When I Need You (Need You #4)(108)

"You knew?"

"Dante spilled the beans to me tonight before I left."

"That big mouth."

"Speaking of big mouth . . ." I kissed a path straight down his chest and dropped to my knees. "Anything else you want to talk about?"

"Not a damn thing."

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The following afternoon when I was at work, trying to figure out a plan to explain why I wasn't at practice and why I probably wouldn't be cheering at the game, I received a text message from Coach T:

CT: You've been reinstated to the team. Practice at six tonight. DO NOT be late or you're running extra laps.

My thumbs hovered over the keys as I was tempted to text WHY? What changed?

But that might be pushing it and I'd take the end result since that's all that mattered.

Maybe I had convinced them that Jensen Lund and I really were only friends.





Twenty-five



JENSEN



After I'd finished practice, and before the press conference, Rowan's friend Daisy cornered me outside the locker room. At first when she'd told me what had happened to Rowan the night before, I hadn't believed her. Why would Rowan keep something like that from me?

Because she knew how I'd react. I'd do exactly what I did; hauled ass into the business office, demanded a meeting with Brian, and the cheer coach, and the sports liaison, and the highest-ranking management person in the building. Then I delivered an ultimatum: Reinstate Rowan Michaels and table the investigation, or I'd cause a PR nightmare the likes of which they'd never seen. One day before the first game of the preseason. In the billion-dollar stadium.

But it had worked.

Rowan would be on the sidelines today when we played. Where she belonged.

Today was the day. A day of firsts, of new beginnings.

It was hard to process it all. So I didn't dissect it.

I fucking embraced it.

The sights-a sea of purple, gold and white in the stands.

The sounds-one of the best sound systems in the world combined with the noise of our fans? Twelfth man didn't have nothin' on us today.



       
         
       
        

The scents-nothing beat the scent of a brand-fucking-new stadium.

My team-pumped up like I'd never seen them.

The fans-giddy, crazy in the best way.

My family-loud and proud in the skybox.

The media-even it was on a "Twin Cities Proud" high.

Rowan's family-I'd scored them tickets in the section where Rowan cheered.

I was antsy in the tunnel, we all were. Waiting for that moment, after the sound of the Gjallarhorn, when we rushed the field, felt the electricity, the anticipation, the love for what we could do, for being part of a long-running history, for making history.

And then it was on.

We were on.

I didn't get close to Rowan as we rushed by en masse, but I noticed her.

All of the pomp and circumstance remained during the preseason. This exhibition game didn't "count" but for me, it was the most important game I'd play all year.

I drifted into that place where I heard the coaches, I heard the calls, I heard the crowd, but everything else faded when I hit that field.

The smash. The crunch. The trash-talking. The sweat in my helmet. The digging of my cleats into the turf. Hand on the ground. Ear to the call, brain on the play and eyes on the man standing opposite of me who gets paid a fuck ton of money to stop me.

Try and stop me, motherfucker. We own today.

When it got down to the wire, my fellow tight end Rudolph caught the first pass in the new stadium. That honor would stand until next month when the regular season started.

After the Chargers failed in their attempts to put any points on the scoreboard, the offense was back on the field. I blocked and kept blocking. I'd yet to even get my hand on the ball. Then the QB called the play I'd been hoping for.

I moved from the outside right to the outside left.

Followed the count, heard the snap and booked it around the far outside left and a sluggish middle linebacker. I turned just as the ball hit me right in the numbers.

Pickup of five yards.

I heard my name over the sound system, but I forced myself to tune out.

We marched down the field, a few yards here, a few yards there, taking it one down at a time. Finally I kicked in that burst of speed and ended up with a gain of twenty yards.

First and ten on the thirteen-yard line. This time I had double coverage so the running back took it all the way to the end zone.

We were up by fourteen at halftime and elated, visions of the Lombardi trophy taking a place of reverence in our new stadium spurring us on.

In the third quarter, the QB called the play that put me to the left outside again. But this time the double coverage would be on the running back. Leaving me in the clear if I could get to the spot . . . turn, watch, jump and pull it in.