call me, Alex."

"Yes, sir. Night, Mama! I love you."

"I love you, too. Will, please be careful driving."

Will placed his hat back on his head and nodded. "Yes, ma'am. Always."

Will grabbed my hand, and we made our way to his truck. He opened the passenger door and held my hand until I sat down.

He leaned in and kissed me gently on the lips. "I love you."

I smiled and placed my hand on his face. "I love you, too."

"I'm going to take you again tonight, Lex."

My mouth barely opened, and I instantly felt the wetness between my legs. I whispered, "Will … "

He gave me another look that had me sucking in a breath of air before he  stepped away and shut the door. He walked around the front of the truck  and then jumped in.

"Do we have to go to the party?" I asked when he shut the door.

He threw his head back and laughed. "Yes! This is our last summer before we head to college."

I sighed. "We'll be home every summer, and I'm sure Claire will throw a party each summer. Besides, I don't even like Claire."

Will looked over at me, shocked. "What? Since when?"

I shook my head and thought back to a few days ago when Libby, Grace, Lauren, and I had all gone for a ride at Lauren's place.



Grace brought her horse alongside Libby's. Grace had told me something  had happened between Libby and Luke the night Will and I slept together.  Luke had been pouting since Libby left with Will.

"Libby, spill it. You got upset with Luke the other night when Alex and  Will came back. What gives? Y'all seemed to be having fun at the party,  and then the next thing I knew, Luke was in the corner, feeling up  Claire Montgomery," Grace said.

Libby looked at Grace, who stared straight ahead. "I guess I was just  upset to see Luke and Will fighting. I hate when they fight. You know  that, Grace."

I glanced over to Lauren, and she was frowning.

Grace was not about to let it go. "Bullshit, Libby. You and my brother  used to be so damn close. Then, he pulled the whole kissing-you shit  before he left for college, and things haven't been the same. The other  night, y'all seemed to be back to your old selves, having fun and  dancing. How did Claire come into the picture?"

Libby turned away from us, and I could tell she was upset. I stopped my  horse, and Lauren and Grace stopped as well. Libby turned her horse  around to face us. When I saw the tear moving down her face, my heart  broke.

"Oh, Lib, what did my asshole brother do to you? I'm going to kick his ass," Grace said.         

     


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Libby attempted to laugh but failed. "He didn't do anything. That's the  problem, Grace. We were having fun, dancing and all. He even asked if I  wanted to go to the diner for something to eat. Then, a slow song came  on, and he pulled me closer to him as we danced. I really thought … "

A sob escaped her throat, and Lauren sniffled. I glanced over and looked  at Lauren. I saw she was attempting to hold back her tears. We all knew  how much Libby liked Luke. With Maegan always talking about wanting to  sleep with him and Luke's player ways, we knew it bothered Libby to even  be around him.

Grace jumped off her horse and walked over to Libby as she began getting down. Lauren and I quickly followed.

"You really thought what, Lib?" Grace asked.

Libby swallowed hard. "I thought he might have feelings for me. He  looked like he wanted to kiss me, so I figured I'd just go for it."

I put my hand up to my mouth and let out a gasp.

"Did you kiss him?" Lauren asked.

Libby shook her head. "No. I told him that I missed him, I missed us, and I wanted him to kiss me again."

"What did he say?" all three of us asked at once.

Libby's eyes filled with tears. "He leaned down, and he was about to  kiss me, but then he stopped right before our lips touched. He looked  into my eyes and said … "

I noticed Grace's hands balling into fists.

Libby sobbed. "He said … he said that kissing me was a mistake, and he never thought there was an us outside of being friends."

I closed my eyes.

Grace whispered, "Bastard."

"He stepped back, and I swear his eyes looked so sad, but he began  looking around. Claire had been trying to flirt and dance with Luke from  the moment he got there. He must have seen her. I don't know. He looked  back at me and smiled. Then, he thanked me for dancing with him. He  told me we were all going back to his house to watch movies and that if I  needed a ride, he'd take me. A few minutes later, I saw him with  Claire."

Lauren walked up to Libby and pulled her into her arms. "I'm so sorry, Libby. He's just a stupid, scared ass."

I looked at Grace.

She mouthed to me, I'm going to kill him.

I nodded my head.

Libby began laughing and pulled away from Lauren. "It's okay, really. I  was stupid to think Luke ever really had any feelings for me. I mean, he  probably wants to sleep with Maegan, and I'm just in the way."

"No, he doesn't," Lauren said.

I wasn't so sure about that. Maegan had a way of flirting with Luke, and  I knew he had mentioned more than once to Colt that if Maegan kept  pushing, he was going to give her what she wanted.