What Goes on Tour(23)

Kate clammed up and turned away.

Libby sighed. She walked over to the bed and crouched down next to it. "Kate, I can't help if I don't know what's wrong."

"You don't want to help me!" There was so much hurt in Kate's voice.

Libby flinched. "Of course I do. You're my friend, aren't you?"

Kate sat up suddenly, her face screwed up in anger. "You're not here  because of me. You're just like Emily. You're here because you like  Uncle Adrian."

Libby's jaw dropped open at the accusation. "That's not true."

"I saw how you looked at him at the restaurant!"

Adrian's smile. Libby hadn't thought anyone had noticed her reaction. How could she explain it to Kate?

"You're blushing! I knew it was true. You don't like me and I hate you!"

"Wait!" Libby held up a hand to stop Kate flinging herself down on the  bed again. "Can we talk about this, girl to girl? I'll make us a couple  of drinks and tell you the truth."                       
       
           



       

Kate squinted at her as if working out if Libby was trying to trick her.

"Please," Libby said, not sure what she would do if Kate refused to listen.

"Fine." Kate tucked Sebastien Bear under her arm and jumped off the bed,  careful not to touch Libby. She stormed past and went to sit at the  dining room table.

Libby took her time making the double choc, whipped cream, marshmallow  delights before taking the seat next to Kate. Kate scooted her chair  further away and wrapped both hands around the mug, staring down into  it.

Libby sipped her drink and began. "I asked to be your nanny for a number  of reasons. The very first reason was because I like you. You are a  smart, funny, cheerful girl and it's a pleasure to spend time with you."

Kate pouted into her mug.

"The second reason was because I really enjoy teaching you how to write a novel. Your ideas are creative and interesting."

Kate cautiously peered up at her.

"The last reason was because it was a job that would give me time to do  my own writing. The tour schedule means I can care for you and work on  my novel too, which is a double bonus."

"But what about Uncle Adrian?" Kate squinted at her with suspicion.

Libby gave her a small smile. "He was probably the main reason not to take the job."

Kate's mouth dropped open. "But you like him."

She had to be careful here. "Your uncle is a very interesting man  –  he's  smart, kind, and seems to be doing a pretty good job of looking after  you."

"Emily thought he was cute."

"I think he's cute as well," Libby confessed. "My heart does tend to  flutter when he smiles." She tapped her chest a couple of times and  Kate's lips turned up slightly at the edges. "But that's what makes it  hard. It's no fun when you think someone is cute and they don't feel the  same way about you. So I try to ignore it, but obviously I'm not doing a  very good job if your eagle eyes picked it up." Libby smiled. "But you  know what? My first priority is you, so the rest of it doesn't matter at  all."

Kate had gone back to pouting into her mug. "I liked a boy once," she  said finally. "We were in the same class and I used to sit behind him so  I could look at him." Her face went red.

"I did that at school too," Libby admitted.

Kate gave her a brilliant smile.

"So what happened?" Libby asked.

Kate shrugged. "He turned out to be a jerk." She pursed her lips.

"They do sometimes."

"But Uncle Adrian's not a jerk." Kate's tone dared Libby to tell her otherwise.

"No, he's not." Which made it harder.

Kate turned around in her chair to face Libby properly. "So what will you do?"

That was the question. "I'll continue to look after you, if you still  want me to. Sometimes when you first meet someone and you think they're  cute, that's all you see. Then, when you get to know them, you see past  the cuteness and they become friends."

Kate considered it. "So you actually do like me?"

Libby heard the plea behind her nonchalant tone and the  I-don't-care-if-you-don't shrug. "Absolutely. I was really looking  forward to the adventures we were going to have tonight."

Kate grinned and then frowned. "I have to pack."

"I know." Libby grimaced. "We should probably do it as quickly as possible so we can get to the fun stuff. What do you think?"

Kate sighed. "All right." She stood and walked toward her room, then stopped and turned. "I'm sorry I was mad at you."

"I'm sorry you thought I didn't like you."

Kate faltered. "I don't really hate you." She looked down at her feet.

"People often say things they don't mean when they've been hurt." Libby stood and held out her hand. "Friends?"

Kate clutched her hand and shook it vigorously. "Friends." She walked back to her room.

Libby closed her eyes briefly. She had to be careful. Despite Kate's  happy nature, she was fragile. Libby didn't want to do anything that  might hurt the young girl.

Quickly she pulled out her phone and sent George a text so Adrian wouldn't worry: Kate's cheered up, everything fine. Libby.

She had to squash any feelings she had toward Adrian.

For everyone's sake.

***

Later, after Kate had gone to bed, Libby sat staring at her manuscript,  not seeing any of the words in front of her. Adrian was bound to ask  what had been wrong with Kate. The issue was she didn't know what to  tell him.                       
       
           



       

Frustrated, she pushed the problem from her mind. She wanted to finish  reviewing her novel so she could spend the next three days editing. She  picked up her pen and began to work.

Some time later  –  it could have been minutes, it could have been an hour  –  and she was still staring at the same page.

Damn it.

Standing up, she put the kettle on and stretched. Perhaps she'd simply  say Kate thought Libby was going to be like Emily and leave it at that.  If Adrian wanted further explanation, he could go to Kate, and Libby  would avoid the embarrassment of admitting that a ten-year-old could see  she was attracted to him.

But would it be worse, not knowing what Kate might say to Adrian?

The kettle clicked off, signaling it had boiled and Libby poured her cup  of tea. She added milk and then picked up the mug, cradling it in her  hands as she leaned back against the kitchen bench. She blew softly into  the tea to cool it down.

She should be honest. Kate thought Libby was only caring for her because  she had a crush on Adrian. Simple and to the point. Libby didn't have  to say Kate had been right.

Libby took a sip of the tea. Adrian wouldn't ask for further details  –  she was sure of it.

Settling back down at the table, she put her mug within reach and picked up her pen. She had work to do.

***

A couple of hours later the door of the suite opened and closed. Libby  put down her pen and rose to put the kettle on. Usually Adrian went  straight to the bathroom to take off Kent's make-up and then came  through for a hot drink and some food. Turning to the fridge she nearly  stepped into Kent. Jerking back she put a hand to her thumping chest.  "Geez."

Kent stepped away. "Sorry. I didn't mean to startle you. How was Kate after I left?"

Libby took a deep breath to still her racing heart. Kent always filled  the space around her and it made her uncomfortable. "We had a chat and  sorted things out. She was happy when she went to bed."

He looked relieved. "What was wrong with her?"

"She was mad at me."

Kent raised an eyebrow in question.

Libby hesitated. "She thought I was like Emily, only looking after her  because I fancied you." The blush crept insidiously across her face.

Kent's other eyebrow rose to match the first one  –  an expression that  was more Adrian than Kent  –  and Libby hurried on. "I explained I had  offered because I liked spending time with her and we sorted it out."

He stared at her for a long moment, and then his expression changed to  the cocky, confident look of Kent. "You didn't say if Kate was right."

Libby's jaw dropped open. Adrian never would have asked that question.  She paused for a second too long before forcing out a laugh. "Go and get  rid of Kent and I'll make you a cup of tea." She turned, busying  herself with the tea bag and mug, aware he was still standing there.

After what seemed like an eternity, he turned and left the room. Libby  let out a quiet groan and placed her hands over her face. She'd messed  that up.

She should have denied it immediately.

She was a fool.

The only thing to do was to have her things packed and leave as soon as  Adrian came out of the bathroom. She had the next three days free and by  the time she saw them again, Adrian would have forgotten all about it.